October 29th 2010 12:35 pm
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My boy is not happy anymore. He is suffering. He came home yesterday afternoon. He was naseous all night and lethargic. When I'd pick him up it was like he had so little life in him. He did have the energy to get off the bed and follow me around the house, but just layed down on the floor again wherever I went.
The vet called this morning and the doc said to bring him back. He wants to give more antibiotics IV over the weekend, and is going to do an endoscopy on Monday to see what is going on inside him. I told him I have no money to pay, and he said he would do it free of charge, thankfully. I cant even say thank God, because God is taking my baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is only 2!!! And he KNOWS he is all I have in this world!!! He has taken so much from me in this life - and now to take Sunny!!! How dare he! I have so much anger right now I could explode!
I will not let Sunny suffer like this. If he doesnt recover, I will do whats best for him. If you could see the look in his eyes - the way he looks at me. He is so sick. I cant even go into what my parents are saying. They have him in his coffin already.
Right or wrong, all my faith is in Dr. Ron at this point. Sunny's life is in his hands. Please dont criticize me for what I'm doing. I HAVE to believe in him. And I desperately need the support of my friends right now in this choice. I dont have the money to go elsewhere. So, where things stand now with Sunny's condition, Dr. Ron is Sunnys only hope. I just dont think hope is enough to save my best friend in the whole world - who should have many many years of life left. It so not fair.
I want to thank all of you who have sent Sunny and me POP's, and other gifts. I just havent been able to individually thank everyone yet. I finally read thru them, and was so touched by the messages, and the support once again from those I've never even met! Bless you, my friends! You are such good people to pray for my little boy.
I touched Sunny with my hands and just begged God to heal him, if he really cared at all. I hoped the strength from me somehow went into him. I know its dumb. I hope that wasnt the last time he was home. I wouldnt be able to bear that. He just has to come home and be well again.
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This is hard to write right now cause mommy is breaking out in tears fur you my beautiful furiend Sunny and mommy Meredith! We are so sorry that Sunny had to go back to the hospital fur IV again! Meredith I know your hurting and have alot of anger with God but pawlease don't give up the Faith sweetie! I have been there and I know what its like but I know that God was with me even though I felt he was not!
Have the Faith that Dr. Ron is going to take care of your Sunny and we are praying and praying sooo hard fur your baby to pull through Meredith! You and Sunny are in our hearts and we loves you very much! We are here fur you both!!!!! Mom is going to stop writing cause she is tearing up again! God Bless!!!!!!!!
Gina, Ernie, Lola, Max, Jake, Perry