Another Year.....

Four years....I stand in front of you.....and just shake my head, has it REALLY been that long......

Four years ago I watched as Kimberley walked you out of my life never to return.

We did get you back.

Your ashes, which sits where they have been for the last three years. We painted our dinning room and everything was packed away, there was NO-WAY you were going to be.
.....I put you in my kitchen, so you were still able to be near until the painting was done.
We had a visitor one day, a friend of many many years, will I was taken back when they made a comment about you being in the kitchen.....
How awful a dead body ...yuck.....I could not believe my ears !

.....This is sad but this person is no longer welcome......
I know George, I should not be like that, but I dont want or need people around me who are like this.....

I knew the day had to come when you would not be with me, but I am so very Happy that you were given a second chance to life for me to share it with you.

I was told someday memories of you will make me smile, instead of crying......Oh I wish they would be now....even after 4 years...

Miss you so much,
My Angel....Georgie x x x x x

My Birthday .....

These are not Happy late wishes just late writing to you....
Will The Girls turn 26 years, and you nearly 23 years....I know at the Bridge you are so youthful....and handsome...as you always were.

It sure is a special birthday date that is why we gave it to you, having twin girls on that day and you sharing because you were so special....

I still miss you so much ever day. I see other Cattle doggies like you and just wish for you to come and visit just one more time, just for that look you would give...THE MEAN look, that seem to scare so many people...."yeah" lick to death was more like it...

Had some wonderful news the other week George.

I'm connect with some wonderful rescues groups on Facebook....you know the human form of Dogster, anyway a lady wrote did anyone know about a Cattle dog that had been hurt about 13 years ago !!!! I could not beleive it. I ran to Dad and got him to read it.....

It was "Brooklyn"

About the same time you were....you know, Brooklyn's "sweet" owner put a axe though her head and she lost an eye, she was only a pup. Will the people that adopted her thought her rescuer's would like to see her for the last time as her end is very near **sad** So after doing some deep thinking..BOL...I thought of some people that could help..and guess what...after 4 or 5 phone calls they found them....
I was told there were tears all round....it was so nice to help..

We knew you had something special plan for Your Bridge Day, Dad & I could feel it but we could not put our finger on it.....there was just that feeling.....

Then late in the afternoon you called Birdie the Budgie to come home with you...She was one of our rescue's. She did not seem to be sick...it was just her time. She was given up at the vets where Kimberely worked as she had a cyst on her eye, and her....past owners did not want her, they wanted her to be put to......you know..... Will that was over 5 years ago...and she was an oldie then...so we think she must of been 9 years old.

She put up every 3 weeks to have her eye drain...she complain, but as soon as it was done, off to have a meal ..don't know why but that was her habit, then a little snooze. We all cried, we buried her with Zac & Noel the duck, and all our other birdie rescue's. We have only Girl Girl now, she is lonley , but she has Baby the Lorikeet, to keep her company...

I have a photo, a piece of your fur and a piece of your blanket that your were laying on when....in my purse. It goes every where with me.....You are always with me...My Georgie.

I worry that I might forget you, what you did, how you looked, I really don't have that many photos of you..I don't know why....I was told if I look into my heart my memory of you will never fade..I pray that is true...

One last thing George, as you know a few months back, our friend & pal Roscoe & his dad Daivd died, how so sad, but how wonderful was his dad to help so many people and animals...and to us...

Remeber when we use to have a chat over the computer with his dad about differnet things..he would tell us about his truck and we would tell him about different trucks your Daniel would work on....he was so special...

And the most wonderful thing that he did. We had only know Roscoe for a week or so, and his Dad gifted a subscribition to Dogster Plus for us. I was totally speechless. For somebody to do that it was unbelieveable....then as time pass we found what type fo person his Dad was..**smile**

I think I even wrote about it in your Diary at the time...will have to go back and have a look !!!

Will I know you can see you have received wounderful rosettes from your dear friends and beautiful pawmails. I know if you were here you would give each Earthly Pal a big Aussie Hug...and I know you have given all your Angel Pals one already...and a HUGH Thank you....

Will now it is time to go, away to wipe the tears away.
The day will come when they will stop but it is not now...less they will get but I know they will be here forever.

Lots of Love....

Forever...x x x x

Still Watching....

Will as I look down I can see our Little Nikky is going to the vets again this afternoon....

I think she thinks she is a ÿoung "doggie" and she is just perfect in health......

