|Barked: Fri Dec 30, '11 7:41am PST |
|Merlin was diagnosed with cancer on Tuesday 27th December 2011 and put to sleep. It was such a shock, my mind was in turmoil. I can't express how empty I feel, how my stomach feels like it's being torn out, I have no purpose in life any more, you was my purpose Merlin and now I am so lonely.
I was looking forward to growing old with you my boy, but you was taken from me far too soon. My big boy was only 5 years and 1 month old.
I can't help breaking down, everywhere I look there are reminders of you, the best friend I ever had. God I miss you Merlin, I can't help crying my boy, you meant so much to me, you was by my side all the time, you saved my life when I was ill, now all I want is to be with you.
Every time I look out into the garden I expect to see you there, sitting or standing so proud, then I break down again when I realise you are gone.
I promise you one thing Merlin, I will never stop loving you.
All my love
Edited by author Fri Dec 30, '11 7:51am PST
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