It's been 3 years

Like I say, gone but never forgotten. It's been 3 years now. Changed his song from Faith Hill's "There You'll Be" to Josh Groban's "To Where You Are", went in and checked it out to see if it was functioning and the thought he is gone still went to my heart like it was yesterday.... I miss you buddy.....

Your papa.....

Thinking of you

I held you in my arms for a short while, but I will hold you in my heart forever!

Miss you Gizmo

Mom

Dad here

I haven't been to this page in a few weeks now. I thought I was just about over the feelings. Between the song and remembering the little guy's habits and traits and the last time I held him, it brings it all back, as if it happend yesterday. It's not fair that little guys like this can grab your heart so much, but live such a short time.

A message to GIZMO

Gizmo,

You hold a special place in my heart and I think about you every day. I cannot believe that you will soon be gone for two months. You are my little Gizzie-Wizzie, Love You always, Mom

Mommy & Daddy,

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge, where the sun is warm and the grass is luscious emerald green.There I will romp and play until that special day, I see you in the distance. Our hearts will fill with joy as we finally meet again.Then we will cross the Rainbow Bridge together.

Love,
GIZMO

Miss You

Gizmo, I opened your Dogster page this morning and read all the kind words that people are sending. I think that I am doing well, then the tears start to flow. If you were here and heard me cry you would be trying to kiss my tears away. I know in my heart that we did the right thing for you. But, If I could I would make you well and be back here with us. We miss you so much.

I have a friend that I work with who did a painting of you from a photo on a stone and it sits on the fireplace. Whenever I miss you, I look at that and try to remember that you are in a much better place.

Love you Gizmo,
Your Mommy

Time heals so slowly

It's been just over a month and a tear was just shed down deep inside for the little guy. Yeah, it's an old school guy thing. It has to be done alone or held deep inside. That doesn't change the fact that it's there. I know he is in a better place, but it's just so sad that we are left behind and their lives are so darn short.

Gizmo's Daddy

Did a little editing this evening to make some changes. It's been two weeks now. For the most part I am ok. I know Gizmo is with God and knowing him, he's probably giving him a hard time too.
Even now, I can't help but see myself as ET, pointing to my heart light and saying "ouch"
I miss him.

I miss Gizmo

Gizmo is not here to write a diary, so this is his Mommy. Gizmo is in heaven with our first Yorkie also named Gizmo. I believe that Gizmo can now see and run, his trachea is no longer a problem and he can breathe just fine. Both Gizmo's are playing together and having a good time. I'd like to think that they miss me as much as I miss them. They will always live on in my memory. I only had my first Gizmo for 2 1/2 yrs but the second Gizmo for 13 1/2 yrs. They both had their own unique personalities that make them both special to me. They were my Baby Giz and always will be.

I'd also like to tell my husband, John that I love him very much. He is so good to me, I couldn't ask for better. He added the music to Gizmo's page for me and I heard it for the first time this morning. It made me cry but I think that I still have some tears to let out. John, I Love You and remember the words of the Kenny Rogers song as that is exactly how I feel about you and I. (Through the years).

Gizmo and Gizmo run and play and have fun together. I hope that someday I will be with both of you again.

Love,
Mommy