Forever Loved 8/10/96 - 10/11/08

Daily Diary Pick

Thank you once again Dogster HQ for choosing us as a daily diary pick. It's our third time with this honor, and we can only hope that people reading it will gain comfort in knowing someone out there understands their grief if and when they lose a beloved pet.

*hugs* to you all

ps - if you are grieving over a lost one, please join the Rainbow Bridge Angel Babies dogster group. They helped me through a very dark time and they'll help you too.
RBAB link

One year crossing anniversary

Today is Preshy's one year bridge crossing anniversary. There have been lots of tears shed leading up to today, all the memories of what the last few days were like before have been flooding my mind. I'm not really sure how to feel. We're still so sad without her, but at the same time we want to celebrate and remember her life. She was such a happy girl, loved doing therapy dog work, and truly cared about everyone she met.

I adopted Precious when she was 8 years old. I only had 4 years with her, but they were an amazing 4 years that I am so grateful for. I hope more people give senior dogs a chance to live out their last few years safely and happily. Even though your time together will be limited, it is so worth it.

Thinking of you today and always, we miss you and love you dear Precious.

Thank you for diary pick of the day!

Our family is so happy to be picked once again for a daily diary pick of the day. We truly hope our experience will inspire others to adopt a senior baby, and give them the love and attention they deserve in their remaining years. For those of you unfortunate enough to lose a loved one, please visit the Rainbow Bridge Angel Babies group. I don't think I would have survived this experience without them.

And thank you for all the warm wishes and heart felt messages today. I know we've been missing for a while, but we think about you every day. You'll be seeing more of us again soon.

*hugs*

6 months ago...

6 months ago you left this earth. You were with me for only 4 short years, but they were the most wonderful 4 years a dog parent could have ever wished for. The past 6 months have been the most difficult months I've ever had to face. You were my rock, my constant companion. No matter what I was feeling you were always able to put a smile on my face, just by showing your beautiful grin and happy little wiggle. I still cry at night when my mind wanders to that dreadful day, but I'm slowly healing and able to love little Stewie the way he deserves. I know you sent him to me to try and fill the void you left, but even though I love him dearly he will never be my Precious.

Happy Easter sweet one. Sleep well knowing mom will always love you.

Featured Diary

Thank you for picking us as one of today's featured diaries HQ!

If any of you pups out there are dealing with a loss and need to talk, please feel free to pawmail us. We struggle every day, but it helps to help others so don't be shy!

We also recommend the Rainbow Bridge Angel Babies group. They have been amazing to our family, and I don't think we would have made it this far without them.

OMD! Thank you so much!

I was on my way out to do laundry, when I found a bright blue package sitting on our doorstep. I took it inside, opened it up, and screamed! Some of my pals in our group Pommie Love surprised us with a portrait of Precious. The painting is the most beautiful, wonderful present anyone has ever given to me. Tears are still streaming down my face!

To...
Cosmo & mom Stacey
Cosmo EP, Chewie, Scruffy & mom Raquel
Tessa, Mia, Sonny, Cassie & mom Debbie
George & mom Diana
MerryBelle Noelle, Pippin, Shamus & mom Sue
Teddy & mom Julianna
Brandy III & mom Flor
Sophie & mom Julie
Dash, Mindy & dad Robert
Tribble & mom Vicky
Nikki, Lacey, Joi Joi & mom Barbara
Kobe, Kiki & mom Lauren
Dixie, Digger & mom Elizabeth
Lola Belle, Tobias Bear & mom Carole Joy
Bailey & mom Amanda
The Pomeraniacs Copper, Jazzy, Tux, Lily, and Pooh Bear & mom...

You all are the most wonderful friends a person (or pommie) could ever ask for. I could never express my gratitude enough. THANK YOU!!!

I'll add a picture to her page right away.

*hugs*

Love always,
Roxanne, Josh, Maddy, Stewie, and Angel Precious

Doesn't feel like Christmas

It doesn't feel like Christmas this year. I couldn't bare to put up the tree and decorations, because I didn't want to face the morning without you. I didn't want to miss your excited little face as I hand you another present to open. I let Maddy and Stewie open their presents on her birthday a few days ago so dad and I could just let tomorrow be another day. I'm sort of relieved the weather didn't allow us to go home this year. There's only so much pretending one person can do in front of dozens of people. All the questions of how have you been and anything new happening in your life would have drove me to tears for sure.

