I am sorry Polar bear, I just miss you so much, its been almost 2 weeks still I can't stop crying. I miss hearing your feet on the kitchen tiles, the howl when I drive up to house, Oreo still looks for you...
I was hoping maybe another entry by and talking to you this way would help me..
it does a little
I miss you cracking the bathroom door open and checking on me in the tub
I think about everyday and heart breaks everyday, I hope you still know how much I love you!
I can't believe you are gone...
love you always and forever
Polar Bear had to be put down last Thursday, as the cancer was getting much worse. Polar I write this with tears, I love you so much and I miss more than I can say...
I am sorry I did not write this sooner for you but my heart breaks so much and this so hard to do. You were one of kind and we were so blessed thank you! I miss you! Those 14 years went to fast, but I know you are no suffering and are perfect again in heaven. I miss you not being there to peek on me in the bathroom, or put your head in lap I miss your bark and sound of your feet on the kitchen tile, I hope and pray you know how much I loved you! I miss not being able to give you treats, having you sneak food off the table, Oreo misses too, even though you thought she would not, she has been looking for you all this week wondering where you are. I am glad we were with you in your last hours and now you rest next to buddy, today once again I placed flowers on your resting place...
Love you, miss you...
Hello to all it has been a very long time since I last wrote in my diary. My mom is very sad it must because I am so very ill with sickness called cancer. I have not been very playful these days as the big lump on my back leg makes it really hard to play, these days I have a hard time keeping my balance cause I can't seem to put much weight on it. Mom had to take me to the doctor a few weeks back and the doctor said the lump this time could not be taken off. Sometimes the medicine makes me not want to play. I will not be writing anymore after the 4th of july and this makes mom cry lots. I just wanted to come and say good bye for now to all my friends here at dogster, I will miss you, most of all I will miss mom and I know Ruffles will miss me, I think she knows there is something wrong with me, she has been loving me lots more than normal. I will miss my long walks and rides in the truck too, but I know there will be long walks in heaven and rides I am just sure of it. Please remember me as I was, a happy go lucky guy, with a ton of love to give as I have stated this will be my last entry with you all, I will be watching over all and this is only good bye for just a short while mom.
Dogster Obsessions: The Starter Kit for Dogs by Wildebeest
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