December 24th 2011 6:18 pm
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well its christmas eve, droopy..your not with me..i'm not handling it.. oh droopy.. i want you here.. here with me!!
by my side..i just don't understand, scootercrunch.. i just don't & i guess i never will.. not until the day comes that i join you..i know what everybody tells me..i understand what they r saying and i know they are trying to help me.. i know i am not the only one feeling this way, tonight or ever..but.. i still have to say.. nobody knows how truly lost i am without you.. nobody saw us.. how we were together.. the love we had for each other.. i was told it showed in both our eyes.. oh droopy, i didn't want to get into this tonight.. my head is pounding.. big time..i'm falling asleep.. i just feel horrible, all over.. i think i will continue this in the morning, scootercrunch..i know you understand..you always did understand mommie..yes you did.. always..you are one of a kind, pumpkin!!
droopy, I LOVE YOU!! i will love you furever & you always will be my girl!!a christmas miracle..would that just be the best.. oh yes!! to open my eyes & see you right beside me..with that big, goofy, BEAUTIFUL smile!! i know i don't need to say this, because i know, droopy, that you already know & you understand.. just want to say still.. how much i love rascal.. your gift to me.. she is quite the little munckin.. and i do love her.. very much!!
but... our bond, me & you, droopy is one of a kind.. you saved my life.. you SAVED MY LIFE!! i never will be able to repay that kindness.. never.. you saved me from torment & despair, from emptiness & hopelessness.. you saved me... you also opened my heart...you brought love, back into my world..i'll always be in your debt, droopy..always..
scootercrunch, my head hurts, real bad.. might be from crying.. not sure, but i will write you in the morning.. o.k. honey..
MERRY CHRISTMAS SCOOTERCRUNCH!!! OH MOMMIE LOVES YOU!!! i'll be up at midnight, o.k. i told you.. i'll be sitting there, in the dark witing fur you.. i know i'll see you, i know you'll be here..i know you will!! even just for a minute.. i just want to see you, touch you, look into your big,., beautiful brown eyes..
droopy.. I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! i'll write more in morning.. when i feel better... MERRY CHRISTMAS SWEETIE!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS SCOOTERCRUNCH!! my love, my best friend, my life.. love always, furever, no end, mommie
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