June 10th 2014 1:43 am
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Good morning Merlin my very special boy. Your diary has been chosen yet again, I am so proud of you my boy.
Its very overcast at the moment and extremely cold, but thankfully no wind and no rain, yet. Last night was even colder and even though the wall heater was on it didn't seem to make any impression on the cold in the bedroom. I had to tell Molly to get off my bed so I could get in it, she got off in a bit of a huff. I got in bed and called her to jump up with me, but no she didn't want to, although when I woke up in the middle of the night she was laying by my feet on my bed. I remember very well how huffy you got when I told you to get off my bed , you'd give me the dirtiest of looks when I had to physically push you off. Oh boy what a boy you were. I don't want to put the mockers on it, but it looks like the sun is breaking through.
When your mum went to pick up Mia from play school yesterday, her little friend Jake shouted “HELLO NANA!” Mia immediately shouted “ MY NANA, MY NANA.” Highly amusing. Mia loves your mum so much Merlin, as your mum loves her. I must admit Mia has given your mum and I a new lease on life. As you know Merlin a couple of years ago I was in deep depression, I didn't care if I lived or died, but Mia lit the spark I once had, just like you did when I went into a deep depression the first time, you saved my life Merlin, your love, loyalty and devotion pulled me through. When you crossed the bridge I went into depression again, I never had my best friend with me, again I didn't care if I lived or died, but Molly and Mia coming into the world gave me something to live for again. No I'm not depressed again Merlin far from it, but I do miss you so much my boy.
Its that time again Merlin, time for you to go play and have some more fun with your buddies.
I love you so much and missing you more then I can say.
Your ever loving Daddy.
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