To My Sweet Girl Missy-We will NEVER FORGET YOU!1994-2007

Happy Birthday Sweet Girl*******

This has been a sad day for your mommy little girl, thinking of how had you still been here with us you would have turned 15 human years old now. I know that is really old in doggie years, you would have had more aches and pains to deal with and I sure would not have wanted my baby girl to be in pain. Honey my arms really ache for you right now but I know that you live on in your little sister Morgan and that gives me so much joy and comfort. She really does a lot of things just like you did. She is mommys little shadow like you were and so many other things to name are just like you. You trained her well I have to say. Today little girl I just want to remember all of the good wonderful years that we had together and think of how much joy you brought us in your life. I thank God every single day that he gave you to me. You were a blessing to me in every way. So Happy Birthday my sweet angel, you go run and play now with all of the other doggie angels there like Angel Lynn and Katie and just know that your mommy and daddy will NEVER EVER forget you, we still talk about you all the time and mistake your sisters sometimes by calling them by your name instead of theirs. We LOVE YOU Sweetie now and forever....

You are always in my thoughts every day....

My sweet girl, your mommys arms ache to hold you again. You are in my thoughts every day. When I see certain things that remind me of you I smile now because I am so happy that I had you with me even though it was such a short time.
I am so thankful for each day that you were here with us. You are such a good girl Missy and we will love you always. I put this new song on your page for you and it really makes me cry sometimes because it fits how I feel about you so perfectly.
Oh how I miss the mornings with you sweet girl. Your insistant cry till I get you your treat for the day ( your gluecosomine) You did not know that it was good for you, you only knew that it tastes good and that you wanted one.
I miss having you go for a walk with me around the yard to check out how things are growing and while I would pull some weeds out of the the gardens. (Now I pull them away from where you lay sweet girl, it pains my heart so!)
Mommy's long time friend Linda is going through such a hard time right now because she lost her little girl Katie. She was way too young to leave her mommy and daddy. Some mean man posioned her with anti-freeze.( How can some people be so cruel??)
Katie is with you and her big sister Angel Lynn now, so please take care of her for her mommy and daddy. She was a sweet, special little girl. She did not deserve to be posioned, she never did anything to anyone.
We got some snow here on the very first day of March, I thought of you right away and how you loved to go out and run and play in the snow. When you were young then when we were living in Minnesota where we had lots of snow. You were so cute running back to me with your little face full of snow. Mommy would put little boots on you when it was really cold so that your little feet would not get too cold. I made sure that you did not stay out to long so you would not get too cold.
I miss looking out for you sweet girl, it was never a chore for me it was my pleasure to make sure that you were always taken care of.
I just want you to know that your mommy and daddy still miss you and will always miss you. I wish that I could hold you right now and kiss the top of your sweet little head. I loved the way you smelled and having your warm little body fold into my arms. Like mommy said before my arms ache for you.
I love you always Missy you are my sweet little mistletoe, my tee tee bear, my little tyebear and all of the other pet names mommy could think of to call you. You would come to them all.
Till we see each other again Missy kisses to you every day.......

One Year Ago Today Sweet Girl

Missy my sweet girl mommy just does not know where to begin this entry in your diary. It is such a hard day for me for it was a year ago today that you left me and your daddy and sisters and went to the Rainbow Bridge. I just can not tell you how much I hurt today, my heart aches for you so bad. I miss you so much it seems like just yesterday that you were here with me. I will never forget the night when you got sick and could barely walk, I grabbed you up and took you to the emergency vet and I promised you all the way there and while we sat waiting for the doctor to see you that they would help you and make you feel better. I feel like I let you down because sweetie you never did get better, I just hope that your pain was eased to where you could stand it. All I know is that when you came out to me after they did the X-ray you could still barely walk to me and it made me so sad. I had to leave you there that night and I just cried and cried the whole night long, worrying about you and missing you so much.Little did I know that the very next day I would have to make the choice to send you home to the angels. That was the hardest thing that I have ever had to do. You were the light of my life little girl and I will miss you forever and ever. Mommy has had a really rough day today missing you. I found myself crying alot and hugging your sisters close to me. I just don't know what I would do with out them they give me so much love and comfort. I love them all so much too. I smile though when I think of some of the things that you used to do. So insistant on getting your gluecosomine first thing in the morning. You were relentless till your mommy got it for you. The way you used to follow me around the house every where I went, you did not want to lose track of where I was ever! You would still run and get me one of your babies even in your old age and want mommy to play with you. My sweet girl there will never be a time when I will forget you even when I am so old, you were that special to me. Maybe though next year when this day comes around your mommy won't hurt so much from missing your sweet little face. I only want to have happy thoughts of you not the vivid ones that I still have of your last days with me. So Sleep My Sweet Angel in Peace and in Gods loving arms, know that your mommy will love you and miss you always. I LOVE YOU MISSY

