Sweet Belle

Belle we are so sorry we had to let you go. We miss you and love you very much. SInce Ellie kept attacking you we thought it was in your best interest to find a mommy and daddy who could only pay attention to you. Ellie isn't a bad girl she is just territorial. I think she was mad because no one ask her if you could stay with us. I'm sorry sweet Belle. I have had Ellie for over 3yrs now and I can' let her go. I only had you for a week and the plan was to foster you. I didn't realize how hard it was gonna be to let you go. Right now your sitting on the ground in Minnapolis mommy just check the weather and saw it is 19degrees there. Mommy is mad at the lady for not letting you wear the Parka mommy got you so you would stay warm. Mommy is scared now that maybe she made a mistake. What if the one that adopts you from the rescue, is not good parents. I know Brandi is a wonderful person and she will keep you. I hope they do a complete check on them and make sure your taken good care of. Mommy will send the rescue money every month to make sure you are well taken care of and want for nothing. I know I will send you packages. With treats and toys. Mommy is giving the rescue $250
to help pay for your vet bills. Mommy told the rescue if you need anything to let her know and I will pay for it or send it. Mommy is gonna put a package together with clothes and money to send to you to stay warm. With Parkas,sweeters and shirts. Yes that is what I'll do! I need you to be happy sweet girl. Please don't be scared. You are loved by everyone who has ever met you. You are a special doggie very smart. mommy thinks your half human. I will always think of myself as your mommy. Dear sweet Belle please be a good girl for Brandi and adopt yourselves some good parents who will love you OK! Please! Please understand why we had to do this sweet girl. Please! Have a wonderful life! Danielle said to tell you she loved you and misses you very much. I was so busy telling you I love you and didn't want you to go I forgot to tell you. I hope you know. I can't stop crying I do love you so! Please be happy Belle please.
Momma has to find a new Dance partner! I loved dancing the Tango with you!!! You were a trooper allowing me to lead. I know you didn't have time to realize it but I really love you Belle. I was thinking what is best for you. Having kids they make mistakes like today and leave the door open and you got into the part of the house Ellie was in and she tried to attack you. Mommy couldn't guarantee that you woould be safe. especially when she is sick. Mommy is not healthy and is sick allot, but you know that. I don't think I ever thank you for helping me get up that day I fell down. YOu stood there and allowed mommy to lean on you and pull herself up and you never moved instead you supported me the whole time. I was very dizzy that day and you took care of me. Belle if only I could make sure you wouldn't be attack sweetheart I would have kept you. No choice giving you up was and is just so hard and heartbreaking. The kids won't talk to me or Ellie tonight they are upset you had to go. They wanted to keep you so bad. It was hard for me because I w anted to keep you most! I even said my secret desire was that instead of fostering you was to make you a member of our family. I tried o get help from a rescue here to see if they were willing to work with us to get you and ellie to be friends but instead they just said I should have you both put down for fighting. They didn't even know you and wouldn't understand you don't normally fight it was just a territorial thing. Never has Ellie attacked anything or anyone. Until you came into her house. And never did you attack other than to try and protect yourself. But they wouldn't listen so mommy had no choice. I can't stop feeling so guilty about it all! If I wouldn't have rescued you you wouldn't even be alive right now being from Ohio. But I did rescue you so I keep telling myself I gave you a chance at life but I feel like I betrayed you and the kids. God Please let my decision be the right one and please let Belle have a wonderful life please!!!!! God Please long,healthy and happy life!

Belle I love you!
Mommy Bell

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