I have made it very clear in her dreams.....
I don't want her to come and visit me any time soon...

Don't get me wrong I really want to meet her and give her a big Brother kiss, but not yet....

As I always do..I'll just keep watch for now....and a little prayer for my Mum. I know what a worry wart she is......

He is here NOW ! ! !

Will My Daniel finially got his ACD, and her name is Diesel.....yes I know not a "pretty girl's" name, but as he is a Diesel mechanic ..will that is what is wanted to call his pup when he ever got one.....

Just a quick little note about her. She is now 8 weeks old, and VERY active.....I heard Mum say she forgot how hard little pups were and so much work to them... BOL BOL...You see Diesel stays with Mum & Dad at night till Daniel finish works,...he does night shift... as she is toooo little to got with him yet.....

WOW you should see when she is there...9 doggies....and when Belle comes for a stay over...10 doggies......I can hear them running around..they are soooo LOUD....poor Mum...... I think she cant wait some nights till they all go to bed !!!!

Will I now REALLY have amy paws full.....she is just a little bundle of....getting into EVERTHING....she is going to be one little cattle dog that will keep me on my paws to watch over her, and Mum to keep her out of trouble ! ! ! !

The new Pup..

Will ever since I came into Mum & Dad's life My Daniel always wanted his own "Cattle Pup"...He has Belle... as you know she has many stay overs with the other Furs there....she is part of the family....

They were waiting for a litter from where they got Mickey & Tayor from but "nothinig" happen. I heard Mum talking to the lady as she said they would not have another litter till the end of the year.....she only breeds once a year..

Will I was sending my thoughts to them about a doggie I saw that looked like me !!!.. Will about 3 weeks ago Mum finally went and had a look, at the Mum & Dad dog.
Will the Mum just HAD PUPS...

So a few days ago she rung the lady up.....Got talking to her and asked all the right questions....The Lady told Mum they had the litter she saw, but they also had a "suprise" litter 7 weeks before...

The Dad was the one that look like me...VERY handsome, and the Mum was another one of their Doggies that was "naughty"

The Lady sent some photos of the last pup that did not have a home..

Will I think that was the WORST thing to do to my Mum & My Daniel... BOL BOL BOL

....YES she now HAS A HOME....

The pup comes for the same area where Mickey & Taylor were from..Tamworth...over 300km away...

I heard My Daniel tell Mum that she needs to be microchip tomorrow and then they are going to arrange to either pick her up at Tamworth, or somewhere between here and there as the lady & her husband are going to a dog show/trial..out west....and they will be passing near them....

My life at the Bridge is just getting so busy.....Nikky & Wags...then Baby Ruby.....NOW another pup to watch out for.....my work is nevering ending......and I LOVE ever minute of it....

Will let all my Pals on Earth know when the new pup arrives....she has no name at the moment..But Daniel has a few in mind....but he WONT even let me in on it.....I'll just have to wait and see...just like my Mum has to..BOL BOL

My job is never ending....

When I was on Earth I had my special Lara, as a best friend.

We use to just sit next to each other, did not do much but her touch was...so soft and even though she was young she was never was rough to me... all I got from her was love, AND so many cuddles, my heart would bust..

Will now I see she has a beautiful little sister..Ruby.
It looks like I am going to be very busy now making sure all is good with her also...

Yes...They are Happy...but....

Will another Two doggies Mum & Dad rescued from the RSPCA..that makes 6 doggies....from there...

Bella..We only had her for a little over a week, she got Parvo..
Daisy..She was born a few weeks after Bella
Me ! George..
Snoopy...he is another story as I hear Mum say! **Angel Barks**.
Wags...
Nikky...

Dad said this is the last..but he said that after ME...yeah sure Dad....

I was sending special Angel Wishes & Love the other day, and saw Mum with tears in her eyes.....

Her and Dad were talking about the New Pups ages...How old they are and were praying that they are given long, healthy lives with them.....

Will I try to tell them that I really don't want to meet them for a VERY VERY long time. I am very happy to just look down and see their happy faces, for the enjoyment they will give to anybody that meets them.
I know Mum gets upset, but I am sure will try and help her to put thoughts like that to the back of her mind.....

There was a beautiful thing I heard them say is that IF ..and we all know IT WILL happen again one day, maybe not soon,is that any more doggies that might just happen need a new home they are only going to adopt doggies that are over 10 years....as they are always the ones to have a hard time to get a second chance.....

I had better get going as with these new furs in my family on Earth, I have lot more looking after.....

