January 24th 2009 5:52 pm
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Where do I begin?? 2008 was the worst year of my life. In April I lost the love of my life, my husband Ron, to a major stroke at the age of 38 then on July 31st I lost Belle at the age of 6. I was not prepared for any of this. Ron & I never had children so Belle was our everything! She was devasted after Ron passed as I was but I think she mourned in her own way. She missed him so much, she wasn't the same. She had kidney failure, started having seizures, and went parcially blind all in a couple of days. Sometimes it still seems like a dream. Belle was the best, she was Daddy's little girl and Mommy's baby :) Ron & I both loved her so much and spoiled her rotten. She knew she was loved!!!
I thank the Lord for letting me have 16 years with Ron and 5 with Belle!! They truly were and will always be blessings in my life!!!
I love and miss them so!!!
Run free at The Bridge Belle and have fun playing ball with Daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will always love you both!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I just read your diary for the first time. I have not been on this site much any more and just wanted to check it out. I thought about you and the year 2008. I now have tears as I type this message. I do hope that things are better for you now that you are with your Mom. I hope that God has helped you through the past year and will continue to do so. My thoughts and prayers are with you and yours. May God be with you always......Bonito and Lois
I just read this now. I'm so sorry. I know some of your pain, having lost my husband too. Then two years later, my little Lexi suddenly died. It's so difficult. If you need comfort, there's a widows group on Facebook where everyone is very supportive.