My Family Is Healing

THE LAST OF THE FIRSTS

July 25th 2011 9:49 pm
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I am writing this because July 27th is my One Year Rainbow Bridge Day Anniversary. I am calling this diary entry THE LAST OF THE FIRSTS as you see, I am very proud of my Momma because she made it through all the Firsts without me and as each one passed the huge hole in her heart closed smaller and smaller the hurt got less and less and her tears were less and less and now fill her eyes but don't spill down her cheeks anymore. Momma you have been so strong and I love you as much as the day I left♥

You made it through without me:
The first minute after I was gone
The first hour I was gone
The First Day I was Gone
The First Month I was Gone
ALL the First Holidays when I wasn't there to celebrate with you.
My First Birthday without me (That was a sad day indeed)

And now it is the FIRST YEAR without me and also the LAST Of The Firsts and I see the tiny teeny hole has closed and I will now as before always remain in her heart. She has weathered each day with grace and dignity and I am so very proud of that strength! I love you Momma and know you will help all other furs family members get through their Firsts just like you did. You gained strength from God, family and friends as well as all my friends here on Dogster/Catster that offered to hold you up, pray for you and love you. Thank You all for helping my Momma during that most difficult time.

So tomorrow please don't cry for me..celebrate my life of 6 years and walk down memory lane and remember the fun and love we all shared.

My family along with my Sisfur Monnie will be going to the woods to visit me and I am going to do my best to send at least 1 or 2 butterflies down so they will know I am near and should they not see them, they will look in their hearts where I reside now.



To Make Heaven
The Perfect Resting Place
For The Loved Ones We Adore,

God Made Sure Those Pearly Gates
Contained A Doggy Door

I Love and Miss You Momma, and all the rest of my family and friends♥♥♥

Angel Kisses and Butterfly Whispers,
Angel Lexi xxxxxx

 
Barked by: Amazing Grace (Dogster Member)

July 26th 2011 at 5:55 pm

Lexi thank you for sharing this with us. Yes, those First are very hard. My Gma is traveling that road with Old Baby.Slowly the hole in the heart is patched and once more just all the wonderful memories remain. You have a one of a kind Momma, who reaches out to us all. We love you both very,very much!
We're sure those butterflies will be there tomorrow....
Sending tons of love,prayers,kisses and hugs, Mazy,Precious and Gma keda
Barked by: Hershey (Dogster Member)

July 26th 2011 at 10:22 pm

Lexi, it's hard to believe it's been a year already! I know you'll be giving your mommy butterfly kissies all day long. Your fambly loves you, and so do all of your Dogster pals. Thanks fur the memories!
Barked by: Angel Petey- In Loving Memory (Dogster Member)

July 27th 2011 at 4:21 am

aww...that was just so lovely, and we know that your Momma will always be with you
Barked by: Molly Doll ( In Loving Memory) (Dogster Member)

July 27th 2011 at 5:35 am

Gone but never forgotten Angel Lexi
Sending lots of love,hugs,kisses and prayers to your Momma and all your family and an extra special kiss for you Angel Lexi
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Barked by: Lucy "Lucky" Dee (Dogster Member)

July 27th 2011 at 5:36 am

Gone But Not Forgotten
© Cecilia M. Kocher
The years we've shared have been full of joy.
The memories we've made will go on and on.
I haven't stopped crying since you went away,
and I've asked God time and time why couldn't you stay.
You lit up my life, my hopes, and my dreams.
You've opened my eyes to see what it all means.
So now that you're gone how can I forget;
Because you were the greatest out of all I have met.
Barked by: ♥Lola♥ (Dogster Member)

July 27th 2011 at 11:39 pm

Just beautiful angel lexi's mommy!!!!!! Sending you lots of hugs! RIP angel lexi!
Barked by: Checkers 1994-2009 (Dogster Member)

July 30th 2011 at 8:27 am

Lexi you are truly a very special pup. All the "firsts" are indeed very difficult. Lots of angel love sent to your mom.

xoxo ~ Checkers
Barked by: ♥Neddy Sweet Angel (Dogster Member)

November 8th 2012 at 7:52 pm

Very difficult for sure. Thank you for giving Momma comfort that she too will come through all this until the hole in her heart is closed..with me there to stay forever. xoxo

Love and Hugs Neddy
Barked by: Angel Lexi ...Gone But Never (Dogster Member)

November 9th 2012 at 7:22 am

Thank You All My Dear Furiends! Love You All So Much♥

 

Angel Lexi ...Gone But Never


 

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