November 7th 2011 6:30 am
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hi my sweet puppy, mommie here.. i wanted to talk to you.. i first want to tell you, like i do every single day..
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! i still keep hopin i'm going to wake up from this nightmare & you will be by my side...but it just goes on & on.. this pain inside me will never heal.. no matter what..
you were a very special pup, very special..one of a kind.. you gave me a love & a feeling of happiness i never, ever felt..
you saw me through bad times, sad times & happy times...
droopy, you were & ARE my only true love & will furever be!!!
now..i must talk to you bout your new sister, rascal..
i know you sent her to me.. we had that freak snowstorm, it was a saturday... i cried so hard..cause i know how you so loved the snow.. then 2 days later this puppy is brought to my attention & her name is "snowflake" that was too much!! i felt in my heart you chose her droopy... i changed her name to rascal(it suits her perfect) but snowflake will furever be a nickname & a name i keep in my heart.. even though i so truly believe in my heart you sent her..i can't help but feel guilty.. i know you are probally doing flips from cloud to cloud up at the bridge..i know you are happy mommie has a new pup to share my love with, i know this.... its just how i feel though..
i am loving your new sister, don't get me wrong... but i can't help that every time i tell her momma loves you, that i feel horrible inside... i hope this doesn't make me sound like a bad person.. droopy, you know how much love mommie has in her heart for pups..i think its just that my heart is just so ripped up by how you were taken from me & i think maybe i'm afraid to let myself feel that kind of happiness & love again..the love we shared & the bond me & you had droopy, will never be felt again..we really had something special.. but i know i can love this pup & give her happiness also.. i guess i just need to let myself feel that again.. i think i am afraid to let myself be happy again, droopy.. hopefully i will learn that its o.k. to feel that way again...
oh droopy, i will tell you this... your new sister is adorable & sometimes when i look into her eyes, i swear i see you looking back at me.. i mean i truly feel like i see you looking at me.. its like rascal's eyes are your eyes.. i don't know.. i'm probally not makin any sense so i will close this out now...
droopy, i'll tell you again honey... mommie MISSES YOU SO MUCH & I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU my ONE & ONLY SCOOTERCRUNCH!!!!
FUREVER & EVER!!! until i see you again droopy, you will furever be in my heart & my very soul... have a good day sweet pup.. play & run..but remember to rest... you always over did everything & wore yourself out, lol... so make sure you take time to rest... I LOVE YOU DROOPY!!! mommie
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oh, you know that Droopy will love you furever and he sent Rascal for you, so you wouldn't be so sad anymore, and there is nothing to feel bad about with there is so much love to give, Droopy knows all that.
Now Im going to send a PPR for Rascal!
Please dont feel guilty !
This is MEANT to be.
No.. you wont stop missing Droopy... NO you wont stop loving her.... but you have enough love in your heart for Rascal as well !!
She is meant to be.. she was sent...
This isnt having to choose who you love.... this is spreading and INCREASING love !.
Blessing dear Lady...
ALL will be well.
This is a new path... and Droopy is no less by your side than she ever was... and ever will be... and now Rascal is with you both for the adventure too .
Going to PPR !
We are so very happy for you! Droops is bouncing, play bowing and wagging her tail Boxer style to Rascal. Don't feel bad, you are so generous you have saved a life and three souls!
thanx everyone fur you kind words.. you all mean so much to mommie & me.. so sweet & caring , and da best friends ever!!!
i talked to mommie.. her is gonna be o.k. don't worry..
we love you pals!!! angel droopy, rascal & mommie
We're so happy for you, Droopy's mommy! Droopy wouldn't want you to be sad, she'd want you to feel happy. Be happy that you're opening your heart to another in need!
Lori, I understand the feeling of guilt. I had a hard time letting Grunt in after losing Turner. Rest assured I see Turner in some of the silly things Grunt does. I believe Turner sent me my sunshine to help heal and start a new adventure. Same with Rascal. Droopy knows you loved her and feel sad at losing her. So she sent you some sunshine (or a Snowflake) to bring a smile to your heart. We're so happy for you...
Sending a PPR...