March 27th 2013 3:26 am
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i miss you so much droopy. i was just sitting here one night, looking at all your pictures i have on your memorial, thinking how each one has a story, a memory. i looked at each one & i could remember what we were doing that day.. i remember the fun we had, how you made me laugh.
i could see your big smile, your eyes so full of excitement & wonder,
so full of life. looking at your pictures brings me many smiles, many memories and yes, many tears. i was thinking of how i had big plans for this year. you know how birthdays mean alot to mommie. well mommie is gonna be the big 50 this year & you would of been 10. to me, they both are very special birthdays.. i guess some might say i'm naive, i really thought me & you would grow old together. i sure never imagined i would lose you so sudden, without any warning. your beautiful face was getting grey & i thought you looked adorable! i didn't worry about it, you were still so full of energy, so full of life!
and every picture i have a you shows that life, that look of wonder & excitement you always had in your eyes. every picture tells a beautiful story & i am honored to be a part of each one. i was always so proud of you, my gentle giant. you had a sweetness in you that showed in everything you did. i saw nothing but love in your eyes. i always felt so blessed to be the one you shared that love with.
i miss you droopy, i miss you more each day that passes. i will never get over what happened. i will hold you in my heart until that day comes when i can hold you in my arms & then i will never let you go.
i love you scootercrunch! always & forever! mommie
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