I hope you found Franklin in the crowd of angels, as I'm sure he'd love the warm snuggles into your fur this winter. His 6 month crossing anniversary is in a few days, and my heart aches for his momma. Could you help him send her some healing thoughts over the next few days? Do your magic little one!

A Rescue Story...

I copied this from our angel pal Chloe's Diary. I may have rescued Precious, but it's no secret she rescued me right back. Enjoy the read, and please consider adopting your next family member.

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Her eyes met mine as she walked down the corridor peering apprehensively into the kennels. I felt her need instantly and knew I had to help her. I wagged my tail, not too exuberantly, so she wouldn't be afraid.

As she stopped at my kennel I blocked her view from a little accident I had in the back of my cage. I didn't want her to know that I hadn't been walked today. Sometimes the shelter keepers get too busy and I didn't want her to think poorly of them.

As she read my kennel card I hoped that she wouldn't feel sad about my past. I only have the future to look forward to and want to make a difference in someone's life. She got down on her knees and made little kissy sounds at me.
I shoved my shoulder and side of my head up against the bars to comfort her.

Gentle fingertips caressed my neck; she was desperate for companionship. A tear fell down her cheek and I raised my paw to assure her that all would be well.

Soon my kennel door opened and her smile was so bright that I instantly jumped into her arms. I would promise to keep her safe. I would promise to always be by her side. I would promise to do everything I could to see that radiant smile and sparkle in her eyes. I was so fortunate that she came down my corridor. So many more are out there who haven't walked the corridors. So many more to be saved. At least I could save one.

I rescued a human today.

A song for you this Christmas

I heard a sad Christmas song today, and it made me think of you...I miss you every day.

Wintersong by Sarah McLachlan

The lake is frozen over
The trees are white with snow
And all around
Reminders of you
Are everywhere I go

It's late and morning's in no hurry
But sleep won't set me free
I lie awake and try to recall
How your body felt beside me
When silence gets too hard to handle
And the night too long

And this is how I see you
In the snow on Christmas morning
Love and happiness surround you
As you throw your arms up to the sky
I keep this moment by and by

Oh I miss you now, my love
Merry Christmas, merry Christmas,
Merry Christmas, my love

Sense of joy fills the air
And I daydream and I stare
Up at the tree and I see
Your star up there

And this is how I see you
In the snow on Christmas morning
Love and happiness surround you
As you throw your arms up to the sky
I keep this moment by and by

Two months

It doesn't seem possible you've been gone for two months. Some days it feels like you were just here, other days I realize it's getting harder to remember the little things. How you smelled, your smile, the cute little noises you made, your happy dance whenever I looked your way. It's so sad to think I will never be able to experience any of that again.

I've been trying to function normally in life, but some days I just can't seem to get it together. I completely broke down earlier this week, and I feel so embarrassed I had bottled up my emotions so hard that they burst like that. I know you'd want things to be ok...I'm just not sure how to let that happen. I try to play and be happy on dogster as much as possible, but it's so hard sometimes. I don't think I can fake it today.

You only knew your dad for the past two years, but I hope you know his heart aches for you too. We've been struggling with each other the past few weeks, but I think we're going to be ok.

Not sure what to write

I'm not sure what to write today. I've been trying to be happier for everyone else, but it doesn't seem to work. I just end up crying myself to sleep wondering why nobody outside of dogster seems to understand. I appreciate everyone on here so much, but I wish I had someone at home to talk to. It doesn't help that I have a horrible cold, and you were always the best nurse. Giving me constant cuddles and attention, showing concern for every little cough or sniffle.

I really hope the Rainbow Bridge exists, and is everything you ever wanted. I've been waiting for you to visit me in a dream, but no luck yet. I would do anything to see your beautiful face again...

Sad weekend

This was our first weekend coming back home to visit family without you, and it was a long and difficult ride for all of us. It felt so weird having Stewie on my lap instead of you. I'm really starting to enjoy his company, but he doesn't even compare to you. Nofur ever will.

Grandma and Grandpa really liked him, but you can tell it was weird for them too. Uncle Jake really misses you too. I know he was one of your favorite people in the world, and he'll always remember your cuddle fests on the couch.

