December 19th 2006 6:01 am
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Today is 6 long months since we've lost you sweet baby. Not a day goes by still that your not in my thoughts, or a tear is not shed. With the holidays nearing, it's even harder not to have you here. As I decorate and prepare, I think of last Christmas, and having you here and you and Earnie opening your presents on Christmas morning. You were so happy. You had finally found your furever home, and were safe with people who loved you with all their hearts. I still see you lying on the bed, or waiting for me at the top of the stairs. And sometimes I swear I even feel you here beside me.

I want you to know that I will always love you and you will forever be my special guy. I pray you're happy now and never sick. And I wonder if you can see us. If you can, then you know that I will forever love you. Like the saying goes .... I never wanted memories, I only wanted you ...! So rest well my love, and know that I always love you!