Life as a princess

July 25, 2013 2 months ago today ~~~~

July 25th 2013 2:02 pm
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Dearest Buttercup ,
Two months ago today you left for the rainbow bridge . Gosh the days get harder without you. We had a very special love affair and honestly i am not sure if my heart will ever heal . I know you are sending me signs that you are ok .. I pray every night and ask god for a sign from you . The white butterflies that are in the yard , that are following me no matter where i go ,i know must be your spirit. I did a little research about white butterflies and this is what i found out. They symbolize the soul of the departed loved ones, and life after death. They also represent a guardian angel ushering you along lifes path, and they also symbolize good luck. They are the most common form of communication after death. They also are a symbol of the resurrection. Last night i once again prayed for a sign .. i just wanted to see you in my dreams.. as i was about to doze off.. i swore i heard you doing your mona routine to get up on the bed.. i said "Patty you are imagining things ". so i turn the volume down on the T.V. i know i heard you 4 more times. I know you are with me .. but i sure miss holding you and just plan taking care of you ! I get angry that i couldn't do more for you Buttercup .. please know i did all i could do babygirl, my last gift was not to let you suffer ... I love you !

Fly free sweet angel,
I love you and miss you more than you will ever know !.
Mommy

 
 

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Barked by: Abbie (Dogster Member)

July 25th 2013 at 6:33 pm

((( hugs )))
Barked by: JAKIE, FOREVER LOVED (Dogster Member)

July 25th 2013 at 6:51 pm

Your thoughts are beautiful. (((((hugs)))))
Barked by: Abby - Forever Loved (Dogster Member)

July 25th 2013 at 7:33 pm

Buttercup will always live on in your heart and so is always close to you. (((hugs)))
Barked by: BUTTERCUP * Moms Angel Girl * (Dogster Member)

July 26th 2013 at 4:10 am

Thanks Abbie, Abby and Jakie !
Barked by: Abby - Forever Loved (Dogster Member)

July 26th 2013 at 6:33 am

GRIEF IS A JOURNEY
We move from seeing
our cherished by sight

To seeing them
in memories.

Memories are also in
constant motion.

At first they are too
painful for endurance,
and every memory
breaks our hearts.

Gradually they help
us establish the
significance of our
love and our loss

In time memories
become our most
precious possession.

The ones that once
hurt the most become
the ones we never
tire of telling.

Over time, the
memories wrap
themselves around
our being,

And our loved one
is reborn inside of
our hearts.

That is called
the journey of grief.
Barked by: BUTTERCUP * Moms Angel Girl * (Dogster Member)

July 26th 2013 at 2:39 pm

Thanks Abby.. some days this journey is very painful !
Barked by: ♥ George P.P.Pie *SHM* (Dogster Member)

July 27th 2013 at 12:30 am

{{{Hugs}} xoxo
Barked by: Bailey NWD (Dogster Member)

July 27th 2013 at 5:34 am

Aunt Patty you did all anyone could. It was no longer in your hands. Buttercup had the best and loving home possible. Hopefully in time you will only remember the joy and the pain will be less.
Barked by: Bailey NWD (Dogster Member)

July 27th 2013 at 5:36 am

Aunt Patty you did all anyone could. It was no longer in your hands. Buttercup had the best and loving home possible. Hopefully in time you will only remember the joy and the pain will be less.
Barked by: Hershey (Dogster Member)

July 27th 2013 at 10:17 am

Auntie Patty, God loves you so much to let Buttercuppy send you her white butterflies! She's only a thought away. Love is furevfur!
Barked by: Abbie (Dogster Member)

July 27th 2013 at 4:38 pm

Congrats for having one of the DDP today, Buttercup. Love you always


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