December 19th 2008 6:44 pm
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Missy my sweet girl mommy just does not know where to begin this entry in your diary. It is such a hard day for me for it was a year ago today that you left me and your daddy and sisters and went to the Rainbow Bridge. I just can not tell you how much I hurt today, my heart aches for you so bad. I miss you so much it seems like just yesterday that you were here with me. I will never forget the night when you got sick and could barely walk, I grabbed you up and took you to the emergency vet and I promised you all the way there and while we sat waiting for the doctor to see you that they would help you and make you feel better. I feel like I let you down because sweetie you never did get better, I just hope that your pain was eased to where you could stand it. All I know is that when you came out to me after they did the X-ray you could still barely walk to me and it made me so sad. I had to leave you there that night and I just cried and cried the whole night long, worrying about you and missing you so much.Little did I know that the very next day I would have to make the choice to send you home to the angels. That was the hardest thing that I have ever had to do. You were the light of my life little girl and I will miss you forever and ever. Mommy has had a really rough day today missing you. I found myself crying alot and hugging your sisters close to me. I just don't know what I would do with out them they give me so much love and comfort. I love them all so much too. I smile though when I think of some of the things that you used to do. So insistant on getting your gluecosomine first thing in the morning. You were relentless till your mommy got it for you. The way you used to follow me around the house every where I went, you did not want to lose track of where I was ever! You would still run and get me one of your babies even in your old age and want mommy to play with you. My sweet girl there will never be a time when I will forget you even when I am so old, you were that special to me. Maybe though next year when this day comes around your mommy won't hurt so much from missing your sweet little face. I only want to have happy thoughts of you not the vivid ones that I still have of your last days with me. So Sleep My Sweet Angel in Peace and in Gods loving arms, know that your mommy will love you and miss you always. I LOVE YOU MISSY
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