Special Job...

I have very, very special job tomorrow( Tuesday)

I have seem tears in Mums eyes today....It made me sad.
For two reasons......

I heard her talking to Dad that she is sooo worried about Wags tomorrow, as he is having his "operation"
She just think that he is an older doggie......

Nikky is not having the "operation", she does not need it, but she is having her doggie medical. Dad told her not to worry and all will be fine with the both of them, and then it will be only a few more days and then they will be home...

I saw Our Lara with some glitter.
She told her Nanny that it was very special "Fairy Dust"
She would sprinkle some on the new beds so when Wags & Nikky come home and see that the "Doggie Fairy" was looking after them.....

So I was thinking with my Job looking down and sending Love to them, and Our Lara's Fairy Dust....Mum should not have any sad thoughts tomorrow......

They Did it.....

When we adopted George who would ever think a senior dog could bring so much joy in to ones life....

Pups & young dogs are beautiful, but it always seems older doggies get passed up...

Oh they might have medical problems, which George did, but we took that into account that he might need extra vet visits because of his age. We were lucky as my daughter is a vet nurse and our costs were kept down, which we thank the vet for.

Anyway, George brought so much joy I always thought one day we might just do the same give another senior a loving home.
Will that really did not happen as we got Snoopy..will he was 4 and still young, then Mickey & Taylor, as pups as we could not find any rescue corgi's. Then by the grace of God we were able to give Tripod a home. So another dog was out of the question.......

I would often ..will very often look on the RSPCA site to JUST see what doggies needed homes. For at least the last 12 months Nikky & Wags were ALWAYS on their adoption list, and when they advertise in the local paper there they were AGAIN.

Looking at Georges page one day, so silly the tears came as how much I still miss him, and thought it is now or never, if I was going to adopt will ít is the time.
Next step work on husband...took a little time but he gave in, will not really....

I put their picture on as a screen saver......

So today we went to the RSPCA and made them part of our family.

The lady, Deb who runs the RSPCA had raised Daisy and her litter, remembered Snoopy...and of cause they all remembered George.
When filling out the paper work, I asked what their birthday was......19th December 1998
Geoorge..15th Decamber 1988

and Deb looked at me and said ....George sent you, look at the birth date and years...

My George is stilling watching..

Yes I do believe...a beautiful soul never fades it just keeps you safe and directs you even if you dont know it.....

3 Years.....

I have been trying all day to write in your diary, Georgie....Just couldn't....

It is really late here at the moment. Have Tripod sitting next to my feet, just like you use to do....thinking that I might leave him, I hope you never thought that, you were just so loved...

Today is the first time I was able to take a picture of your Special place. It is on our sideboard in the dinning room, so everytime I walk by, you are not far away......

I was once asked why we did not get a more "fancy" urn for you.
Never really thought much about it. Your's is just simple cream colour with a name plaque....George.

I now think I know the answer....

....A warm bed,
....Food in your tummy,
....To be loved....
....Just simple things, that made you happy...

....I always hope before you came to us you were once loved.....to think you never were, it breaks my heart to think you didn't........even to this day.

They say as time passes that the memory fades a little......I hope for me it doesn't.....
Sometimes it makes me sad to think it might happen, but then, I only need to shut my eyes and just think, it's like a cloud has open up and there you are....Sitting and looking at me with that "panting smile" you had....

3 years, it has gone so fast. As you know Georgie, Daniel is waitng for his little "cattle" puppy...I let you on a secert...he just does not want any puppy he wants to get one that looks like you, he just adored you....and will wait & wait till that special little pup comes....

All the different things that I have written in your diary, leaving you at the shops...doggie palour...sitting and NOT moving...and all the others, will there was another thing that people told me & your Dad.....

When will people EVER learn....
You were about 14 years when Lara came into our life.....
When she be came "mobile" we were told...

Don't let her near THAT dog...you KNOW what happen to him, can't be trusted....HE is a CATTLE dog...they can bite....

As we were that DUMB, not to watch Lara once she got "crawling then walking" near you...or any other of the furs who we had.

There was some kind of "peace" about him when she was with him. She would crawl over him, cuddle him, kiss him, try to feed him, laid down with him...He seem to just know that she was not going to hurt him...

One more day,
One more time,
One more sunset,
Maybe I'd be satisfied.
But then again..
I know what it would do...
Leave me wishing still,
for one more day with you....

Love you then, and forever...XXXXX