Barked: Fri Dec 28, '07 4:59pm PST |
 |  |  |  | Subject: Re[3]: How is Whitie Sent: Fri Dec 28
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3 copy and paste messages sent to other people explains everything
And thank-you very much for your prayers and well wishes.
Thank-you unfortunately first when I called the vet said she would help me then she called back and said she would not help me or even take x-rays and so she would not even see Whitie on emergency basis. Since I am on a fixed income and I don't have the money right away and also she said she didn't want to get involved. I had found a ride from friends of mine today I will call them and ask them instead to take me to the vet here in town If they will help me send Whitie to Heaven. Since I can't get x-rays there is no need in prolonging my baby's suffering. I just wish I knew what was wrong with my baby girl but the vet here where I live won't take X-rays he only wants the ultrasound he keeps saying an x-ray would show nothing. I am sending 2 copy and paste msges to you. since I don't want to write anymore and it is breaking my heart.
Thanks again
Tara
Pls let the groups know I will be putting whitie down later this evening and I will make an appt for that time first though I will talk to my friends that will bring me and see what they say I just no longer want my baby girl to suffer. I can tell by looking at her she has lost weight. This is very hard for me to w rite more hard for me to say goodbye. I told her so she will know that she is going to Heaven I also told her 3 cat sisters Autumn, Bon-Bon and Terucan so they can all say goodbye to their sweet Hero Sister Whitie. I then told Whitie all about Heaven and the others she will meet there including my Grandpa. The donations are coming along well and all will go to the vet in Bancroft. NO one will take x-rays for me and if Dr Patel will not put Whitie down because I can't have the ultrasound I will have no choice but to go to a vet I don't know and pay up front for it all. I will return Whitie's unopened bag of dog food which wil bring me back up to $100 all that is my bill and grocery money. But I know I must do what I have to do. My heart is telling me it's time. my brain is telling me I can't do it but I know Jesus will help me do it all.
I just want everyone to know that I love my baby so much I can't stand by and do nothing well she suffers even more. Thank-you
Tara Germiquet
P.S here is another copy and paste I sent to another friend through pawmail
Thank-you everyone for the rosettes and special gifts and stars. Mommy told me that I'm going to go to Heaven and see Jesus today. Even though my tongue is not as purplish as it was yesterday.
She wishes she could get x-rays but no one will do them they all want me to have an ultrasound and mommy can't afford it. I understand why mommy is making the decision I just wish I didn't have to leave her so soon.
She told my sisters too so they could say goodbye to me. They've done nothing but cry since they came home although today Autumn and TErucan were playing that made mommy smile. But mostly Bon-Bon and Autumn have not left my side.
I love kids and animals and Jesus and everyone and mommy says in Heaven no one hurts anyone and that I will have all the kids to play with and other furbabies too she also said I will meet her grandpa and Butterfly and Tinkerbell luvbunny Bon-Bon's Biological sister and all the others too.
She said Jesus will comfort me and everything I just wish I didn't have to leave mommy I know how sad she is. Well off I go now mommy said she's setting the time for later this evening so she can spend one last day with me. But first she is going to talk to her ride well her friends and see what they say.
She wishes she could have me cremated and she could bury me in my special place with My 2 friends that passed away this year one in Feb 2007 and one in May or june 2007. My mommy's friends house they said if I could get cremated I could be buried there in the summer but mommy doesn't have that kind of money. makes her heart break in two. I slept with mommy all night and after I write this I'm going to back to sleep with mommy for a couple more hrs to cuddle with her and everything. Plus I still need my breakfast.
again much thanks
Whitie
PLEASE CROSSPOST AS WE DO NOT BELONG TO SOME OF THE GROUPS WHITIE IS IN AND THEY SHOULD KNOW. WHITIE'S FAMILY NEEDS OUR SUPPORT
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