my life with my mommie, by droopy
July 17th 2012 7:18 am
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i was looking at all the beautiful stars & gifts your wonderful friends put on your page droopy.. i have to say i have tears pouring from my eyes. all the beautiful things that your friends said about you after you went to the bridge just touch my heart so deeply. you truly are loved here at dogster & that makes me so happy! i don't know why i was reading them over again, maybe because its getting close to the one year mark of your passing & i just can't believe it.. i still have not accepted this & my heart hurts, i think even more, than that horrible day. there are times i still call out your name, then i stop and just fall apart. although i sit here crying, i also smile, just a bit, through the tears, reading all the beautiful things your friends have said about you . reading how much they all love you & how your beautiful smile & love of life made them smile. and that my sweet droopy, gives me one more reason to be so proud to be your mommie. you brought so much love & happiness to so many pals here. and they loved you so much & they STILL & will forever love you! just like i will, scootercrunch! i will NEVER stop missing you & i will NEVER stop loving you, no matter how much time goes by. for no matter what goes on in my life, my heart will always remain broken. it will never be whole again until i have my arms around you & i look into those big, beautiful brown eyes & see that love that i so very much miss.
Droopy, Forever in my heart