|Barked: Wed Dec 28, '11 8:31am PST |
|Two weeks have passed since my 13 yo Dachshund died. I still miss him and still cry when I think about him. I truly believed and thought that I could save him and help him to recover fully just like him ownself. I asked the vet to try her very best. I didn't want him to be euthanized. I was so wrong, cruel and stupid!
Butcher died at the vet in the middle of the night without me by his side comforting him, saying goodbye, telling him how much I love him and it's ok to go. He must be in pain. I can't forgive myself. I am so sorry Buther. I hope you know I love you. I miss you so much.
I love Dachshunds very much. I just can't get another doxie because it makes me feel so guilty if I love another one.
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