We miss you saybel

Today is our first anniversary without you baby. We miss you so much and hope you are playing with your friends at rainbow bridge. You were my love my life and always will be my heart. It still hearts alot to not have you here with me.You were taken way to soon our adventures together were way to short. Saybel you will always be in my heart Mommy and eveyone love you FOREVER. Love mommy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY

Today you would have turned 8 years old my black beauty. You should have still been here with us.Mommy misses you so much it still hurts and i still have my days of tears.I love you Saybel yesterday,today and forever you are my best friend, my secret holder and my comfort when im sad,sick or just having a rough day.You were always there when i needed that cuddle and unconditional love. In return i will always love you and hold you in my heart. I love you forever my little black beauty baby girl Happy 8TH birthday. Love Forever Mommy

My first Christmas

Well baby this is my first Christmas without you.Oh how i wish you were here laying under the Christmas tree like all those other years,sniffing at the presents looking for yours. This especially hard as you would be turning 8 years old on December 28th.This is so wrong you should be here with me i still feel lost and think you were much to young to be gone.I miss you so much words just are not enough.Brooklynn (grand-daughter) misses you so much too.We both wear our special necklaces that a sweet lady made for us with some of your ashes so you are always with us.You will always have that special place in my heart that nobody will ever touch.Mommy misses you my sweet black beauty i hope you know this.I hope you and all the other pups at rainbow bridge have a good christmas and please watch over us and we will look up to you on Christmas day and know you are with us always. Love you my basby love Mommy ForeverXOXOXO

Saybels Medical Assistance Foundation

My foundation is going great.My mom and dad and their great friend Moya have done it!!!!!! Read my sister Jaydes diary for info or go to www.bradpattison.com and see what i mean that me and my best friend(moms granddaughter)on the poster on that website.Mom is so happy we can do this to help others. I miss you so much Saybel I still hurt and cry you are my heart and nothing or nobody will ever change that.Mommy loves you my black beauty xoxox

Hey everyone have you met my new little sister?Please welcome her and be as good a friend to her as you were to me.You guys are all awsome im watching over Jayde and all my friends.My mom still cries alot missing me but she has started this foundation in my nameits HUGE!!!!! The pet network tv is filming mom and her friend Moyas foundation events on April 25th.Brad Pattison (dog trainer) from the tv show End of your leash is attending too!!!!!Mom and her friend are going to help other pets moms and dads with their vet bills so they can stay with their families.They named the foundation Saybels Medical Assistance Foundation! Hey thats me:). We love you so much Saybel you will always be mommys best girl.

miss my BEST FRIEND

It has been 1 week and i miss my baby so much i would trade ANYTHING in this world to have her back and healthy.The tears still flow very often and i cant believe this nightmare.Thank you to everyone for your support it means so much to me.I love you Saybel you are my forever girl life will never be the same for me without you.I dont know what to do with myself without my best friend

To all my friends

Well my mom has tried everything and its almost time for me to go be with my friends at the bridge.The vet is coming today to help me through my next journey.My mom is so sad nobody can make her feel any better.She doesnt want to let me go but she doesnt want me in any pain.Mommy loves me and i love her this is very hard for her to write she cant see through the tears.Thank you ALL my friends and those of you with this awful "C" please keep fighting.I love you all and thank you for being my friends and my moms Love Saybel and mommy

Well im still here fighting.Ive had a few yuk days mom tried to walk me this morning but i didnt want to go to far i seem like i have sore muscules.Im still eatting and going outside and barking to let my friends know im still here but moms so afraid i might be getting abit worse.Our vet hasnt even called to see how i am!!!!!We are not going back to her even if mom gets another pup we are switching vets.We have learned so much bad stuff about our vet lately from talking to others who have gone to her and then switched to a nicer vet.A breeder told us how she took her pups to have their tails docked and the bone was sticking out:( Our vet also used to be the boss of Carla Holmoka!!!!!!!!Thats really bad,she used to care about us pups but now its all about the money.Well gotta go now mom has to let me outside gotta go damn prednisone :)

HI Everyone

Im still being my normal lab self but this prednisone is making me so hungry and thirsty!!!!Im barking at mom all the time for treats:).Ive been going for walks and playing with my friends in the field my doggie friends moms cant believe im sick they say i look sooooo good.Mom still cries sometimes but is trying to be strong and positive for me.Its hard for her to believe the vet said i would only be here for appox 2 months when im just being me.My moms friends have all told her to get another pup when im gone it will help her but she cant imagine life without me.Something good is going to come out of all this bad,Mom and her friend have started to work on making a foundation in my name! Its gonna be called Saybels Medical Assistance Foundation to help other people with their vet bills and food:)It hurts mom to write this diary sometimes because it makes her realize im going to be gone before i should be i should nt be so young she wanted to be with me til im old not like this.Its so unfair for people to lose their furbabies to these awful diseases Love Saybel and mommy

SAd news

It has now been confirmed my cancer is back and the vets have told mommy to love me and enjoy me because prednisone well help me for awhile (appox 60 days).This is to much for my mom she hasnt stopped crying.She cant believe theres such a short time limit on my life,she loves me so much this is one of the hardest things to go through.Mommy will try to keep this diary updated.Thank you all my friends for your prayers