Thank you for being there with us at Maddy's cardiologist appointment. I felt a weird sense of calm while I was there, and somehow knew everything would be ok. You made that happen, and I don't know what I would have done if the news was any different. You are a wonderful guardian angel.

I miss you baby girl.

1 month today

Today was a bad day. I tried my hardest to keep myself busy, even going to a movie with dad tonight. Nothing could change the fact that one month ago today my world came crashing down. I know I can't run and hide from the fact that you're gone, but I would do anything to change the events of that day.

Stewie has been giving Maddy a much needed break from the cuddle duties, but it can be a bit overwhelming to feel so much love from someone I barely know. I'm trying to let him in, trying to open my heart up big enough for him. I know we'll get there eventually...but it'll never be the same.

So confused

This last week has been really hard. During the day I've been so excited about adopting another baby who needs me, but at night I can't stop crying. Maddy has gotten over her cold so she doesn't need me as much as she did, which just adds to the pain of losing you. I think I let myself have false hope that she was changing. Instead, she just didn't feel good. I still love her dearly, but I never knew I needed you as much as you needed me. I feel like I lost my child, unable to move on. People try to understand, but I don't think they do. I appreciate their patience with me though. Your dad has been trying to be supportive, but I feel like he's pushing me too hard to feel better. I know it hurts him to see me hurting, but I can't stop grieving just to make life happier.

I'm amazed at how rapidly the pain comes and goes. I never know when it's going to hit me...sometimes it's in a memory, sometimes it's in the pain of pretending I'm feeling better when deep inside I'm not. I'm worried I might be putting too much pressure on the little one before he even moves in. What if I need him more than he needs me?

Tagged

My sweet friend Cisco Kid tagged me!

Now I'll tell 7 things about myself and then tag a few friends of my own to find out things about them...

About me:
1. I would push Maddy out of the way in order to get more attention.
2. I couldn't resist rolling in something stinky.
3. I followed mom into the bathroom every time she went in there for over 4 years. BOL
4. I was a certified therapy dog and loved every minute of our visits.
5. I loved staring into mom's eyes as we snuggled on the bed.
6. I tried to go into the same pub every time we passed it on our walks downtown.
7. I was an obsessive compulsive kisser. There was no stopping me!!!

Let's see...I think I'd like to learn more about some of my other angel friends. How about:

Oscar
Sharna
Angel Choo Choo
Cheyanne

Maddy's new friend

I hope you understand why I had to adopt the little chi. Maddy is so lonely, and the kitten had to be rehomed because he was trying to hurt her every chance he got. She couldn't even walk from room to room or play fetch anymore, which you know is just devastating for her. We tried shutting him in the bathroom so Maddy could play for an hour each day, but that's not fair to him either. She's so lonely without you, her constant companion. She really seemed to like her new friend when we met him last weekend, and he has the perfect laid back energy she loves. I know you two didn't always see eye to eye, but it's so hard to see her turn into a needy little girl. That's not Maddy, even though I've selfishly enjoyed the extra cuddles each day. I long to see her playful and happy again.

He comes home on Friday. Please stay close because even though I adore the new little one, I know it's going to be hard bringing him into your home. He'll never take your place in my heart, but I know there's room in there for him to share.

dogster blog

Bo's dad used one of my favorite pictures of Preshy today in one of his dog blog stories. It's an honor to be chosen as an example of a pomeranian. Such a sad story though. Our thoughts and prayers are with the poor baby's family.

RIP little one. I'm sure Preshy will welcome you at the bridge.

story

coming home

Dad and I picked up your ashes today. It was so strange seeing a small little white box. It wasn't nearly good enough for your final resting place, so we stopped at the stained glass company to see if they could help us. We hope you like the new one we picked out for you. It's quite beautiful, and they're going to engrave your name and add a picture under the glass top. There are some dried flowers in the corners too. Pretty little flowers for a beautiful little lady.

odd day

I was on edge all day waiting for the phone call that your ashes were ready to be picked up. Maybe tomorrow. I know it's going to be so hard going back to the vet where I saw you last. Please fly close to me when the call comes. I'm going to need all the support from you I can get.

Speaking of support - I'm not sure why you sent little Indy our way almost a week ago, but Maddy is finally warming up to him. They've been playing with each other most of the day running from room to room and lunging at each other on the floor. I still don't know how I feel about the whole thing, but it is nice to have a crazy little baby running around distracting me a bit - even though my hands are scratched all over from his little fit this morning. Dad likes his personality and seems attached to him, so I guess he's here to stay.

