To My Sweet Girl Missy-We will NEVER FORGET YOU!1994-2007

My little girl

Hello my sweet darling Missy, your mommy has made some new friends thanks to putting this page of yours and your sisters and brother on Dogster. They are such dear people, and they love poodles too like your mommy does. One is of them had a little boy named Oliver. Sweetie I just know you probably already know him because he is with you there with you now. You two are probably running and playing together all of the time. I can only hope that this is true, because I want it to be so. I was just on the page this Oliver's mommy made for him yesterday and was reading the new entry that she put in his diary for him. I just broke down in tears sweetie because all I could think of was how much I still miss you and your sweet little face peeking around the door to see where I am. Or you laying on the love seat with those sweet little adoring eyes of yours looking at me with so much love. Oh how I miss our mornings together when you would just insist on getting her gluecosomine that you loved to get and a taste of mommy's cereal. Your sister Morgan knows how upset your mommy is right now and as I try to type this she keeps on wanting to kiss away mommy's tears from her eyes. I am sorry that I still cry, but I promise you I smile too when I think of how I loved you. The other little friend that I made on Dogster is a sweet little girl named Cali and her mom.I get to actually see her on the computer and hear her talk to her mommy and look out of her window in her house. It is so sweet to see how her and her mommy love each other.. Cali has lived way beyond you in human years and her mommy is so lucky to still have her with her. I know that when she leaves her mommy to come to be with you and Oliver her mommy will be sooo sad. I know that she will be ok though and she too will learn to go on and give her love to yet another deserving little soul that she will have in her future. I know that she has so much love in her heart to give because she loves poodles so much.Your mommy will try to help her through her grief as much as she can, but I know that it will not be easy for her because I know how hard it is. I am doing alot better sweet girl, but some days it seems like only yesterday that you gave me those last kisses on my and daddys noses. It feels like my heart is just breaking in two. We both miss you so much. The other day your daddy accidentally called Morgan your name. I guess it is because of her color and she is starting to do so many things that you used to do. She is such a good little girl, I know that she is not you. No other can ever replace you,but it is ok for mommy to love her too. One day she will there with you too along with Sugar, Sami and yes mommy & daddy too... I know that day will be a very happy one, when we can all be together again! I love the song that I put on your page but sometimes when I hear it and look at your pictures I just cry and cry. I wish with all my heart that I had just one more day with you like the song says. It is not to be. but I know that you are forever going to be with me in my heart. Your mommy loves you very much sweet little girl you are so beautiful and will forever be my little girl, So very much missed...