October 3rd 2006 6:22 pm
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For those that followed ..Demi fought a battle with Cancer, adenocarcinoma, mammery to be exact,a dreaded disease, as best she could. In the end the pain grew too great and I realeased my precious baby from her pain....
Demi passed this afternoon ( October 2, 2006) at 2:06 eastern time. I was with her and held her , told her I loved her more than she would ever know and that I pray she go to a better place.
I am suffering so very much ..I feel as though my heart has been broken ...it is hard to describe the depth of the pain...she was my sweetheart who met my every rise each day , as I , in turn, tucked her into her little bed next to mine. I pray and pray that my hurt will ease and god will show me I did what in his eyes was true to my devotion...My husband who came with me today...all I keep asking him was " did she look like she was afraid?" I did not see it but that is my secret fear for her..I want her to know I did what I did with all of my soul..all of it..
She looked so incredibly peaceful afterwards..I just held her and kissed her and told her I would see her again someday....::::sigh:::
Her Step brothers Coco & Ranger are sad and quiet,,,,
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