Here comes trouble...

I write this with many tears in my eyes and a broken heart

August 21st 2010 7:45 pm
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Sadie's Mom is writing this.

I have been ill since I came to dogster. Actually I got Sadie and Malty to help me deal with my illness and pain even though I had other dogs I knew I needed these pups and I believe the good Lord knew I needed them too. They have been such a comfort to me. I don't think I would have ever made it this far without them and all of the wonderful friends I have met here. You all have been more than amazing in every way. You always supported me, cared about me, helped me so many times and loved me even with all my flaws. There are many of you that were always there for me and I am sure it got old hearing about the newest problem with my health but you didn't leave me. You stood by me and always picked me up when things got so bad I didn't think I could make it one more day, because of you I did. I can't write all of your names right now but you know who you are and there is one of you that has been my rock and one of the dearest friends I have ever known. I can't thank you and the rest of my dear friends enough. Just know you made a huge difference in my life and I am eternally grateful!!!
This place is such a wonderful place where we all truly love our dogs. They aren't just a pet but a member of our family and mine are my family. I don't want to leave them, I am so worried about how they will do and Malty's liver problems but I have done all I can do and I can't do anything more. My heart is breaking so bad thinking of leaving them and my friends.
As most of you know I have been very ill. I have anklosing spondylitis and it has affected my spine, my SI joints and all my organs. I went to a heart specialist a while ago and he thought I had a blockage, the stress test was positive and he was 85% sure I had a serious blockage. I had to have a heart Cath. I did not have a blockage. I have narrowing of my arteries and leaky heart valve but he also saw that I had severe pulmonary fibrosis. I already knew that I had a lot of lung damage in my lungs, kidneys, liver, and some in my heart but this is bad. There is no cure and it is fatal. I am so ill I can no longer do anything anymore. I am pretty sure my time is near and I am scared but more scared of how much more suffering I will go through. That is terrifying to me.
I have said it again but this time I really need to leave for my sake and the sakes of my friends. I truly think it is best for all concerned. I will leave my beautiful pups pages up and a family member will let you know if something happens.

Thank you so much for everything and
please don't ever forget how much you have helped me
and made such a difference in my life.

God Bless you all!!!

I LOVE YOU AND SO DO ALL MY PUPS!!!!!!

 
 

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Barked by: Peter Parker (Dogster Member)

August 21st 2010 at 9:56 pm

Sadie and Laurie, we will always love you and say pawrayers for you and your family. You are so special to many here and you will always be in our thoughts. Hugs and Kisses, Peter Parker
Barked by: Peter Parker (Dogster Member)

August 21st 2010 at 9:57 pm

Sadie and Laurie, we will always love you and say pawrayers for you and your family. You are so special to many here and you will always be in our thoughts. Hugs and Kisses, Peter Parker
Barked by: Cassie (Dogster Member)

August 22nd 2010 at 5:51 am

Sadie and Laurie, you and your famil have been and will continue to be in our prayers. We love you!
Barked by: Darby (Dogster Member)

August 22nd 2010 at 9:35 am

Sending you all lots of hugs!!!
Barked by: TEVA (Dogster Member)

October 15th 2010 at 8:30 am

I will be pwaying for you!


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