HOLIDAYS

Hello my love! I just wanna say I love you and that I miss you so much. It has been awhile since you left and went to R.B. but there is not a day that goes by I dont think about you.Your picture is my screensaver and I just cant bare to take it off. I did once but it was for only about 1hr but just couldnt take not seeing your face everytime I opened my phone.
Well the Holidays are here and I am crying everytime I think about you and you not being here with me to share the food. I wanna see you so bad. I know some day we will be together but the waiting sometimes seem so unbareable. MERRY CHRISTMAS MY SWEET ANGEL BABY.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU.

PS. If GOD will let you please come see me in my dreams.
LOVE: MOMMY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

WELL HELLO MY SON AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. YOU WOULD OF HAVE BEEN 9 BIG ONES TODAY. BUT YOUR LIFE GOT CUT SHORT. I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY SON. I PRAY FOR YOU THAT YOU ARE HAVING A GREAT DAY TODAY. HOPE YOU GET PLENTY OF CAKE AND PRESENTS. SOMEDAY I WILL SEE YOU AND THEN WE CAN BE TOGETHER RUNING AND PLAYING.I WOULD LOVE THAT ROCKYWAYNE. (TOGETHER FOR EVER)


MUCH,MUCH,MUCH LOVE TO MY BEST FRIEND WHO IS MY SON ROCKYWAYNE.


YOUR MOMMY

LONG TIME ON SEE

Well HELLO MY SON! IT HAS BEEN ALONG TIME SINCE I HAVE SPOKEN TO YOU. IT IS NOT THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU IT'S COZ WHEN I DO I STILL CRY FOR YOU. I PRAY THAT YOU ARE DOIN GREAT AND HAPPY. I AM DOING GOOD BUT STILL MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH AND WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE BESIDE ME.
PEBBLES YOUR DAUGHTER IS HERE W/ME AND SHE IS GOING TO MAKE YOU A GRAND FATHER AND I PRAY THAT SHE HAS 1 THAT LOOKS LIKE YOU. I WOULD KEEP IT. I PASS YOUR GRAVE EVERYDAY AND WISH YOU WAS HERE AND RIDING IN THE CAR W/ME TO THE STORE.
ROCKYWAYNE YOU WAS IN MY LIFE FOR 7YRS BUT TO ME THAT WASNT LONG ENOUGH TO ME. BUT THE TIME YOU WAS HERE WAS A PRECIOUS AND BLESSED TIME IN MY LIFE. I WAS TRUELY A LUCKY WOMAN TO HAVE HAD YOU IN MY LIFE. AND I WAS ALSO LUCKY TO HAVE BEEN LOVED BY YOU.



WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU: MOMMY

Birthday!

Well today is my birthday I would be 8yrs.old.And my mommy is really sad today and is crying alot today. She miss's me so much. She has alot of personal things going on in her life and she ould really use me right now but I cant help her.Imiss her so much we use to set in bed and watch TV and snuggle. I would rub on her like a cat would, I miss her so much and love her. Mommy I wish I could be there now when you need me the most. Just remember I love you and miss you so much.
LOVE: ROCKYWAYNE




Rockywayne I love you Son and would give my life to hold you in my arms just one more time and to feel your long hair and to be able to tell you I love you and miss you so much. Oh my God what I wouldnt do just to have you 1 more time in my arms.
I LOVE YOU SON: MOMMY

grandfather!

guess what ya'll Im a grandfather! my daughter pebbles marie and her husband snickers had 2 girls and 1 boy! mommy and baby's are doing great. Sunday the 29th they will be 1 mo. old. I will tell my mommy to take pics of them for ya'll to see. I am really really a proud grandfather. I couldnt be any prouder than I am right now. Baby girl you did good! love you!
Mommy I hope you had a good mommas day! I watched you awhile and smiled down on you. I felt in my heart that you felt it. I miss you and love you. take care of your self and I will tell memaw that you said hi and you love her. I see her all the time and she's doing good. Tell daddy hi and I love him to.
well gonna go for now! many tail wags from heaven!
ROCKYWAYNE

mother's day

Just wanna say hello to my mommy and wish her a happy mother's day. I love you and I still miss you so much. You just try and have a good day. I might not be w/you phisacally but I am there w/you in your heart. always!

my memaw!

Well I just wanna ask everyone who has lost a loved one to please say a prayer for my mommy. She found her mom [my memaw] dead at home Tuesday nite. She went to sleep watching t.v. and doing cross word puzzles and never woke up.

My mommy aint doing well coz she lost me in September and now her mommy and she feels like she gonna lose it. She aint even got over me yet now she has to cope with the loss of her mommy. She needs all the help anyone can give her please give the P.O.P and prayers. She even already even bought her mommy's birthday present her b-day is april 19th. She would have been 76yrs old.

So again please help my mommy! Thank you all: many tail wags from heaven
ROCKYWAYNE

mommy

HI MOMMY: I am doing really good here I have met noonie and tipper and angel rene midget marie the black cat.....etc......... you get the point. and I have also met new friends. mommy I have been watching you and it seems who are doing better . GOD said you would but it would be along time coming, but its coming . I am proud of you for taking the little boy snickers and taking in pebbles for me. I and missy sue raised her till she was 6wks and then she left town. But now shes back for good. Thanks it means alot to me for you taking her back in. I do love her and tell her that for me mommy ok? I just also wanna say thank you for loving me even w/I pee peed on the corner of the broom closet. and for just taking me in when I was just a pup. and loving me as much as you did. Because I loved you just as much. we were just ment to be together.god made you for me and he made me for you.

well mommy just keep doing what you are doing and you will be ok. GOD tells me every thing and he said your ok now. your the best mommy ever. and when you have your operation the 18th of this month I will be right there w/you mommy right by your side. And when your in the recovery I will be right by your side on the bed. Mommy I will always be there for you no matter. I love you mommy! Well guess I will go for now and remember I will be there for you on the 18th. and when your a sleep in your room I will be right by your side on the bed. I PROMISE!



MANY TAIL WAGS FROM HEAVEN:ROCKYWAYNE


P.S.I love you mommy and I miss you!
p.s.s Happy valentines day mommy!

THE END

well it almost the end of the worst year ever. thank god! I lost my best friend that I have ever had. his name was rockywayne. he was my best friend ,my son. I miss him so much it hurts me to my soul. I was so blessed to have him the time I did have him though. I just wish it could have been alot longer but they say god has a reason for everything but I just dont see it. why my baby? He never did a bad thing to anybody all he did was love me.and I him. all I have to look forward to is more yrs. w/out rockywayne and to me that is one of the worst things I can think of.I dont want to and there aint a damn thing I can do about it. All I can do is just wake up everyday and try to remember the good times and believe that we will be reunited in heaven.because [all dogs go to heaven].rockywayne you were and always will be my best friend and my son. #1 in my life. I was so blessed to have you in my life. You were a gift from god to me and for that I am so thankful for that.

HAPPY NEW YEAR SON! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!
MOMMY

happy new year!!!!!

well it's a new year coming in about 3hrs. I have been gone now about 3and a half months now. I miss being home for new years w/mommy and I know she feels the same. I told god I hope mommy well be better in 2010 but in a way I know she will. happy new year mommy. I love and miss you.