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I miss you so much Nikko. It's almost Christmas and this will be the first time we have spent it without you in 9 whole years! What ever will we do? I'm so sad, when I pulled out all of the Christmas decorations, I pulled out your stocking. I started to cry, desperatley wanting you back home. Dad had to take me in the room so that Jasmine didn't see me crying. After all, you've been gone now for a month and a half and Dad didn't want to upset Jas. I can understand that, but I don't think I'll EVER be healed. I miss you so damn much it hurts! I get a lump in my throat when I think about you, which is quite often. Dad did something with your stocking baby girl..I'm not sure what he did, but he did it to help me. I look at your pictures every day. I made a memorial for you in the living room, with your pictures and your ashes. I have pictures of you on the fridge too..so when I'm in the kitchen I can stare at you while I cook. I miss you. I remember all the years when we put up our Christmas tree, you would lay in your favorite spot...right under neath the bottom branches. You'd lay there so still, as if you were a present. I wish you were there now. I wish you could open up your presens and sniff them out, just like you do every year. Oh how I miss you my Nikko girl. You will forever be missed! I love you baby, Mom

Rainbow Bridge 10-26-2005

I have gone off to heaven. I have left behind my beloved family. My human Mom, Dad and Sister. I have also left behind my K-9 sister, ChiChi and brother, Yuki. I didn't even get a chance to meet the new baby that MaMa's gonna have. I feel very sad about that, but I know that I'll meet him or her some day.
I guess I felt sick..I didn't let Mama or Daddy know. I am that type of dog. I won't let people know if I am aching or not feeling well. Mama always said I was such a good dog, but she wanted to know when I was hurt, because it worried her, but the truth is..I didn't want to worry Mama.
My family left to take family portraits. They were only gone for an hour and a half. When they came home, I just didn't have the energy to greet them at the door like I normally do. They knew something was wrong right away. I have always greeting them, wagging tail and so happy to see them, even if they were only gone for 5 minutes. Tonight, I didn't do that. Dad saw me laying on the floor. He ran and got Mama. Mama came and hugged me, she tried to make me sit up, but I just couldn't. She leaned on me and cried. She cried so much that all I wanted to do was get up and kiss her face..but I couldn't. Dad was trying to help Mama, but she just kept saying "call the vet, call the vet" They even tried to feed me a piece of bologna..which is my favorite, but I couldn't eat it..I didn't even try. Mama kept crying. Sissy stayed in her room, she knew something was wrong. I was only 9 years old when I passed away..so no one was expecting it.
They rushed me to the emergency vet. It was 9:30 at night on Wednesday, October 26, 2005. We go to the vet 15 minutes later. Daddy and Mama rushed to the back and opened up the back door...I was already gone. I wasn't breathing...I was at Rainbow Bridge.
I miss all of my family so much. I have been with them for 9 whole years! They were so good to me and I loved them so much. I know they'll miss me too..They are having me cremated so that they can always have my ashes to remember me by. I just don't want them to be too sad, because now I am in a better place, where I don't feel anymore pain. I just can't wait to meet up with them again some day. Until then, I will watch over them and keep them all safe.
Goodbye for now, everyone....Love, Nikko

What's up!!!!!!!!!!

Hey! My Dad's back! Whooop Whoop! I mean, woof woof! I'm a just a wee bit excited! :o) I missed him so much and now I can go back to being Daddy's little girl! Sometimes I really hate the military for taking my Dad away, but then when he comes home, it's just the best thing in the whole entire world!! We also got a new kid..yeah a toy poodle or something, but I don't like this toy much. I'd rather it be fluffy and not move and squeaky like all my other toys. This ones a little different though, it's weird. He's pretty cool though, I don't mind him much, except when I am trying to sleep (which is all the time!) and he wants to play. He's cute...I guess, but in a brotherly sort of way and Mom and Dad really adore him, so does my human sissy, but the good thing is, that I am still so loved, so that's all that matters. I am getting old though and not as active as I used to be, and he kinda reminds me of myself when I was just a wee little pup. I just wanted to say how happy I am that my Dad's home...time for my 10th nap of the day! :o) WOOOF!

