Happy Mother's Day from the Rainbow Bridge.

Happy Mothers Day From the Rainbow Bridge!!!

This is my mommy's first Mothers Day Without Ck and Me....I see the sadness in her eyes as I know she misses us so. I miss her too. So many of us have gone to the Bridge...sending extra healing sunshine to Auntie Eileen, Auntie Carol, Auntie Wendy, and all our wonderful friends who have lost their "children" to the rainbow bridge....all your angels are surrounding you with love, sunshine and appreciation.

We believe a mothers' love is unconditional. It is rare and uniquely special. Many women in the world don't have human children, yet give of themselves and their hearts as a mother would to a human child....we furbabies are always our mommy's "children" and because of that, we are lucky enough to known unconditional love. Luna Rose and Ivy Joy you have the greatest mom ever!

My mommy always wanted human children and yet, her life is so blessed with all of us who have been her "children". she gives of herself to others as a mommy would give to her children. She is a "mother" in every sense of the word....all of you are.

We are so grateful our grandma is home and with us.....as she is our rock and inspiraiton. We are blessed. Please take time to tell all the moms in the world, thank you...

" Make it a habit to tell people thank you. To express your appreciation, sincerely and without the expectation of anything in return. Truly appreciate those around you, and you'll soon find many others around you. Truly appreciate life, and you'll find that you have more of it."

~Ralph Marston


Thank you Mom....thank you Grandma....thank you everyone for your love.

Happy Mothers Day. May it be filled with Sunshine and love. We miss you so much!!

Our hearts are always connected by paws....

Your Angels,

Sissy, CK and Jazzi

Honoring you with all my heart....

Dearest Sissy,

6 months ago today you left for the Rainbow Bridge....I know you were ready as you told me in so many different ways.

Thank you for giving me the strength to let you go...it was one of the most difficult things I have ever done. I know you needed my help for a peaceful crossing and I promised you in the beginning to always be there and give you what you needed....

My heart aches for you and yet, I know you have found Peace....

Thank you to all our friends who have helped us during this difficult time. I know Sissy touched so many lives and hearts.

Always in my heart, Sweet Sissy Golden Angel...always in my heart.

We love you precious Girl. I am forever grateful to have been your earth mom!

Sending Valentine Love From the Rainbow Bridge

At the Rainbow Bridge....Love is in the air all the time....peaceful beautiful love.

On this Valentines Week, I wanted to take the opportunity to express my heartfelt love and appreciation for all of you. The incredilbe support and love given after I left for the bridge has been amazing and ever so helpful. Thank you for always being there for my family (and me).

I have tried to make sure you know how special you are to me on a regular basis; however, it never hurts to say it as often as I can....and I am sure I may not say it often enough....so here it goes again!

THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS AND FOR SHARING YOUR HEARTS WITH MY FAMILY AND ME!!! We are incredibly lucky!


Thank you for all the support and kindness, the cards, the gifts, the rosies, the loving and encouraging words, the friendships and healing wishes....we are blessed by each of you.

My Special Boyfriend, Boss, is at the Bridge Celebrating with me, along with all my angel friends....we are sending rainbows and rays of sunshine to all.


Here is a special Valentine Wish for all of you dear friends. Love you all...and remember our hearts will always be connencted by paws,

Sissy Golden Angel and Family
xxxxxooooooo


"Valentine Friend

A Valentine friend is someone you choose
To share your life with you,
Someone who is always there,
Whether you’re happy or you’re blue.

With a Valentine friend, you can be yourself
You don’t need to pretend;
When you’re careful to choose a compatible match,
You create a perfect blend.

With you for my special Valentine friend,
My life is full and bright;
You bring contentment, joy and peace;
You’re my Valentine delight!

By Joanna Fuchs"

Celebrating you from the Bridge, mommy--1-28-2012

Dearest Mommy,


I want you to know you are my hero. I know 1-28-2012 is a bittersweet day for you....even more so, without us here with you.I know how much you miss us..we miss you, too.

Mommy, you always told me it iwas important to reflect one's journey and remember what makes you who you are today. I am doing that for you....You are an amazing woman and I admire you more than you know. I can't help but have mixed feelings either. We are all so happy you are with us, and yet so sad because of your continual pain and daily struggles. It's hard for me to imagine it has been 22 years since the careless drunk driver hit you and changed your life forever. The person you were, died, and when you came back to us, we were so thankful.

This is like another birthday, mommy!!! I love birthdays!!! We are partying at the Bridge today!!!

