January 19th 2008 3:26 am
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February 6th is fast approaching. It has almost been a year since I returned you back to your creator, and yet my heart still breaks as if it were just yesterday I said my final good bye's to you. My heart is still very broken, because my lil one, you are so very special to me. You meant the world to me. I still look at every Tzu that goes by me with a glimmer of hope I will see YOU in their face, personality, or character. Not one Tzu comes even close to my special lil girl. Not one. And you know me, Nikki, I love Tzu's.

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you or talk about how special you were to me and all your many cool tallents you had. You made me so proude to have had you in my life.

I held a Sweetie Tzu in my arms the other day that was almost as old as you were when you left me. Cookie was her name. Taking her last breath in my arms as I held her close to my body, when I called on you to greet her at the Rainbow Bridge. Thank you my lil one for meeting her and showing her the ropes at the bridge. She was a tiny little thing ,just like you were at age 21. She had just turned 20 years old when her little body started to break down and couldn't hold on any longer. Her owners and I cried together. I held her so close to me and cried into her lifeless body as I did yours, when you were set free from your failing body. Inhaling that ever so familiar scent into my nostrils, feeling that ever so soft coat brush against my face, smelled like fresh spring air. Her coat and scent reminded me of yours lil one. Cookie had a few more black markings on her than you did, but, it was so uncanny how familiar and similar she was in size and stature to you.

I hope the two of you are running like the wind, chasing butterflies and having such a glorious time together.

Nikki please take care of Cookie for her owners, until the day comes they meet again.

Until then my Sweetie Tzu, I love you and miss you ever so dearly.

Always in my heart, soul and thoughts.

Love,
Momma.