Stockings are hung

My sweet little girl Christmas is almost here again, and it will be another one that we have to share without you. You are here though, mommy has hung your stocking along with those of your sisters, she will always hang your stocking up. Mommy has not gone out to buy any treats for the sisters yet, but she will do that with a heavy heart this year. I miss you so much and I just can not believe that you have been gone almost a whole year now. There is such an ache in my heart right now that I just don't seem to know how to sooth. I am so happy that I had you for 13 and a half years, I would not trade one single moment ever of knowing you and loving you little girl. Did I tell you that you are being honored this week at the Rainbow Bridge Angel Babies group? I am so proud and happy that you got picked for this. There are so many nice pups and mommys and daddys out there that are missing their babies too, having them leave special messages and little gifts on your page and signing your guest book makes me so happy. Oh My for just one more kiss from you one more soft caress of your long beautiful ears and to smell your sweet little body. I miss you so much Missy I love you. Merry Christmas little Angel of mine. I will never ever forget you.

Missy my love

Mommy has been thinking about you so much since she had her knee replacement surgery. Your sisters have been there right by my side and I feel that very empty spot where you used to lay so close to your mom. Oh how I wish you were there right now. I miss you so much little girl that it still aches inside. I just wanted you to know that your mommy is doing fine as fine as I can be with this new knee. It is not an easy thing to go through, but I am so looking forward to the day that I can once again take your sisters out for a walk like we used to do.I can remember so many days that just you and me went for those walks and I would talk to you as we would go down the road. I would tell you all of my woes, and tell you how special you were to me. I always would tell you that I love you. That will never ever stop! It is getting so close now to a year that you left me and your daddy's arms with all of those loving good bye kisses from you, and all the tears that your mommy shed that day and so many days, weeks and months afterwards. I still cry I am sorry my precious little girl, I know that you do not want your mommy to be sad but some times I just can not help it when those tears just fly out. So much lately your daddy has been saying things like look and see what Morgan did, she is so much like Missy and he will also slip at times and call her by your name so you see little one your daddy misses you alot too and will never forget his sweet little black girl. I am going to write to you on the anniversary of your leaving this earth so look for me then sweet girl. For now little girl just know that you are always and forever in my heart and on my mind I love you and miss you so much..... My sweet little girl I LOVE YOU! --- Forever your mom

My little girl

Hello my sweet darling Missy, your mommy has made some new friends thanks to putting this page of yours and your sisters and brother on Dogster. They are such dear people, and they love poodles too like your mommy does. One is of them had a little boy named Oliver. Sweetie I just know you probably already know him because he is with you there with you now. You two are probably running and playing together all of the time. I can only hope that this is true, because I want it to be so. I was just on the page this Oliver's mommy made for him yesterday and was reading the new entry that she put in his diary for him. I just broke down in tears sweetie because all I could think of was how much I still miss you and your sweet little face peeking around the door to see where I am. Or you laying on the love seat with those sweet little adoring eyes of yours looking at me with so much love. Oh how I miss our mornings together when you would just insist on getting her gluecosomine that you loved to get and a taste of mommy's cereal. Your sister Morgan knows how upset your mommy is right now and as I try to type this she keeps on wanting to kiss away mommy's tears from her eyes. I am sorry that I still cry, but I promise you I smile too when I think of how I loved you. The other little friend that I made on Dogster is a sweet little girl named Cali and her mom.I get to actually see her on the computer and hear her talk to her mommy and look out of her window in her house. It is so sweet to see how her and her mommy love each other.. Cali has lived way beyond you in human years and her mommy is so lucky to still have her with her. I know that when she leaves her mommy to come to be with you and Oliver her mommy will be sooo sad. I know that she will be ok though and she too will learn to go on and give her love to yet another deserving little soul that she will have in her future. I know that she has so much love in her heart to give because she loves poodles so much.Your mommy will try to help her through her grief as much as she can, but I know that it will not be easy for her because I know how hard it is. I am doing alot better sweet girl, but some days it seems like only yesterday that you gave me those last kisses on my and daddys noses. It feels like my heart is just breaking in two. We both miss you so much. The other day your daddy accidentally called Morgan your name. I guess it is because of her color and she is starting to do so many things that you used to do. She is such a good little girl, I know that she is not you. No other can ever replace you,but it is ok for mommy to love her too. One day she will there with you too along with Sugar, Sami and yes mommy & daddy too... I know that day will be a very happy one, when we can all be together again! I love the song that I put on your page but sometimes when I hear it and look at your pictures I just cry and cry. I wish with all my heart that I had just one more day with you like the song says. It is not to be. but I know that you are forever going to be with me in my heart. Your mommy loves you very much sweet little girl you are so beautiful and will forever be my little girl, So very much missed...

