November 20th 2008 5:42 pm
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Mommy has been thinking about you so much since she had her knee replacement surgery. Your sisters have been there right by my side and I feel that very empty spot where you used to lay so close to your mom. Oh how I wish you were there right now. I miss you so much little girl that it still aches inside. I just wanted you to know that your mommy is doing fine as fine as I can be with this new knee. It is not an easy thing to go through, but I am so looking forward to the day that I can once again take your sisters out for a walk like we used to do.I can remember so many days that just you and me went for those walks and I would talk to you as we would go down the road. I would tell you all of my woes, and tell you how special you were to me. I always would tell you that I love you. That will never ever stop! It is getting so close now to a year that you left me and your daddy's arms with all of those loving good bye kisses from you, and all the tears that your mommy shed that day and so many days, weeks and months afterwards. I still cry I am sorry my precious little girl, I know that you do not want your mommy to be sad but some times I just can not help it when those tears just fly out. So much lately your daddy has been saying things like look and see what Morgan did, she is so much like Missy and he will also slip at times and call her by your name so you see little one your daddy misses you alot too and will never forget his sweet little black girl. I am going to write to you on the anniversary of your leaving this earth so look for me then sweet girl. For now little girl just know that you are always and forever in my heart and on my mind I love you and miss you so much..... My sweet little girl I LOVE YOU! --- Forever your mom
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