I miss you.

1 week without you

I woke up in tears this morning, the same as every other. The pain doesn't get any easier, but the tears don't last quite as long. I feel like the pain is making me numb inside. I wonder if that feeling will ever go away.

Last night we took Maddy for a walk downtown, and it was really hard. Daddy's friends brought their two chi's down to visit, and I know you really would have liked Poncho. He was cute and friendly and I know you two would have hit it off. The walk was good for all of us though. I know Maddy missed all the window shopping, and she even helped me pick out a new hat. I wish you were there.

sorry love

I'm sorry. I just couldn't open my heart up to another dog yet. It's just so soon and I couldn't bring myself to feel again. I know you want me to be happy, but give me a little while ok?

Don't worry about Joslin. There are three other families waiting to meet her. She won't even have to spend the night in a cage. Of course we told them if something happens and none of the families aren't right, she's welcome to stay in our house until we find the perfect home.

I love you angel.

foster puppy, day 2

I know you want me to be happy love, but I don't know if I'm ready yet. It feels so strange to share our bed with another little one. And it was even more strange to wake up to puppy kisses in the morning. I have to admit you did send me a sweet little thing though. I know I'd have no problem finding her a wonderful, loving home. It was smart of you to send one that reminded us of our first foster Toby.

I keep reminding myself that no baby could ever take your place, but I'm still so scared to open up my heart again. The pain of losing you has changed me. I don't know if I can be that brave so soon.

You would have laughed at the site of Joslin licking at Maddy's face last night though. She wants to cuddle her so bad...it makes me wonder if you sent Joslin partly to annoy Maddy just for fun.

I love you my angel. Sending you a million hugs and kisses.

Dad surprised mom today

So...mom is conflicted. She and dad went to the Humane Society yesterday for some kitty snuggles and therapy time, and the people there mentioned they were getting in a pom mix sometime this week. Mom smiled and told the lady about us and how she just lost one of her babies recently. It was a breakthrough for mom though because it was the first time only a few tears came down while talking about me instead of a flood. She's starting to smile when she thinks about me.

Today dad stopped by the Humane Society and sent mom a video of him playing with the pom mix and she told him it was cute, but she didn't think she was ready and there were other people interested in her so she'd get a home soon. When mom got home from work today, guess who greeted her at the door - a little 12 pound pom wiggling around wagging her tail excited to see her. It was a strange experience since that's how I used to greet her (but with about 10 times the excitement of course).

Mom doesn't know what to do. She doesn't know if she's ready for a new dog to come into her life, but the new girl (dad's nickname for her) and Maddy are actually getting along really well. They're even chewing on a few bully sticks side by side right now. There's no doubt this little one had a rough start to the first 9 months of her life. She's very thin and in heat and was covered in fleas before what seems to be her first bath ever. She's a happy girl though, and has a great energy.

Poor mom. She's so confused on what to do...

new distraction

A baby stray kitten has entered our house today, and I bet you would have loved him. You always got so excited over baby kittens. He's very sweet and snuggly and would have loved cuddling up next to you while you slept. It makes me sad to welcome him into the home, but a bit relieved to have a distraction from the pain of losing you. You were the perfect companion my dear Precious. A once in a lifetime partner. No matter who comes into our lives from now on, I hope you know we would never try to replace the unreplaceable.

I know the day will come when another dog will need me to save them like you needed me four years and three months ago, and I hope I have the strength to trust that you'll look over me and guide me in the right direction. I love you my sweet angel baby.

trying to function

Hello my beautiful angel. I'm sitting here at work, dreading going home. You had the most beautiful smile for me when I walked in the door. I could barely put my belongings down fast enough. And that dance...that silly little wiggle that always let me know you were ready to burst with kisses and snuggles at the mere sight of me. Tonight will be a lonely night.

Maddy is doing her best to snuggle when I need it, but you know her. It's totally out of her comfort zone. Grandma's Chi Peanut might come stay with us until Christmas time. You know I could never replace you, but I think that cuddly little thing might help me and Maddy survive the holiday season without you.

I miss you my angel.

Thank you

Mom is overwhelmed with the love and support she's already received. The wonderful pups in the Rainbow Bridge Angel Babies group have welcomed me with open arms and it's comforting to know there are so many people out there willing to support you during this time. We've tried to thank everyone personally and send PPR's to our new friends, but if we missed anyone we're sorry.

