October 8th 2009 5:02 pm
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I spoke with the vet again to check on Spike's progress. She said unfortunately there are no real changes since this morning. There's been no recognizable responses from the steroids. They will give him a Lomustine pill and monitor him throughout the night in hopes to see some improvement by tomorrow so he can come home. Of course there is no guarantee he'll be better, but their goal is to get him comfortable without the oxygen. My heart is breaking in many pieces as I think of my precious boy getting ready to go to the Rainbow Bridge. It's a hurt that many fur parents can relate to. I'm scared, but only want what's best for Spike. If it's his time to go I have no choice, but to accept this and will grieve over him along with Sheba and Miracle. He hasn't eaten a meal since Monday, but I hope he doesn't leave me while we're so many miles apart.
He doesn't look sick and wants to do everything he always has done. The big problem is the breathing. Yesterday he had such a good time outside in the sun rolling around on the grass which is one thing he has always enjoyed. And when I asked him if he wanted to go for a ride he got very excited as usual. The vet said we should start thinking about five things Spike likes to do and when he cannot do those five things any longer then he has no quality of life. I love my Spike so much and cannot think of that day, but we will do what's best for Spike; not what I'd like as I could never see him suffering or being in pain. I pray for an overnight miracle, but am ready to face the worst.
Thank you once again to all my friends and Spike woofs loud to all his furiends for caring, praying and sending well wishes. I only wish this was a bad dream which I'd wake up tomorrow with no big C in our lives.
Ramona
Spike's mom
Leave A Comment | 10 people already have Ramona, I said a lot of what I wanted to say earlier in my email, but I just want you to know how much we love you and Spike.
He's being so brave and so dignified, even when he's so sick. He's being strong for you. Thank you so much for sharing the videos with us. I actually cried because I was so happy to see how good he looked and how normal he was acting, not even laying down in the car because he was excited to go bye-bye.
Don't give up hope yet. I know firsthand that after a lot of disappointments, it's so much less painful to just stop hoping, but we're not ready to give up hoping and praying yet.
We love you. Thanks so much for being our friend/furiend Melanie. I appreciate your email messages and support. Spike is so happy and I'm the one who's hurting emotionally inside knowing what is going on with him. Poor little guy has no idea; only that he wants to eat, but when offered he refuses. Hopefully after the meds he may begin eating again. That's the most scary thing to see your baby not want to eat his favorite foods. He tried many times. Yes, he sure is a brave little guy and he was so excited to go for a ride. When Tim got in the car rattling a bag of chips Spike was very interested as if he wanted some. He sat up most of the way there, but after awhile he lay down. Whenever the car would slow down he'd pick his head up to see what was going on. Once we parked in front of the doggie hospital Spike was up and ready to get out of the car. I got out, picked him up and carried him inside, but I know he wanted to get down and walk.
I called at approx. 7:20 to see how he is doing. They said he's doing fine, had an upset stomach from the pill, but was resting well now.
Spike's holistic vet has been keeping in contact with me throughout this crisis. She wants me to pick up some shark cartilage and other homeopathic remedies tomorrow before we go to Mandeville. I am not giving up hope. Although I've cried my eyes out I'm focused on doing what we can for Spike. If one of these remedies will work for him I'm willing to give it to him. She said it will not interfere with the drug he was given this afternoon.
I also spoke with the veterinarian here in Lafayette. When the time comes for Spike to go to doggie Heaven the vet will come to the house. That is a relief since Spike dislikes the vet office environment.
We love you too. Spike and Ramona, we are pawraying for a miracle, too. Our hearts are breaking with you. Know you're not alone in your battle, for your furiends are right there with you, always. Ramona,
It breaks my heart each time I read of a setback with Spike. I know how helpless you feel as I felt the same way with Chance and all of those before him that also had cancer. My sister had told me about Dogster more than a few times before I actually logged on (which was well after Chance's diagnosis). I didn't know anyone but the comfort I felt just being online with those who knew how I felt was great therapy. I spent many hours logged on while Chance lay in the chair next to me. I'd tell him about his pup pals and new groups we had been invited to. It was time we spent enjoying each others company without all the worry - a relief for both of us I'm sure. I was able to talk to him without the fear and concern in my voice. It truely was an upbeat time and he really seemed to listen intently.
We'll continue to pawray for a miracle for dear Spike. I hope you find as much comfort in Dogster as I did in your time of need.
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You are so brave! You are my hero!
Hang in there! My mom and I asked God to send you a lot of lot of angels to go nite-nite with you tonight so that you won't feel lonely in the dogpital! Hope you can come home soon feeling better. Ramona,
Please know we are thinking about you and praying for you and Spike.
Love,
Mary Jo and Family Ramona, know that we have both of you in our hearts and prayers. Spike has been such a brave boy and we pray that he will have a miracle.
Love,
Jerri and family Sending lots of love and prayers and hoping that Spike responds to the medication and can be around for a very long time! Oh Ramona I just read about Spike being in the hospital and my heart is breaking right along with yours. I am praying that they can find a way to keep him comfortable and that he can come home and be with you today. Spike we love you and are rooting for you big time. You are truly a hero and with so many of us praying and cheering you on there HAS to be a good outcome to this. Hang in there pal and know we are here for you and your Mom.
Love and Healing Hugs
Wyoming, the gang and Debbie This has me in tears. I"m so sorry you and Spike are going through this. It breaks my heart, so I can only imagine what you're feeling. I pray God steps in and gives Spike more time to enjoy his 5 favorite things. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
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