I know as you face your continual health decline, you get scared. I know one day your body will fail you and you will not be able to walk again. Your future is so uncertain....but I believe you are never alone as you have helped so many with failing bodies, including me....there will be others to care for you and appreciate your mind and spirit.

We admire you tenacity and strength. I know I was not a part of your life then....and neither was my daddy, but if things would have been different, our paths may never have crossed. I am so thankful to have you for my mommy and so proud of all you do and who you are despite what you go through daily.

We know this day makes you sad, and yet grateful to be alive. It is a day of total reflection. That's okay. It is a bittersweet day and you are entitled to have these feelings..................if we could make you better we would, but want you to know, we think you are perfect just as you are....and despite what happens, we will always be by your side watching over you from above.

An extra special thank you to my angel sister Jazzi and my sisters in spirit at the bridge, CheyAnne and Sugar, who laid in your hospital bed and stayed by your side and helped you walk again. They watched you endure pain and stuggles unimagineable to many.... I am glad I could be a part of what and who you are now..............you will always be my hero...today, I say thank you for being alive and WALKING into my life and heart forever!!! Thank you for taking care of me as my body failed and helping me find peace at the Bridge…thank you for letting me be and loving me for who I am!!!

May you find your own strength and courage to face life's obstacles and appreciate and celebrate the rewards.

Celebrating and honoring you, mommy.

"One isn't necessarily born with courage, but one is born with potential. Without courage, we cannot practice any other virtue with consistency. We can't be kind, true, merciful, generous, or honest."

- Maya Angelou"


Our hearts are forever connected by paws...I love you,

Sissy--Your Golden Angel

Sending Sunshine and Peace

Wishing you a peaceful day full of self discovery and compassion towards others....

"What lies before us and what lies behind us are small matters compared to what lies within us. And when we bring what is within out into the world, miracles happen."

-- Henry David Thoreau

Our hearts are connected by paws, Sissy--Golden Angel

My Christmas Gift To You.....Put Your Paw Over Your- Heart...I am there.

To all our special Dogster and Catster pals,

We want to wish you the best holiday season ever!! We thank you from the bottom of our hearts for all the love, kindness, power of the paw, and peace you give to us so freely and willingly...you add strength and happiness to our lives. We thank you for sharing the kindness of your hearts with us. We are truly blessed to have such awesome friends. You are our family and we truly love each and everyone one of you.
The support, gifts, pmails, cards, phone calls, and out pouring of love when I went to the Bridge, helped so much. Thank you does not even begin to express our gratitude.

My family misses me so and this is their first Christmas without me….but I am celebrating with my angel friends and my angel love, Boss……we are watching over our families and always with you all.
One of the best definitions of love and kindness is below:

"Love and kindness are never wasted. They always make a difference. They bless the one who receives them, and they bless you, the giver."

~author unknown

Thank you for all you do. And now a special wish from us to you written by Kenneth Wyatt:

"Some wishes for you.....
May the coming of each sunrise remind you that
You have a whole new day to do with as you choose.
May your choices for the day include work,
Learning, forgetting, play and rest.
May the chores of each day be met,
Accomplished with ease, and excitement blest.
May the trials of each day be overcome with
Sure wisdom and a simple faith on call.
May a tear of sympathy splash down on occasion,
But your grin of cheer be everyday for all.
May the strangers you meet everyday become
wonderful friends of tomorrows’ deeds.
May the friendship you give to others become
a part of the blessing that everyone needs.
May you live the secret of happiness, discovered
when you learn to help others win.
May you reserve a large serving of love,
especially for those who are “kiss and kin.”
May your health improve as you
need…. and in answer to your prayer.
May gentleness cross your path each day,
and may you pass it along with care.
May the coming of each sunset remind you that this day
was well-spent and nothing did you lose."

As a reminder to slow down and appreciate all the joys in life....to give yourself the best Holiday gift ever...please continue reading. A very special friend of mine, Leo Angel, whom I love dearly, sent this to me and it really spoke to my heart....especially now when so many of my friends are struggling with their health. I wanted to share with all of you. I hope it reminds each of you what a special gift we have while together on earth and we are to each other....

The special poem is below and we believe pertains to all animals not just dogs:

"I AM YOUR DOG…..


I am your dog, and I have a little something I’d like to whisper in your ear

I know that you humans lead busy lives. Some have to work, some have children to raise. It always seems like you are running here and there, often much too fast, often never noticing the truly grand things in life

Look down at me now, while you sit there at your computer. See the way my dark brown eyes look at yours? They are slightly cloudy now. That comes with age. The gray hairs are beginning to ring my soft muzzle. You smile at me. I see the love in your eyes

What do you see in my eyes? Do you see a spirit? A soul inside, who loves you as no other could in the world? A spirit that would forgive all trespasses of prior wrong doing for just a simple moment of your time? That is all I ask.

