are you okay momma????

Momma, I know you are still having a hard time without me around to snort in your face and blow little wet woogies on you. I know how much you liked that. I do miss you guys so much. At night when I go to sleep...I get my favorite teddy bear and sleep with it (just like I did when I slept with Noah) and when I fall asleep I dream that I am cuddling up with Noah because he was my best friend anyone could ever have. And in my dreams he is twirling my ears as he is falling asleep and that helps me to sleep too. But it is so beautiful here momma. I have met so many new buddies...you would be so proud of me. My angel told me that they were all waiting for me to arrive. And they were all here for me when I arrived...we were all so excited...all our tails were wagging like crazy. You would be happy...I got my curl back in my tail. I know you all missed my curly tail! We all have so much fun here. We run around and play all day. I have to go...my buddies are waiting for me to play. I miss you guys so much...and love you so much!!!!
Otis

I'm sorry momma

I'm sorry momma but the angel came for me and I had to go. My Angel was there waiting to take me over the bridge. And because of you i have made so many new friends here and over the rainbow bridge as well. it was hard because i know how much you will miss me following you around, sitting on your lap and snoring in your arms, begging for some yummy dinner. I remember your face the night before i left...you were getting Noah ready for bed, heading upstairs and I know i usually grab my teddy bear and follow you up but i was too tired and weak. You kept looking at me, puzzled, calling my name in your sweet voice but i really just wanted to lay by the cozy fire. Besides Daddy was there to keep me company and he did...until 5 am...he layed next to me and petted me the whole time. (He was crying a lot too. I love him too. Tell him I will miss going to work with him everyday and going for car rides everyday.) It was so hard to stay with him though...the angel was patient...she did not want to take me while he was there. I know momma that you wanted to be with me when i left for my journey because you did not want me to be scared but i wasn't. I had so many friends waiting for me...i saw Gizmo, Onry Onyx, Sierra, Beaumont and so many others...and they all look so happy. I know you are all sad but just know that i am having so much fun with my new friends...and i feel great! But momma, everytime i look down at you, you are crying. I know you are crying while reading this but please don't because in your heart are our memories that will keep us together forever. I love you guys...you were the best owners a pug could ever have. I will miss you momma, Noah, and daddy.

don't cry momma

i don't even know how to say this...my momma found out the other day that i have leukemia. what the heck is that anyway??? must not be good because momma is doing a lot of crying and holding me. but i am getting a lot of yummy food...like chicken soup...yummy but i don't eat all of it. not too hungry these days. Momma is giving me medicine too. she hides it in salami. she thinks she's being sneaky but i know it's there. she tells me all the time how much she loves me and i love her so much too. i love by best buddy noah too...he is a little boy who i love to play with and follow around all the time. and of course there is the daddy who is a lot of fun too. i get to go to work with daddy everyday and play with the other doggies too. i have been too tired to play lately though. i guess i'll take another nap now and rest. woof!!