All Day I Sit and Wait

Final Approach

July 8th 2009 4:31 am
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Beezer, today is the day you boarded that bus heading for the Rainbow Bridge. Today I remember laying on the floor with you watching you struggle to take a breath and your back paws swelling up! I remember how I talked to you to let you know that I knew you were going to a beautiful wonderful place where the pain would end and you would be free to run and play and be happy. I remember knowing (and still know) that where your pain was ending mine was beginning. I fell asleep with tears last night remembering our last night together and then today our last day together. My heart so torn between doing what was right for you and wanting you to stay. Why does it feel like I blinked and your time with me was over! I woke up this morning and even though I fell asleep in my bed, I woke up, in my mind, on the floor with you in the living room. I have so many different emotions running around my brain. Today marks so many things for me. Not to mention it is your G'pa's birthday! I didn't want to write to you about the sadness I feel on the day you went to the Bridge, instead I wanted to talk about all the joy you brought me while you were here. From the long walks, to the countless hours you spent "fetching" the ball, to all the places we went together. I remember how when I would cry you would lick away my tears and sit by my side never leaving for even a minute, I remember how you would talk in the morning when I would get up for work I think complaining that it was too early to be up, I remember how you would dance around the closet when it was time for your night treat. I remember how you busted through the fence at Aunt Trisha's house to come after me when we went to the store. I will always be honored that I was chosen to be your mommy and to care for you throughout your life. I will always be grateful that I was with you when your journey here ended. I will always cherish each and every minute we got to spend together. Most importantly, I will always feel safe knowing that you are my angel watching over me. I miss you with an intensity that I can't define. A one in a million animal and friend you touched my soul in a way that can never be doubled. So today on your cross anniversary, I celebrate the special bond between us that only you and I could ever understand. I love y0u and to this day and always know you were truly my once in a lifetime best friend.

Rest easy my BeenieBean one year ago today you earned the right to be pain free and happy.

Mommy

 
 

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Barked by: Cisco Kid (Dogster Member)

July 8th 2009 at 8:54 am

Awww....our family is feeling your pain today...the pain that comes with the 1st Bridge Crossing and wondering where all the "time" went. We know that today will mark the beginning of a healing process that will dull over time but we know the memories your Mama has of you will last FOREVER!!

Sending special HUGS to you today and letting you know that you're a STAR among the Heavens and a STAR among your furiends!!!

Love to you always!!!

Cisco Kid & Mom
xoxoxoxo
Barked by: Cookie (In Memory) (Dogster Member)

July 8th 2009 at 9:16 am

Hey Beezer,

We're thinking of you and your Mom today.

Our hearts go out to Mom. Take comfort in knowing that Beezer and his pals are together and today we are having a big BBQ, just as he always loved.
Barked by: ♥ Jack a roo (Our Angel (Dogster Member)

July 8th 2009 at 2:50 pm

Oh Beezer,You are such a great friend here and I'm glad you are one of my buddy's here to show me the ropes. I know your mom misses you so because you are one of the best ever and my mom is thinking good thoughts to your mom and knowing only time will heal but she will always remember the special times you had together.
Your in our hearts Always, Jack a Roo and mom!
Barked by: ♥Sophie Claire CGC (Dogster Member)

July 9th 2009 at 4:40 am

Sending love and hugs to you and know that we all share the feelings you are having. Breezer is free of pain and all of the furs at the Bridge are running and playing.
Barked by: Autumn- Our Angel (Dogster Member)

July 9th 2009 at 10:22 am

We feel your hurt and sadness. We send all of our love and hugs to you. Please know that we are thinking about you and keeping you in our prayers.
Peace,comfort and love,
Autumn,Roscoe,Dog, Penelope and Mom
Barked by: Cheyanne - Our Sweet Angel (Dogster Member)

July 9th 2009 at 6:24 pm

Beezer...You are one of the luckiest pups to have known the love your Mommy has for you.

Please give her the peace and comfort to get through this really difficult time..

We love you guys

xoxoxoxox
Cheyanne & Mom
Barked by: "Angel" Sassy 1984-2000 (Dogster Member)

July 9th 2009 at 7:49 pm

Beezer was truly blessed to be loved so deeply. I'm sure he is eternally waggin' his tail in gratitude for all that you shared together. I'm so sorry that the sorrow still remains but please remember that freeing Beezer from his pain was perhaps the most beautiful gift you could have given him.



When you are sorrowful
look into your heart
and you shall see that
you are weeping
for that which has been
your delight
~ Kahlil Gibran


Angel Kisses
Sassy
Barked by: SAM (Dogster Member)

July 8th 2010 at 8:12 pm

2nd crossing anniversary HUGS for you & your family~


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