I ask you to slow down, if even for a few minutes to be with me. So many times you have been saddened by the words you read on that computer screen, of others of my kind, passing away. Sometimes we die young…and oh so quickly and suddenly it wrenches your heart out of your throat. Sometimes, we age so slowly before your eyes that you may not even seem to notice until the very end, when we look at you with our grizzled muzzles and cataract clouded eyes. Still the love is always there, even when we must take that long sleep, to run free over the Rainbow Bridge.

I may not be here tomorrow; I may not be here next week. Someday you will shed the water from your eyes, that humans have when deep grief fills their souls, and you will be angry at yourself that you did not have just “one more day” with me. We have NOW, together. So come, sit down here next to me on the floor and look into my eyes. What do you see? If you look hard and deep enough we will talk, you and I, heart to heart. Come to me not as “alpha” or as “trainer” or even “Mom and Dad” – come to me as a living soul and stroke my fur and let us look deep into one another’s eyes and talk.

I may tell you something about the fun of chasing a tennis ball, or our walks together, or even life in general. You decided to have me in your life because you wanted a soul to share such things with. Someone very different from you, and here I am. I am a dog, but I am alive. I feel emotion, I feel physical senses, and I can revel in the differences of our spirits and souls. I do not think of you as a “dog on two feet”. I know what you are. You are human, in all your quirkiness, and I love you still.

Now, come sit with me, here on the floor. Enter my world, and let time slow down if only for 15 minutes. Look deep into my eyes, and whisper into my ear. Speak with your heart, with your soul, and I will know your true self.

We may not have tomorrow, and life is oh so very short"


~~Author Unknown (a very wise soul wrote this)



We wish you peace, joy, love, good health, and happiness this holiday season and we look forward to a wonderful New Year spreading love and kindness to those who cross our paths. Our hearts are forever connected by paws...

We love you, Sissy Golden Angel and Family

As Thanksgiving Approaches......find gratitude in your- hearts...Thank you Everyone!

Dearest Friends,

I want to take this opportunity to say thank you for all the incredible support, love, gifts, rosies, phone calls, cards and concern when I left for the Rainbow Bridge....I wish we could thank each of you personally, but there was such an overwhelming outpouring of love....poor mommy would never be able to physcially handle writing all those personal Thank you's....you have always been so accepting of my mommy's physical limitations and for that, we thank you too.

We are all still so very sad and my family is trying to adjust to me being at the Bridge.....I needed to go as my time on Earth was done, but when hearts are so connected....to make that decision....the pain and heartache goes on for a long while. So many friends have joined me at the Bridge...and so much heartache amongst us all....please know I am happy and at peace.....thank you for being there for my mommy. I am your Golden Angel now and will forever be watching over you and in your hearts.

I wanted to wish you a very special Thanksgiving Holiday! I know this has been a difficult year for many of us....and yet, we get through each day the best we can....we keep hope and realize that no matter what, we have each other for support…something to truly be thankful for.

Often we spend a majority of our time working so hard to overcome and deal with the bumps in the road of life that I like to get up on Thanksgiving morning and truly clear my mind allowing me to focus on only the good...the things I am thankful for. Although we try to do this on a daily basis, life can get in the way. We hope on Thanksgiving morning, you will take the time to clear your mind and focus only on the good....it warms your heart and puts a different perspecitve on things.

Interestingly enough, we have to also remember that some things which we consider to be "not so good" can still help us grow and become stronger....therefore, something to be thankful for. With most all experiences in life, we can find something to be thankful….we simply have to look and sometimes harder than others.

As I celebrate Thanksgiving, I reflect on all that I am thankful for in my life....and my heart is over-flowing with an abundance of thankfulness.

There is too much for me to simply put into words to express my thankfulness, but I want you to know....how thankful I am for Dogster/Catster, community spirit, acceptance, valuable friendships and each of you.

As I count my many blessings, you are on top of my list.

Our hearts are connected by paws! We hope your Thanksgiving is the very best it can be!

Golden hugs of thanks, Sissy Angel and family

"Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow.”

– Melody Beattie, bestselling author and journalist

I am a Golden Angel now.....forever in the hearts of all of- you.

Dearest Friends,

Most of you already know by now I made my journey to the Bridge last Friday, Oct 7, 2011. It was one of the saddest and most difficult days for us all. I did not want to leave my family, but I knew it was time to get my wings and fly….my time on earth was drawing to a close and I needed to leave….how could I leave my mommy, especially now when all things in her life are so challenging…I know how much she needs me and yet, my body could no longer hang on.