Mom has never really lost a pet before. She was always sheltered from that as a child, so this is all new to her. I think holding me in her arms trying to keep me alive when my poor little body gave out was extremely taumatic for her to experience, as it would be anyone. I was her baby, her soul mate.

To all our Plus Fun, Plus Friendly, group pals, and those kind enough to send a pawmail of support - we love you so much. Thank you for everything you have written. If we don't respond right away, know that you're all in our hearts.

sorrow

It's 4am and I don't think I can sleep without you. You were my bed time cuddle bug, letting me kiss and snuggle into your fur. I need you so much right now. How can I live without you my sweet angel?

I am so sorry I let you go. I should have known something was wrong. I would have given everything I own to save your precious little life. I feel like such a failure as a dogmom. Please believe me when I tell you I am so sorry and I would have done anything and everything possible if I had known. My poor baby, please find comfort among the angels. I'm sure they've all fallen in love with you by now...

Preshy is an angel now

A million tears are falling down my face. I knew something was wrong this morning but I thought it was just the anesthesia wearing off. I thought she needed some rest. Then I really knew something was wrong when she wouldn't eat a spaghetti noodle, one of her favorite treats. A few minutes later her body went limp. I immediately called the vet, and then the emergency vet. I picked her up and she took her last breath as I sat down in the passenger seat. I cried and tried breathing for her, tried making her heart beat one last time. Her fur was soaked in my tears, and a few minutes later the vet confirmed she was gone.

I don't know how I'm going to live without my baby. She was my angel, the love of my life. The most wonderful therapy dog I ever met. Her life was cut short because we didn't move fast enough. The vet should have done surgery the second he saw the mass. I should have demanded it. I can't bear the thought that I might have killed my baby.

I only had her for four years, but they were the best four years of my life. I will miss you my beautiful girl. Maddy misses you too.

Mass in abdomen

First off the good news is the dental went fine today and my teeth are all sparkly white for the first time in who knows how long.

The bad news is that the ultra sound on the kidneys showed a large mass in my abdomen. Doc decided to do some tight xrays to try and see more details, and the mass is about the size of a softball (hard to imagine on an 11 pound pomeranian). It doesn't seem to be attached to the kidney but closer to the spleen or liver. We won't know anything without exploratory surgery though, which is quite expensive and would mean no wedding for mom any time soon. Money isn't the issue though - dad said he'd take a second job over Christmas break if it meant saving my life.

Poor mom is really sad and scared. I'm 12 years old and she doesn't want to put me through major surgery, but at the same time she doesn't want to give up on me either. How do you decide what the right thing is to do?

Kidney levels not so good

Well...the bloodwork is back and my kidney levels were high. Mom hasn't picked up the paperwork yet but she thinks they said 34 or 37 BUN, which could be an indicator of problems starting (high range of normal is 24). Doc and his partner looked at the xray films again, and they think there may be a slight enlargement on the left side of the kidney. Sooo...when I go in next Friday for my dental they're going to ultrasound my belly too. Poor mom, she was hoping that the worst of it was over!

Pawlease keep me in your pawrayers next Friday. *hugs*

Vet Results - not so good

Mom was a little shocked at my results. She tried to prepare herself for them, but was really disappointed to hear I wasn't in as good of shape as she thought. I tried telling her I was just competing to be cooler than Maddy, but oh well. Here's a summary of the results:

- Grade 4 Mitral Valve Murmur
- Very enlarged left atrium
- Advanced stages of Nuclear Sclerosis (loss of depth perception)
- Severe Spondylosis / arthritis of the spine (little bone bridges form between vertebrae - the majority of the spine is affected. Some of the vertebrae will likely fuse themselves soon)
- Blood Pressure and EKG were normal!

The blood and urinalysis samples were sent out to the lab. We should have those back by Monday. Keep your paws crossed nothing major shows up!

Poor mom is really upset about my results, but she's pawraying the bloodwork comes back normal.


ps - Dr. Aja also said I need to lose 2 pounds! It'll help my back be more comfortable. I guess the fat roll at the base of my tail that showed up on the x-ray gave it away. BOL

I also go in for my very first dental cleaning in two weeks. Yikes!

So not fair!

