February 29th 2012 6:07 pm
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hi scootercrunch.. i just wanted to tell you how much i LOVE YOU & MISS YOU!! be it wrong or whatever droopy, i'll never be alright again.. my heart will never heal & my love for you will always be stronger than anything in this world.. you are my soul-mate..there is no doubt there..the greatest gift i ever have received..is you, droopster.. you light my world..you lift me up, you brought me happiness & love.. you brought me peace!!
my life will never be the same, droopy..my heart is , well, its just basically gone..it never will be whole again.. you took my heart with you... you are such an amazing pup..that for some reason, god wanted you back..i know you came into my life for alot of reasons.. to teach me to feel again, to help open my heart back up..heck, to FIND my heart, to help me smile again & have fun.. to help me end my addiction..and you DID EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THOSE THINGS AND MORE.. only problem..god felt i was ready to handle things.. well..i AM NOT READY, NOT AT ALL!!
we had a bond before you were even mine.. then.. THEN.. we got even closer & you became the best friend i ever could of wanted or needed.. our love just grew & grew..and then.. out of nowhere. you were taken from me..the heart that you helped me find & feel again was just ripped right out of my chest..my insides turned into knots..my mind.. left in torment & my very being, left in the dark.. oh droopy..
MOMMIE LOVES YOU SO MUCH & I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER SAY!! there are NO words to desribe this pain i feel..
scootercrunch..i just want you to know you are LOVED SO DEEPLY..
and MISSED SO DEEPLY... you will furever be my scootercrunch, my brown-eyed girl & just the love of my LIFE!!
sleep well sweetheart.. i'll see you in my dreams..
MOMMIE LOVES YOU DROOPY!!
I LOVE YOU!!!
i know its wrong droopy.. but i just keep asking.. WHY!! WHY!??
i long for one more kiss, one more hug, one more cuddle, one more look into your big, beautiful brown eyes, one more day of playing ball, playing tug.. one more night of you snuggled next to me sleeping..one more evening sitting on the porch...one more day coming home from work & seeing you wiggle your butt.., ONE MORE OF EVERYTHING!!
ONE MORE HUG, ONE MORE KISS, ONE MORE ...DAY!!!
goodnight droopy...mommie loves you ..ALWAYS & FOREVER!!
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Lori... I know you dont see it now.... but just breath.. and give it time.. your heart WILL heal. I dont say there will be no scar... but ... you will heal.. because they help us do that too..