March 14th 2012 6:50 am
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Mom has not written in my diary for me in a LONG time. When Buddy left for the bridge she was so very sad. I know how hard it was for her. I'm not so good at comforting but Dad was sad too and they helped each other. Bella helped them and Bentley and Heidi too. I missed Buddy.
For about a week I have not been feeling so good. Mom and dad took me to see Dy Katy 2 times in 5 days. I got lots of medacine and I spent the day at the clinic both days I went. I like it there. Dr Katy watched me and if I had felt better I would have had more fun. I love Dr Katy. I couldn't help dancing and wiggeling when I heard her voice and I knew she was trying to help me stay here with my parents.
I felt so bad last night and mom layed on the sofa with her pillow so she could be close to me. She rubbed my back and head and I tried to lay down. I couldn't. It was too hard to breath when I layed down and then walking seemed to help so she layed on the sofa and I walked slowly around the house. I went over and she rubbed me and told me she loves me. Then things got fuzzy and I couldn't stand up anymore. I couldn't get a breath and I saw the pretty bridge right in front of me. Buddy was there and little Andy too. Bradley and Missy and Max all said hello and invited me to cross the bridge to where they are. Mom called dad and he came and bent over me with mom and rubbed me and talked to me. Dad said he loves me and that I am a good dog. He said it was OK for me to go. He said "go play with your friends. I'm going to miss you old man. It's OK foir you to go." Mom said she loves me and she will miss me too but I should go to the bridge and when I get there I will have both my eyes and I won't have shakey legs anymore. She said I am always hoing to be in their hearts and they will NEVER forget me." SO........I let go of this life and went on to the bridge. I saw mom and dad out burying my old body in the yard next to Missy. I wish they wouldn't cry so much. Their hearts are broken in tiny pieces and I know they will be sad for a long time. I'll help my friends watch over them from here. When I can I will let them know I am still with them. Now I will run and play with my friends. I have both eyes now and nothing hurts on my body anymore. I feel like a pup again.
I want my wings now. If one of my friends Mom's will make some for me I would appreciate that. I think Mom would really like that.
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it's so hard to say good-bye, with tears we are so sorry that you have passed over, but it seems like you are going to be running free there now, we'll miss you!