It's only been 5 1/2 months since you left us but it's seems like a lifetime to me and mommy. Every night me and mommy go into our room and lay on the bed and talk and cry about you not being here. She always shuts the door so my brothers and sister can't come in because it's our special time. I get tummy rubs, pupperoni and Meaty Sticks.But daddy, it's just not the same without you. I miss you so much daddy. Please come get me and mommy. Please....... I LOVE YOU!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Daddy took me to the vet so the technician could shave the inside of my ear flaps and get a rabies shot. Daddy has never taken me before. Anyway there was a little fluffy doggy that was only about 6 inches tall there and I went after it growling but daddy had my leash and pulled me back. When he told mommy she got really mad at me. I have never ever done anything like that before. I am always the perfect girl at the vet and groomer. I'm always the alpha no matter where we are but I have never been vicious. The vet seems to think I was either protecting daddy because mommy is the one that always takes care of this stuff or because I am getting old and I wasn't feeling good.
Mommy is so ashamed of me. I bet she won't even give me a cookie tonight or a treat. The first thing she did was call the vet to make sure the little dog was okay and they said I wasn't even close enough to touch the little pup. I have a really bad feeling about this one. Mommy wouldn't even give me a kiss when me & daddy left to go home.
I bark at kitties when I see them in our backyard but have never even chased them or go near them. I hope mommy forgives me soon but I bet she doesn't. I have a feeling I won't be allowed to sleep on her pillow tonight either. She doesn't like bullies and she told daddy I was a smart a@@ bully today.
Mommy just spoke to daddy while he was at the Pulmonary Specialist office. They had taken several biopsies with brushes from the lung where the "shadow" was getting larger. We had understood that no cancer was present only to find out they didn't test the node that has slightly grown. Either daddy got it wrong or they are running us in circles. Since they were in there already taking pieces to test why didn't they test that? All we know now if the shadow looking thing is either scar tissue or plaque on his lung which there is nothing to help that. Mommy will go with him to the oncologist appt next week and ask about everything. Just when things seem to get better they throw the gears into reverse again. Daddy does soak up much they tell him since the chemo but the doctors know this and usually call mommy. So frustrated I could just scream. The oncologist did admit the radiologist screwed up so he is the first one on moms list. She says Californians are too greedy and sue others just for extra money but now mommy says she will sue the pants off them if his life is cut short because of their blunderers errors. She wants them to lose their license if they did do things wrong so they can't do it again. I'm going to go hide for awhile because mommy has got that look she gets right before she blows.
Dogster Obsessions: The Starter Kit for Dogs by Wildebeest
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