One more month down!!

Dear Diary,

As I sit and lay next to the door, I hear my human sissy (Jazzy) playing outside and I want more then ever to go out there and play. I don't know why my Mom wont come open the door for me to go out. Actually, I do know why. Because she's on that stupid forum again..Terrific Pets! I don't think it's stupid really, but she spends most of her computer time on that forum and all I wanna do is go outside!!!! ChiChi is such a turd..gosh she gets on my nerves so bad. She's so weird and spazzy and sometimes she makes me so nervous. Last night there were some firetrucks going by our house and I couldn't sleep because they kept coming and coming, of course ChiChi being the narotic dog that she is, kept jumping up the bed, down the bed, up, down..Oh my gosh!! Sometimes I want to bit her head off, but my Mom would kill me! I'm excited though, my Dad will be home soon and finally I can curl up in his lap. He says I'm not a lap dog, but I don't know where he gets off. Then he gets mad sometimes because I think I stepped on the "wrong" place on his lap..he always lets out a loud grunt and then jerks his body. Maybe he's weird too?? I have no clue why he even does that, maybe it's because he wears the blue jean things, oh well, I love my Dad and miss him so much. I can't wait to see him in his Military uniform again..he is the most handsome Dad in the entire world (my Mom didn't make me say that!!) Well, Diary, I think Mom is going to let me go out now and play. Byeeeeeeeeee woof woof!

Beginning a new Month!

Well, it's officially Februrary 1st and boy oh boy am I glad. Ya know why? Well, my Daddy, he's in the Navy and I am so sick and tired of him being gone. I mean, Mom loves me and all, but I'm a Daddy's girl ALL the way! I miss him so much. He always pays attention to me and I never have to fight for his love. I have to fight for it with Mom, because ChiChi my sissy, well, she's Mom's dog and I don't mind that, but it sucks because Daddy is gone :o( My other sissy (human) she's cool too, but it's just not the same..if you know what I mean. He's been gone so much...Mom cries alot. She says it has something to do with some war thing or fighting and when she gets on the phone with him, she cries and cries...I wanna talk to him too, but understandably Mommy is really greedy with the time they have to talk. I can't wait for February to be over with..I miss Daddy just as much as Mommy does and I wish I could talk to tell her she's not alone. *Sigh* I miss my Daddy.

DaDumDaDum..........

Oook...If I must, then I must..I really just want to go back to laying down and fall back asleep. ChiChi is such a horrid dog. I swear, she thinks she is so big and bad...little does she know that I am much bigger than her and one chomp to her head and she'd be dead meat! HA! She thinks she bullies me, but Nahhhhh I don't really care..I'm getting older and she's just being a little turd. The other day..I was just laying there, minding my own business like I always do...it's so funny to, because my plans work everytime! So I lay there, being good (as always) and ChiChi comes up and starts growling and then I move away and go lay near Mom..well guess who comes back and tries to kick me off the bed..Yup, ChiChi..so I started to huff and puff and sigh a lot and Mom heard that I was upset..guess who got yelled at!!! HAHAHAHA well, let's just say it wasn't me! Master plan...Let ChiChi think she's bossing me around, but really she's just getting in trouble and Mom gives me so much love! Grrrrrr..that ChiChi..she's a Rat Terrier..more like a Rat Fink!

October 23, 2004

I layed around all day long and did nothing. First I ate, then I did nothing. Then I went outside and did nothing. I barked at the mailman, then did nothing. My sister (Rat Terrier) was really getting on my nerves so I went into the living room and did NOTHING! I think that is my favorite thing to do. I love doing absolutely NOTHING!!! But that is why my human family love me so much, because I am so chill. Yawn, I'm tired now..I think I will go do NOTHING.