This is so not fair! Maddy has to go in for a full body workup because she has her heart condition and all, but WHY do I have to go? I'm totally healthy! Mom gets more nervous about my health as I get older, but I still feel like a puppy. No worries! At least she's going to take the day off work and sit in the vet office with us the whole time. I bet we can sucker her into taking us to the yummy doggy bakery on the way home too.

Wish me luck! The appointment is a week from Friday. :(

Have a Heart and Help Save Casper!

From Casper's diary:

**HQ Approved** **HQ Approved** **HQ Approved**

i am a proud owner of 5 Pomeranian's but i have trouble with my little 6 month old Casper (he will be 7 months as of Aug 28/2008)...
Casper has been diagnosed with heart problems about 3 weeks ago… after seeing 3 different vet's that gave me 3 different opinions I decided to do a EKG (Electrocardiogram or also known as Ultra sound).
I was Hoping that it was nothing major and it's something that he can grow out of…
Well I was wrong, Casper needs a operation… he's got PULMONIC STENOSIS…
Casper unfortunately has severe stenosis… that's why his heart murmur sounds so loud and that's why the first vet evaluated him at a grade 6 murmur . The right artery is barely pumping blood into his heart; he is in risk of his heart enlarging on the right side, and then cardiac arrest, or even sudden death..

He needs the operation as soon as possible I am hoping to get it done by mid September (the procedure that he needs done is Balloon angioplasty) … his heart is only going to be able to take it for so long… I don't have much time, the vet told me I have no more than 2 months before it gets even worse… and it’s been already almost a month.
i Really need help from all you animal lovers out there... i can't afford this procedure on my own I am currently trying to raise money for Caspers Heart Procedure...
The procedure is $3500…
I feel so heart broken over this whole ordeal, as he is just a little baby and still have many years to live one…
If there's anyone that's willing to help me, please make a donation to save Casper's life…any donation will be greatly appreciated..
I don't ask for much any donation will help... as little as 1$ to 10$ can save him....
Thank you for taking the time to read this

*hugs and may God be always with you*

YOU CAN MAKE THE DONATIONS BY

calling FL UNIVERSITY HOSPITAL and do it over the phone with Credit or debit and they will send you a receipt and it is TAX DEDUCTIBLE
the number is 352- 294- 9894
the donation is for CASPER SANTOS Account number- 241807

or
if you like you can make a check to

FVMFA
P.O. BOX 100121
GAINESVILLE FL 32610

make sure that on the check it says that it's for
ACCOUNT NUMBER 241807 and its for CASPER SANTOS

*ANY DONATION WILL HELP IT COULD BE AS LITTLE AS 1$ ... *

Please keep in mind that I am trying to raise this money before the second week of September as Casper needs this surgery as soon as possible…

thank you and may GOD BLESS YOU

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You can also donate to Casper's surgery through The Forever Franklin Fund like we did!

One of today's featured diaries!

Wow! Thank you HQ! My fursis always hogs the dogster time, so I am truly touched you gave me this honor. Of course now mom needs to give me more D time too!

Hapy Birthday to me - we have internet this week!

Thank you everyfur! Maddy usually hogs all the dogster time, but I really appreciate all the warm wishes. Today was a pawesome day. We had overnight company last night, a big breakfast this morning, then nap time when mom and dad left for a while. They came back with a fishy toy that had FOUR squeaker toys just my size in it and yummy frosted doggy cookies! Then we all went for a car ride and had a blast at the beach. Mom was furry excited when she didn't see a no dog sign anywhere at the park. Yay fun for us! We all ran and rolled and chased ducks and geese. Even mom. What a day!!! Too bad mom forgot her silly camera. BOL

And even better - silly Charter forgot to turn off the internet connection when the old tenants left so we'll be online all week!!! Woo hoo!

Happy (early) Birthday to me!

Thank you all for the warm birthday wishes! Mom promised to make my 12th woofday very special tomorrow. Something about a yummy breakfast and her devoted attention all day! She woke up rather early this morning so she could say thank you to everyfur early, especially those who have given her pretty gifts and pictures! Maddy usually steals all the dogster time, so we're truly touched you all thought of me today. Kisses to all!!!

Time to finish packing and load up the vehicles! Wish me luck I don't decide to mark my territory first thing in the new duplex. BOL

I'll miss you Oscar...

