March 31st 2008 8:03 pm
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My sweet angel babies,
It has been a little over 4 months since you have been gone, that is still so hard to believe. I miss you all so much! Thank you for the Rainbow you sent me, it was so beautiful! You are my first thought in the mornings and the last thought at night, you are always in my thoughts! Your birthday is coming up, April 11, I have been thinking alot that day. I remember when you were born..so tiny and beautiful. I had your fur mommy in that playpen in my bedroom...the minute I saw you 4 I knew I was keeping you!
I watched each of open your eyes, learn to walk and then learn to run and play. Boy could you run!! I watched each of you grow and develop your own little personality. You were all so very special, and then before we knew it God called you home. We only had a year and 7 months together...not nearly long enough. It isn't fair that you were taken from me so early. I feel so guilty thinking I should have done more to save you, but please know that I tried. The vet could not save you, it was your time to go. I miss snuggling with the 4 of you at night, I miss coming home and being "attacked" , the house seems quiet now. There are so many things I miss..Bear: your "kisses in the mouth", you pushing your toy in my face in the middle of the night, Bambi: I miss you being my constant sidekick, I miss you jumping at my legs when I was trying to cook, Daisy: I miss that sassy little walk of yours, and the way you slept on my head and my Lickity Split...what can I say? I miss your licks and the way you would stand on your hind legs and wave with both front paws when I came home. You 4 filled my life with joy!! I know when God decides to call me home we will have all that again. Until then...run, play, chase each other and be happy, that is my wish for you.
I found this poem I would like to share with you:
When God calls little puppies to dwell with him above,
we humans always question the wisdom of his love.
For no heartache can compare with the loss of one small "child",
Who does so much to make this world seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires-always calling the aged to his fold,
And so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them and so he picks but few,
to make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult, but somehow we must try,
for the saddest word that mankind knows will always be " goodbye"
And so when little pups depart,
we, who are left behind, must realize how much God loves puppies....
For angels are hard to find.
I love you all...I miss you so much....until we meet again
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