Missy my sweet little Angel

Your mommy still misses you even more today than ever! There is not ever a day that gos by that I don't think of you. Sometimes sweet girl yes mommy still does shed some tears for you, because I still miss you so much. I will always think of all the wonderful years you were with us and all the love and happiness you gave us. I know that you are in a much better place now, it don't make it hurt any less. Your sisters and you have each a special place in my heart, as did your brother Friskie. You are all in a different place there and never can be replaced ever! Mommy is getting by though with the help of your sisters Sugar,Sami and your littlest sister Morgan .She is turning out to be so much like you. She makes it so much easier to get through these days and months without you. I still wish that you were here with me but it is not possible. So I settle on what I have left in the memories and the photos of you. You were such a beautiful little girl in every way. I want to get you a stone to put out back where you are and have your photo etched on it, soon sweet girl soon... I will take a photo of it when I do and post it on your page. Well sweet Missy run fast now and run free sweet girl with all the other angel doggies there. Please watch over me because I know that you will always be there with me in my heart. Till I can be with you again... your mommy and your daddy still love you and miss you so much..

Happy Birthday Missy WE MISS YOU!

Today would have been your 14th birthday sweet girl. Mom would have bought you a little treat on this day as she always did when you were here. We still miss you so much an remember things that you did. You are always with us even though you are not still physically here with us any more. I see your sister Morgan, and some times she reminds me of you in certain things that she does. But Missy there will Never be Another just like you. You were such a special sweet little girl, who had so much love for every one that you would meet. You loved all the way to the end, when we were telling your good byes with the shower of kisses that you gave to me and your daddy. I wish each day that I had just one more day with you. Like the song that I picked to put on your page. I made you a page on another site too along with one for your sisters. I love doing this because it helps me stay so connected to you even though you are gone. Not that I would Ever forget you! December seems like yesterday when we told you good bye. Mom has got a nice spot for you in the back where daddy put you. I put flowers there to bloom in the spring, and some bushes next to you that will bloom all summer. You always loved to go and walk around the yard with mom, you were such a good little girl and would stay right close by mom and come to me when I would call you. You could smell every inch of the yard at your leisure. It would be so nice to be able to do that with you today on your birthday. I will be thinking of you sweet girl and mom will try not to cry too much for you because I know that you wouldn't want for mom to cry, but if I do I know it is ok because is a healing thing to do and your sister Morgan always will lick away the tears. Happy Birthday to you sweet baby up there in doggie heaven Till mom see's you again I LOVE YOU and wish each day that you were still here!

