December 30th 2010 12:52 am
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My dear sweet Georgie,
It's been a year since I had you in my life, and I miss you every day. Thank you for showing up in the ways that you do, it helps to ease the loss in my heart. Every day I feel your energy in so many different ways. I always said to you "you are my heart", and I still feel that way. All I have to do, is feel the love in my heart and I know you're here. You are such a part of me and our life, you colored it in so many ways. We've been going through experiences for the first time "without you", this new year marks the first year without you.
Your big old boyfriend Jake just crossed the bridge last night. I know you were there to meet him, along with Annie & Molly. I hope Jake and Boomer are good friends since they are so similar, two big old sweet golden retrievers. Remember when we would go out on Jake's boat in Florida? And all the times we went to his house and he wasn't allowed on the furniture but you & Annie always got away with it! And how he came to California to see us! His mom & dad miss him terribly but I know they'll feel better knowing he has his good friends with him.
I know everyone says the first year is the hardest, but what I really know is it's after the first year that's the most difficult. But I also do know some day we'll see each other again. Until then, sweet baby, you ARE my heart!
Gosh...it is hard to believe it has been a year. My Angel Sister Clover said she baked you a cake :) and then you both played liked the dickens!! xoxo River
God bless you and your family on this sad day