November 12th 2012 11:42 pm
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Good morning my gorgeous boy, I was thinking of you again last night and the night you left us, I will never ever forget that awful night Merlin, it will remain with me until the day I die and I finally get to see you again across the bridge. No I'm not sad my boy, I just have a lot of regrets, I regret not playing with you more, I regret not cuddling you more, I regret not telling you "I love you" more. I just wish I had done so much more with you and for you, I wish you were right here beside me right now.
Its quite a nice day today Merlin, nice and bright and sunny, no cloud, no wind and thankfully no rain. Its a good run and play day and I know you would be running around until you were all puffed out, come inside for a drink of water and flop down all tuckered out.
I have so many wonderful memories of you Merlin, one of the best is when you were a puppy and you decided you wanted to sit on my lap, so you leapt across the side table by my armchair, scattering my tea mug, my keys and everything else on there and landed on me. I thought the house was falling in on me. My son Mike thought it was hilarious and remarked "Without a doubt Merlin is your dog Dad."
Time to go play my amazing boy and have some fun with your buddies.
I love you my boy and I always will.
Your ever loving Daddy.
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