On that day, we had a wonderful morning together…full of cuddles, kisses, Dogster time and snuffles…then mommy went to work. I know I made mommy worry as I did not want to eat my peanut butter sandwich….but I simply was not hungry anymore. I got to spend my day with my grandparents. I was their Princess Girl and they pampered and loved me the whole day long…no one knew what was happening but me. I could feel my body changing and failing…..I was peaceful and resting ever so comfortably on my tile floor. Mommy and daddy left work early to take Ivy Joy to the vet as she was not acting right. Come to find out she was sick with a urinary tract infection and gum infection. Silly Kitty….I had a talk with her when they brought her home and let her know she had to be strong and healthy for them as I had to leave…..she seemed to understand. I told her she had big shoes to fill as she was going to be all they had now.

As usual, when mommy and daddy came home, I was happy to see them, wagged my tail and got lots of love. Mommy said I didn’t have a sparkle in my eyes when I looked at her, but rather, my look had changed…I was communicating to her what was happening….she needed to know as I promised I would tell her when it was time to help me cross to the other side. Mommy suddenly felt sick to her stomach and told Daddy, “Sissy is not right….” Daddy got me up to go outside and I could no longer stand, walk, etc. I would simply fall over….my legs and spine finally failed from the cancer. Please know I felt no pain as it pressed nerves and caused total numbness…..Daddy carried me in the house and placed me on my special blanket with mommy. They gave me treats and Frosty Paws….I thanked them, but refused. I simply didn’t want to eat….I had grown so very tired.

Mommy starting crying and I put my paw on her leg and looked into her eyes…..”I know Sissy, I know….” She said. Mommy told Daddy it was time and she left the room for a little while. I know it was to compose herself and make arrangements. I felt awful leaving my family and maybe could have stayed a few more days, but I knew my family would never let me stay when my body finally began to fail in this way. We had a promise to one another….to let go when it was time. This was the first ever, I let them know….it was time.

My Daddy was ever so heartbroken…..it is so hard to bring so much joy to your family and then so much sadness when you have to say good-bye. Mommy and Daddy talked for a few minutes, hugged and I could hear mommy on the phone.

Mommy called Doggie Hospice to make arrangements…then my grandparents so they could come back over, and then to one of our dearest friends, Auntie Eileen….she needed some strength to get through. Thank you Auntie Eileen for always being there and loving us through in both the good times and bad.

Mommy and I had a private talk and she let me know how her heart was feeling…..it was one of the most special times we ever shared. I, too, told her what my heart with was feeling…and the gratitude I had for them all. I thanked mommy for her strength and for choosing to give me the best and most unselfish gift…a gentle passing. I was grateful my parents decided on doggie hospice….they had been thinking about it and decided it was the right choice for me. I knew it was really expensive, but money did not matter at this time…..all that mattered was my comfort and peace.

The Vet came to our condo and just spent time with us for a while….the concept is for her to be with us as part of the family so I was not uncomfortable with a stranger in my home….Goldens never meet a stranger, right??? She was such a kind lady…..she made my final moments more peaceful than we ever imagined.

She had mommy do some paper work and explained the whole process to us all….I was resting ever so comfortably on my blanket and knew I was getting ready to go. The first step in doggie hospice was to give me a gentle shot under the skin of a slow acting sedative and pain medications. These medicines have been proven to peacefully put doggies in a dream like deep sleep and to avoid any pain which may be felt during the transition process……I slowly drifted off to sleep….I could hear my family say “sweet dreams Sissy Girl”…..I felt ever so peaceful and my breathing was calm….I even exhibited I was dreaming and running in my sleep with little doggie leg twitches…mommy loves that!

Once I was in a total deep sleep and could feel absolutely no pain (which was checked by thorough exam)….I was then given the final gift to help me go to the bridge. It was quick. As I took my last breath, I felt angel wings all around me…..lifting me to my eternal home. It did not take long to arrive at the Rainbow Bridge….I opened my eyes to see all the beauty around me….Jazzi and Ck were there, along with Boss, my love, Belle, Shadow, Leo, Molly, Jayke, Duke Goofy, Coco, The Chicago Crew….Oh my….the list of angels there to welcome me was far more than I can ever write….I was surrounded in angel love. What a beautiful feeling.

