April 8th 2012 6:00 pm
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well droopy...our first easter apart.. another holiday without you..
more emptiness in my heart..i'm just really havin a hard time today, droopy..it just sucks, thats all.. just sucks & I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!
my mind is just so tired tonight, droopy.. so i think i will finish this tomorrow.. i have things i want to say to you...but i can't do it when i can't keep my eyes open... but you bet mommie will be back first thing in morning..i'll be talking to you in bed though, before i fall asleep.. we will talk.. and once again.. i'll sooner or later cry myself to sleep..like i do everynight..this pain does not get better.. it only gets deeper..oh droopy.. how i miss you & long to hold you..
droopy.. i'll see you in my dreams & remember, my sweet pumpkin..
MOMMIE LOVES YOU SO MUCH!! I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO DEEPLY!!
ps. i'm just so lost without you & can't stop playing that day back...
over & over & over.. i just don't understand.. i pray one day i will..
because right now all i understand is i'm angry, hurt, terrified...
broken..lost & very sad..
GOD BLESS DROOPY!!MOMMIE LOVES YOU DEEPLY & OH SO DEARLY!!
scootercrunch..I LOVE YOU!! FUREVER & ALWAYS!! mommie...
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