You have wings for spring

Look Missy my sweet girl moms new friend Putter's mom made you some new wings just for spring. She took a couple of my favorite pictures of you and made these beautiful wings. You look so pretty in them. You are such a beautiful girl anyway, always were. It is really getting nice here now and I know that if you were here you would be outside with your sister's enjoying the sunshine in the grass where you all love to roll on your backs.Mom always fusses because you bring in grass clippings on your hair but it is ok, I would give anything right now to have you here right now bringing in grass clippings on your hair.
Tomorrow your sister Sami will go to the Vet for her yearly shots. Remember how she puffed up from her shots when we lived in the other house and mom freaked out. Poor little girl, I hope that she will do ok with them this year. It is now working on 4 months that you have been gone from us and next month on May 31rst you would have been 14 years old. I wonder why none of my girls ever live past 14 years. Mom does the best that she can to take the best care of you all that I can, with the best food and health care and lots and lots of love and kisses. Maybe one of your sisters will surprise me and live longer, I know though that you are there waiting for each one of them to join you there over the Rainbow Bridge. You will greet them with lots of wags of tails and lots of fun and running around I am sure. We miss you sweet girl and mom will write to you more later. I Love You So......
Hugs and Kisses from mom and dad and sisters......

It is 3 months today Sweet girl and I miss you more than- ever!

It is a rainy day today I know how you hated to go out in the rain. I gave your sister Sugar a haircut and trimmed her toenails today, two things that you hated to have done so much. I know that you would be glad that you don't have to do that stuff any more. Remember how I told you that before you left us that you would not have to have any of that done to you any more. It is 3 months to the day today my sweet angel Missy and mom misses you more than ever. I am trying not to cry, I did enough of that yesterday on the day. I still can remember so vividly that you were so sick and mom took you to the emergency vet to see what was wrong with you. I promised you honey that day that they would make you feel better. I knew that you were feeling so bad. You could not even stand up because we found out that you were so dehydrated. They helped you as best as they could but mom knew in her heart when theytook that X Ray and told us that they saw a mass inside of you that you were not long for this world. I cried so that night, I had to leave you there. I did not hardly sleep because I could not wait to get back into town to see how you were doing and see your sweet face again. I am so sorry honey that there are bad deseases like cancer. I wish that somehow mom could have spared you this. I just hope and pray that you did not have a lot of pain. They told me that you didn't I hope that they were right. You are now at peace though now and mom keeps on building on to your page to keep you alive some how. I will never forget you baby... You were moms shadow her sweet sweet girl. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU! XXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOO
MOMS SWEET GIRL MISSY.......................

Your little musical picture slide

Hello my sweet girl, mom made you this little picture slide show for people to see how you looked as you grew and made your mom and dad happy. I put music to it and it really makes mom sad to watch it but I am proud to show every body how sweet and beautiful my little girl was. I know that you would like it... Mom thinks of you every day, and I know that I am not supposed to but I compare things that you did to Morgan, I know that she will Never be you. She is a blessing though and she helps mom when she is sad about you. She some how knows and comes to me and washes the tears from my eyes. Maybe its just that she likes the salt. It won' t be too long now and it will be spring and then what would have been your 14th birthday. Oh how I wish that you were here for that. I miss you so.... Not a day gos by that your mom don't think of you little girl. Mom will always love you my sweet baby girl.... XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MOM

My Sweet Missy Look what you got

Hi my sweet girl, today I checked your page and our new friend Putters mom made you this sweet little gift for St. Patricks day. You look so good in green. It made your mom smile to see you there all dolled up I know how you hated to get your sweaters on but you know mom did it because she did not want you to be cold. Today your dad and I took your sisters Sugar, Sami, and little Morgan for a walk because it was such a beautiful day.It is so hard these days for your mom to walk any more and I sure know how you must have felt when you decided that you did not want to walk any more, how you loved taking your glucosomine though that mom got you to help you feel better. I only pray my sweet girl that mom did all that she could to make your life the best that any little girl could have. God knows I loved you and still do. Mom still cries cause I miss you so much. I know that one day that will get better but right now it still hurts too much when mom thinks of you, because all I want to do is pick you up and give you kisses and tell you how much your mom loves you like I did every single day when you were here.Spring is coming and the days have been so nice and I know that you would have loved being outside in the yard rolling in the dead grass like you sister does. She did that yesterday and dad got upset with her because it is so hard to get that out of her curly hair. Mom fixed it though, I went out there with your hair brush and brushed her out and told her to shake a couple of times and she was good to come into the house.You know how your sister Sugar likes to sunbathe, she is such a little stinker. You should see the nice little pictures on your guest book slide show it is so nice that these other pups want to be friends with you... Makes mom so happy. Mommy loves you Missy and misses you so much, please come to mom in her dream again so I can see you again... Love your mom xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx00000000000000000000