Many paws reached out to show me the way…..I knew I was safely at peace and my journey was complete. Leo took me by my paw and showed Boss and I a special place under a tree in the lush green grass where the sun shone brightly through and said this is where I watch over my family…..I, too, could see my family…so devastated, so hurt. I love you, I said….I am always with you. Jazzi and CK joined me and mommy’s angels were together again….I also got to meet CheyAnne and Sugar…..wow, what special angel girls.

I want to say thank you to all of you for being part of my life and heart….you have added so much joy and happiness to my time on earth….each of you has touched me in a way I can never express in words…but I am forever blessed to have known you all.

Although you cannot see me….I have not left your heart…simply place your paws and hands over your heart and you will feel my big golden girl smile….
Thank you for helping my family, especially mommy, during this difficult time. I know I was her rock, her anchor, her best friend….and she feels so lost and alone…but knows she is not because of all of you.

Thank you for all the gifts, rosies, p-mails, phone calls, cards, the contributions for my pet portrait…..mommy and daddy has been overwhelmed with the outpouring of love and generosity….mommy says she can never write individual thank yous to each of you as her physical conditions do not afford her this luxury….but I know each of you understands. Mommy does not feel deserving all of the gifts you are sending, but she is….mommy has a heart of gold and does not even know it.
Please continue to give my mommy and daddy your support as the days, weeks and months ahead will prove to be challenging….their lives are an obstacle course right now and without me there, even more difficult. I will be their Golden Angel and watch over them and guide them to peace. Mommy’s angels are together again and we are watching over all of you…forever.

I am so glad almost 12 years ago….we rescued each other…thank you, Mommy and Daddy.

I am waiting to receive my official wings….and I know when I get them, I will fly by and let you feel my presence.
What a difference you have made in my life…..as sung by Ronnie Milsap and other artists:

What A Difference You've Made In My Life Lyrics


“What a difference you've made in my life,
What a difference you've made in my life
You're my sunshine day and night.
Oh, what a difference you've made
In my life.


What a change you have made in my heart,
What a change you have made in my heart,
You've replaced all the broken parts.
Oh, what a change you have made...
In my heart.

Love to me was just a word in a song
That had been way over-used.
But now I've joined in the singing
Cause you've showed me love's true meanin'
That's why I want to spread the news.

What a difference you've made in my life,
What a difference you've made in my life,
You're my sunshine day and night
Oh, what a difference you've made...
In my life.

What a difference you've made in my life
)Listen to me)
What a difference you've made in my life,
You're my sunshine day and night
Oh, what a difference you've made
Yeah.

What a difference you've made in my life,
What a difference you've made in my life
You're my sunshine day and night...
Oh, what a difference you've made....

Yeah.... yeah,
Yeah, yeah -h - h

What a difference you've made in my life
What a difference you've made in my - y - y life
You're my sunshine day and night
Oh, what a difference you've made
Oh what a difference you've made

In my life - e – e”


Good bye my special friends….our hearts are connected by paws.

Lovingly, your Golden Angel,

Sissy

I am an angel now....Put your paw over your heart...I will- always be there.....

This is Sissy's mommy....it is with great sadness I let you know Sissy joined the angels tonight. She left peacefully with the help of doggie hospice. She let us know it was time....

We are heartsick and thank you in advance for all the love and support.....

Our hearts are connected by paws...always.

Sissy Update

Good morning sweet friends,

Thank you for the love and support always, but even more so these past couple of weeks....it is so hard with CK going to the Bridge and my failing health.... I really don't want to leave my family and I am doing the best I can to stay around a while longer....

My legs stopped working again yesterday and I was taken to the vet for a long acting steroid injection in my spine area....

Mommy knows this is "band-aide" type medicine, but is so hoping it will help me....

She and I had a long talk last night....we came to an agreement that I would tell her when it was time and we both know it is so close. It is even more difficult as I am so alert, do the happy happy doggie dance after eating (with my uppper body and face only), smile.....I am so happy...I simply enjoy life. I must admit, it is frustrating when my legs stop working.

The cancer appears slow growing.....but there is a possibility this spine issue could be cancer related. No one can say for sure and mommy and daddy have agreed no invasive tests at my age....there is nothing which can be done but palliative care and so putting me through anymore would be unfair.....

I love and appreciate you all.

I rested comfortably last night and get up, although difficult, on my own, and went out to potty.....so the medication is starting to work. Daddy is still going to stay home with me. Mommy struggles with her spinal cord to lift and care for me when I can't help and has been sleeping on a mattress on the floor with me for over a year...mommy wishes she could do more.....I tell her not to feel bad as I know she is always there for me. She does more than she should and always puts me first. My grandparents take amazing care of me, too. I am lucky.....

Our hearts are connected by paws, Sissy