Mommy's tears

Poor momma...She found a video she took of me and brothers in winter of 2006 and though she was so glad she found it, it also hurt her heart to see me "ALIVE" again in over 9 months. She placed it on my memory page...did ya see it? Yup...That's me..the small one who keeps getting run'd over by the big boys..
I wish there was something I could to do let momma know I am alright and more healthy and happy up in heaven with Jesus, than any other time in my life. I love and miss mommy and bubby so much, but being here at the bridge, is so wonderful too....
I wuv u mommy and we'll be together again...please don't be sad mommy...I am still alive, though to you it doesn't feel that way..All you have to do is open your heart and remember the wonderful moments we shared and all the love and joy we once had will keep me alive forever in your heart and thoughts.
I asked Bubby to take care of you and give you lots of sugars and Suzie too...she'll help keep you smiling, even though I know, it's not the same as if it were you and me together..
I have to go to the doggie play yard now and teach some new kids on the bridge block how to play fetch. Young'ns huh mommy? Geesh!
Big hugs mommy....I'll see you in our dreams....
"Tunky Butt"

Painful Moments

Today the tears are endless...I see mommy oh so sad all day. I asked Jesus to let her feel my puppy kisses in hopes mommy will feel better.

The pain that comes with losing a precious beloved fur baby, somehow sees no boundaries, only continues on into eternity with her saddness. "For goodness sake, 9 months already it's been, get over it and move on." they say...but you see, to my broken heart, it's been only a day.

"You have a special place Dear Lord, that I know you always keep. A special place reserved for dogs, to peacefully fall asleep. A place with fluffy pillows and a yard for hiding bones. With maybe a little babbling brook, that rushes over stones. With wide green fields and flowers, for those who never knew, of running and playing freely, under your beautiful sky of blue. Lord Jesus, I know you keep this special place and so to you I pray, for one OH SO SPECIAL dog, who came to you today! She was full of strength and love and so very very wise. The puppy look she once had, this morning left her eyes. She will be missed, Dear Lord, this precious baby of mine, But now she'll romp and play in your land that's so devine. Speak to my baby softly for me, with a hug and warm hello...She's very special gift to you, from me WHO LOVES HER SO!"

The Love of a Pekingese

If I won the lottery I wouldn't care
For the love of my life is no longer there.
Bright eyes that look intently in mine,
Soft paws and kisses sweet moments sublime.
I hear a love song. Oh it tugs at my heart,
Every facet of living, every dream she was part.
I find myself calling that dear little name,
Silent echoes alert me, it isn't the same.

In dreams we cuddle, run, play and have fun.
Awake, bitter tears fall for her day is done.

She understood every word that I said,
My thoughts, ideas, feelings, his little mind read.
A small Chinese package with long silky hair,
A precious Royal Princess, a Jewel so rare.
From the tip of her flat nose to the plume of her tail.
By such perfection and beauty, all others did pale.

She was my sunshine. The light of my soul,
Delight of my Life - Wonder all told.
With prayerful whisper, I place a white rose,
Within my bruised heart, I feel she knows.

Wherever I go now, I'll miss you , my love,
I know that your soul is in heaven above.
And thank God daily for her sweet life and breath

Wistful Reflections while on bended knees,
Ahhh! for I've had the love of my precious pekingese.

An angel on earth and in heaven,

Hi..my name is Bridgette...
I am writing this from heaven..so if you see a few words are blurred, it's only becasue mommy's tears dripped on my diary page and smeared some of the ink. SORRY!
I came to live with Jesus 9 months ago today. I really love it here in heaven. Some call where I am, Rainbow Bridge...I just call it home now.
Though I have tried to let my mommy know I am alright and happy here, she still cries alot and I know misses me something awful. I have to confess..I miss her too...ALOT!
Mommy bought me the most beautiful resting place I have ever seen. Boy oh boy, mommy sure loved me to make sure I had the best in life and now well...you know...in spirit. If you want, you can look at my photos and see the angel urn mommy bought for me. I am even standing under the angel, where I am forever cared for. That makes mommy feel real happy knowing I am safe now.
I was worried about my bubby (Corkey) as I watched his sadness turn into depression after I left for heaven, so mommy adopted a new sister for him. She doesn't really know this yet, but I am happy she did. I didn't want to see my beloved brother sad and depressed all the time. Her name is Suzie and Jesus told me he saved her special for my brother so that she could be sent down from heaven when he needed her most. I hope mommy knows she didn't replace me, she only gave her heart a new chance to love again and gave bubby a reason to play and find happiness again too.
I see a couple more puppy pals coming through the gates here and I have to go meet them and show them around now...
I'll write again real soon and tell you all about how I lived me life on earth and the special mommy/furbaby bond we had.