Happy Valentine's Day Sweet Angel Missy

Missy mommy still misses you so, and there still is not a day that gos by that mom don't cry. I am sorry Missy, I just can not help it. Seems like we are now trying to see things in Morgan that are similar to what you would do. Mom is still trying to teach her new things each day, she does keep mom good company in the mornings. We now have a little routine similar to the one that mom had with you. We get our vitamin and chocolate drop that you so loved to get, we have our morning cereal with a few licks of milk like you loved. Oh how I wish it were you here getting these things and going through the routine we used to do. I MISS YOU SO!!! Dad bought mom some earings for Valentines day, that was nice. I just wanted to tell you little girl that your mommy and daddy still miss you so.The flowers that Janet brought over to put by the place where you rest are already blooming I noticed today. They are pretty little yellow flowers, a show of life already and it is not even spring yet. So pretty! I will put more there in the spring for you. I also want to get a marker with your name on it. I will NEVER forget you no matter what sweet girl.... MOMMY LOVES YOU--- My Heart Hurts on this Valentines Day...

Back to your vet

Today we took your sister Sugar for her yearly shots, you remember that sweet girl, how you hated it. It tore me up to go there because it was the last time that I saw you alive was in that room where you gave me and your dad kisses on the nose. The closer I got to the Vet building the more I cried. I could not go in there, so dad took Sugar in there for her shots. She cried in the car on the way because she was nervous about the rain, it was raining hard at times today. It always made you anxious too when it would rain and thunder. You hated that and now sweet girl you do not have to worry any more about that. Mom still misses you so and it is now been 2 months since I last held you and told you good bye. In my heart it seems like yesterday, because it still hurts so bad... Sweet dreams Missy girl mom loves you....

you are so missed Missy

Today mom had dad take some pictures of mom with your sisters Sugar,Sami and the baby Morgan. Mom is so sad Missy that you were not there in the picture with them. I smiled and put on a good face because I wanted the pictures to turn out so that I can give them to your grandma and some of moms friends. Mom misses you every day Missy I love you so.... You got a candle today from my friend Shirley and her family, you remember them when they came to visit us in August. She will miss you when she comes to visit mom again... You sweet sweet girl. I hope that I will see you again in a dream one night. We took Morgan and Sugar for a walk today and of course it was sad because you were not with us, you did not like going for a walk though any more towards the end and so you would not have minded it. Life does go on little girl without you by my side but it will always go on with you in my heart. I Love you Missy girl you were my sweet little girl.....

A Sunny cool day

Hello my sweet girl, are you looking at mom right now? I am thinking about you right now as I often do each day. I got something new on your site, it is a guest slide show so that every one that comes here to see you can add their picture and sign in a little greeting to you. You should be here right now, laying on your pillow by the window as mom is on the computer as you always did. I know though you are here even though mom can not see you now. I can feel you by me sometimes so strong. I was telling Janet yesterday that I wish that I would have gotten some of your beautiful hair from your ears (remember mom would never let any groomers cut it ever!) so that I would have it. So many things that I think of now that are would of could of should of. Now it is too late. I am so happy though that I got so many beautiful pictures of you and the little film of you doing your trick that you were so good at. You are the smartest little girl ever.I am trying to teach little Morgan some tricks now and think she is getting pretty good at some things. She is still so young yet and has so much to learn, she will I learn. Well sweet girl mom will have you in her heart and on her mind as I go through yet another day with out you. I love you sweet Missy girl......

Mom is still crying

My sweet girl Missy, your mom is still crying for she misses you so much each day. She hopes that soon the day will come when those tears will just turn into smiles when I see your picture or think of you and talk about you to someone that I know. Your little sister Morgan is really turning out to be a sweet little helper for mom in her grief. She will give mom kisses all over the tears that are coming down my cheeks for you. I think that she knows that mom is sad and she is trying to help her feel better. She does a good job, but sweet girl she will NEVER be you. Don't ever think that you will ever be lost in my heart, you will always be there I promise you this. I still think about the day you told mom good bye and gave me and dad kisses all over our noses. I would give anything to have some more of your kisses on my nose right now sweet angel. How do you like your wings that Putters mom gave you? She is a sweet lady from Iowa that mom has gotten to know on Dogster. She lost her little Putter last year too and I know that she misses him too. You remember when you were living in Minnesota and got to play in the snow? Well Putter got to play in the snow too in Iowa. I wonder if he liked it as much as you did.You were in Iowa many time sweet girl when we would go through to go back home to Minnesota to see your grandma and every one. I know that it will not be the same when we go there again to visit without you. Well sweet girl mom is crying again. I am sorry it will be getting better I know but for now it still really hurts that you are not here with me... Mom loves you Missy forever and ever...