My poor sweet valentine Oscar went to the Rainbow Bridge tonight. His illness was so sudden, and my heart is aching for his sweet family. Please show them some love while they deal with their loss.

Oscar

I've been Valentine's tagged!

My friend George (602634) tagged me! I feel so loved! So for Valentine's Day, I wish that...

1. Maddy will stop trying to "buzz" me outside. I would rather pee on everything in site than chase her around the yard.

2. Mom gets a new foster dog that will keep Maddy busy so I can have more solo cuddle time.

3. My tiger bone squeaky never stops squeaking!

4. Mom buys more yummy bones that won't make me all itchy.

5. My love Oscar and all my wonderful Dogster pals have a safe and happy Valentine's Day! Stay away from that chocolate pups!

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And now to 5 of my Pommie Love pals - Tag, you're IT!!!
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My dear sweet VALENTINE, Oscar (499542)
Timon (559588)
Kobe (50012)
Harley (516452)
and finally the girl with the name that always makes me smile...
Tallulah Barkhead! (522850)

I have a valentine!!!

I'm so excited!!! We have so much in common - he was a breeder dog too, we have the same hair color, and both love our moms! Here he is girls - you can look but don't touch!

Oscar

I've been tagged!!!

I've been tagged by Dixie!

Here are the rules of this dogster game of "tag". When you are tagged, you post 7 random facts about yourself in a new diary entry along with the rules. Then you pick 7 fur pals (kitties or doggies) to tag but make sure you tell them... a simple p-mail will do, or a rosette, but you must let them know that they have been tagged. Don't forget to post their names in your diary entry! If you don't have a diary, now's the perfect time to start one!

My 7 random facts:

1. I was adopted when I was 8 years old.

2. I was a breeder dog, and when I first came home I treated everyone around me (even my new pawrents) like they were my puppy. I finally learned it was OK for mommy to be the pack leader and me to be a happy go lucky pup!

3. Mom says I was born to be a therapy dog. Nothing gives me more joy in life than getting pets and giving kisses!

4. I love to snuggle.

5. One of these days I will kill every squeaky toy in my house!!!

6. I will roll in anything stinky!

7. I've been digging at the same hole for months. It takes a while when you get bored after 10 seconds.

Pup pals I'm tagging:
1. Franklin, my dogster crush! (629827)
2. Gunner, my toy exchange buddy (409176)
3. Cookie, my TDI test support pup. (528512)
4. Nevins, my late night chatting buddy (617315)
5. Cash, cause he's so darn cute (544369)
6. Darci, cause you can never have too many pom pals (185606)
7. BB, cause he looks so much like Maddy! (504592)

Have fun dogster pals!!!

I love being a therapy dog!!!

Boy, this therapy dog thing is a great gig! Everyone is so happy to see you, and you get lots of pets and kisses.

I even got to go visit my grandma a few weeks ago at the hospital after her surgery. Mommy took Maddy there the day before, but she didn't really like all the noises and stuff so they only stayed for an hour. I wanted to prove once and for all that I'm better than Maddy at something, so I made sure I was on my best behavior. I was so good that we got to stay for four hours! Well sure, about an hour of that was a nap with grandma on the comfy hospital bed while mommy watched a few episodes of Meerkat Manor, but it was still fun. All the nurses oogled over my cute little face and called me a good girl every time they passed by. I even got to help grandma finish off her peas at lunchtime!!!

Is there anything better in life???

Happy 11th Birthday to Me!!! My story...

I was rescued from a backyard breeder almost 3 years ago. They forced me to have 11 litters of puppies by the time I was 8 years old, and I was exhausted! They decided they didn't want me anymore because my last litter of puppies died. I was so confused as to why it was so easy to be given away after 8 years, but life definitely got better.

It took me a few months to figure out how to live a life without puppies. At first I tried to mother everything - including the humans in the house. Mommy used to laugh at how I tried to baby Maddy, and she wanted NOTHING to do with that! We didn't get along so great at first, but shortly came to an agreement to share the alpha female role, and now life couldn't be any better. I give my mommy and her friends and family all the loving and kisses I can possibly give as a way to say thanks. Mommy calls me her little sweetheart, and said she couldn't imagine life without me!!!

I wanted to share my story to encourage people to not forget about all the older dogs out there. We have just as much love to give as a cute little pup, and usually come already housebroken! Yay!