Missy moms still misses you so...

My sweet sweet little girl, you came to me for the first time since you left us in a dream this morning. I was in a church in this dream with my friend Janet and I looked over in the seat to the left of me and there you were. I asked you what you were doing there honey, and you leaned into me with your sweet little face as you often did and gave me kisses all over my face. Then moms eyes were open, I was awake and could not see you anymore. Instantly then Missy tears were in my eyes and I have been thinking about this and crying all morning. I miss you somuch little girl, it hurts. I am so glad though that I got to see you in my dream and I hope that it will not be the last time that I will see you there. I wish that I could hold you one more time and tell you how much that I love you, but I am sure that you already know that, for mom told you that over and over almost every day of your life how much I love you. Thank you my sweet girl for being in my dream, I miss you and love you forever... Your mom

Mom Will Never Forget Your Sweet Little Face

My Missy is so much loved and missed! There is not a day that gos by that I do not think of you my sweet little girl. You were so beautiful to me.. I LOVE YOU.... there was so many walks that you took me on and so many trips you got to take to Minnesota to see your grandma. You loved staying at your grandma's house I know and going to visit with your Auntie Kristy and Uncle Tom and run all over their big yard. You would go and check out the head stones mom made for her other babies that are now gone, Friskie and Buttons your sister that you had for many years. Baby girl mom still thinks that she sees you in the house. You will be around the corner of the loveseat, or coming into the bathroom to see where I went, or laying behind the bathroom door waiting for mom to get her makeup on and her hair dried, Oh how your mom misses you girl...You are my sweet little soul mate Missy and will always be. Mom love you......

My Sweet Girl Missy

December 19,2007 at 1:30 pm our little girl Missy took her trip to the rainbow bridge. It was one of the saddest days of her mom's life! She had been feeling poorly off and on for some time and on the evening of the 18th we took her to the emergency room. After blood work, X-rays( where they saw a mass) and given an IV and a stay over night. She seemed a little perkier the next morning when we went to pick her up to take her to our regular vet. They gave her the rest of her IV, (because of her heart mumor she had to have a slow drip) so I left her there . They called around 11:am and asked to do one more test on her for they wanted to see the extent of the mass seen in X-ray taken the night before, we said yes of course. They told us the that she has a mass looked to be on her liver. We went straight away to the Vet,I knew in my heart before we even go there that this would be her day to leave us (in body any way). When they showed us the results of the test and explained it to us I knew the next words out of my mouth would be please put her down I do not want for her to suffer.They asked if we wanted to see her before they put her to sleep and I said yes we want to tell her good bye. They brought her in and handed her to me, I held her in my arms and kissed her and cried and told her that I loved her and will always love her forever. I told her that she will not have to have any more haircuts again and no more teeth brushing or ear cleaning and toenail clips (she hated all of those things). I told her I was sorry that she had to put up with all of that. She gave each one of us kisses on our noses me then Mike over and over again, it tore my heart out! I felt like I was betraying her by putting her to sleep, but I did not want my little girl to be in any pain.To keep her with me longer would have been a very selfish act. She will always be with us in our hearts and in spirit and memories and photos. I love her so and miss her so much still that it hurts inside my heart. I know that in time it will get better (as I have been through this 3 times already with my little Friskie and little Buttons). It is just not fair that they are not able to stay with us longer. I only hope that we gave her the best life that any of Gods creatures can have. I thank God every day for every day that I was able to have this precious little girl in my life. So to you my darling little Missy, your mom misses you so much and will always love you forever and ever. One day I hope to see you again for we will then never be parted. You wait and watch for me . Mom wants you to know that you were the smartest and sweetest little dog ever! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MY LITTLE MISSY...