ABOUT ME!!! An Aussie Tale.......Woof Woof...

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Missing you so very much.......

July 25th 2013 7:40 am
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The tears are endless and the pain hurts my heart so much. I can not begin to thank each of you for the love and support you have given to Rio and me through out all the years on this wonderful site. Rio was a miracle dog. He fought till the end until his body said no more. I truly believe it was our love that kept him going for so many years. It was not enough time. I needed so many more seconds and minutes and hours with him. He went very peacefully in my arms. I laid by his side and held him and told him how brave he was and how much mama loved him. Then in a minute he was gone and now I am here without him. I knew this time would come but in my heart I was not ready. I do not think you can ever make your heart ready for such a loss. I miss his eyes the most. He would look at me with such love and devotion it would just melt my heart. This loss is more painful than I can explain. I truly believe when you devote yourself to caring for one for so many years that the bond becomes stronger. He depended on me and me him. I loved him more than any words can explain. Some may not understand the depth of that kind of love..but many do. Rio I believe knew he was dying. Yet until the end he wagged his tail and looked at me with those loving eyes full of life. He would have died in pain if I had not ended his suffering. I did not want him to start having seizures. Not eating was hard enough. He struggled to eat but his body would not let him.
I love you Rio. I thank you for sharing your life with me and going on an incredible journey with me for eleven years. I was so very blessed to have you in my heart and home. The house is empty now. No wiggle butt dancing together, no walks, or rides or belly rubbs..just endless pain for me. You were the best, my heart, my soul and I will miss you forever. Romp with your brother in heart Willie..but wait for me. Meet me when I cross the bridge...because without you there would be no heaven. You remain with me forever. No one can take the wonderful memories of our life shared together away from me. I love you forever and ever...You were and will always be my baby boy and I will miss you forever. Thank you Rio for all the love you gave to me. My heart will be with you always. I miss you so much and I will forever miss you my baby boy. You were such a good boy....

 

Rio is now angel...........

July 24th 2013 12:18 pm
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My heart is broken. I will write more when I can. He was an angel before he got his wings. I love you baby boy. You have my heart forever and always. My beautiful boy is gone.

 

Rio will become an angel today........

July 24th 2013 7:24 am
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As hard as it is to say goodbye sweet boy, I know I am being selfish in keeping you here. Your body has given up. You still wag your tail, but your eyes tell me you are tired. My heart is breaking into a million pieces. I do not know what I will do without you. You are such a good boy and you tried so hard for me. I know you are tired, but this decision is not an easy one. I feel like I am killing my best friend in the world. I have loved you now for eleven years. I can not imagine a day without you. I will always love you my baby boy. You are my heart and you are taking it with you. Please dear God let there be a heaven where I will see my baby boy again. The tears will not stop.......my heart is broken. I love you sweet Rio.

 

Rio continues to not eat..........

July 21st 2013 7:52 am
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My heart is breaking....tomorrow I will call the vet and make the decision I have fought so long not to make. Thank you all for your love and support. Rio is such a good boy......my love for him is endless. How do I do this? I have no choice. He has made the decision not to eat and you can not live if you refuse to eat. All the options to help him are gone. There is nothing more I can do but ease his suffering. Please hold my Rio in your heart and prayers. I will write again when the journey is over. I do not know how I am going to find the strength to do this...but I must some how for Rio. My beautiful boy...he is my heart. Pat

 

My beautiful brave baby boy...........I will love you- forever and always........

July 20th 2013 10:00 pm
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Rio.....I need to write this while you are still with me. I see you growing weaker and I see how tired you are. You would not eat today and the last few days have been a struggle. I would do anything in my power to keep you with me..but now I know it is time. As brave as you have been for me, now it is time for me to be brave for you. It is not an easy choice. You have fought back so many times that I keep praying this one you will win and be strong again. I know in my heart that that is not going to happen. Some people tell me to let nature take its course, I can not do that. I can not sit and watch you suffer. Are you in pain? You would never let me know, but by not eating I know the time is near. I Love you so very very much. I have cried so much these last months. People tell me my life will be easier when you are gone...they have no idea. They have no idea how empty my heart and home will be. You are my protector, my best friend. We have been together each day for eleven years. I would never leave for fear something would happen and I would not be here for you. How do I look in your eyes and make the decision to end your life? I have no idea how I am going to do this. It is killing me to even think about it. I should be ready but I am not. I would get up early these last months just to hand feed you and make sure you got your medicine. I would get up early for the rest of my life if you could stay. I would do anything for you. So our journey together is almost over. I thank you my beautiful boy for blessing my life, for loving me and for trusting me. I know we have a very special bond that death can not break. You will always be with me Rio...I will never get over losing you. I love you baby boy. You are such a good boy.....When you leave you will be taking my heart with you. When I leave this earth...I will hold you again and tell you over and over what a good boy you are. I love you sweet Rio...forever and ever and always........Your mom

 

My fight is nearing the end............please keep me and- mom in your prayers.

July 20th 2013 8:33 am
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I am growing weaker and am refusing to eat. Mommies tears will not stop and I hate hurting her heart but my body is not cooperating. It is not doing what my heart wants. If I could I would stay forever with mommy coz she needs me so very much. The vet and mommy spoke and when mommy can decide..then she will be coming to the house. It will be easier for me. Please always remember how brave I have been and how hard I fought to stay. Even if I leave I remain forever with mommy. I love you all......but I am growing tired. Please keep me in your prayers. The journey here on earth will be over soon. Love you all......Rio

 

Losing those you love........

April 12th 2013 7:06 pm
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I had planned a big birthday celebration for Rio...and then the phone rang. Someone whom I have had in my life as first a fiance, then a friend and lately as someone whom I have been seeing again....died. He dropped dead and they could not get him back. To say my heart is broken would be an understatement. I just always thought he would be here. Never for one second think that someone you love will be here forever. In an instant they are gone and all the things you wanted to tell them..is lost. Never take for granted things that you needed to say or put off seeing someone...grab the moment and run with it. I will never see my friend again. It truly has been devastating.
I am sorry that I have not thanked everyone for all the birthday wishes for Rio...this is the first day I have been on the computer. I do thank each of you. Rio is doing OK...but I know that our time is limited. To say that I am depressed is an understatement. My heart feels like it can not take any more grief. If you do not hear from us for a while..it is because I need time to digest the fact that life as I thought it was going to be will not be. I am so very sad right now. Thanks for listening...keep my beautiful Rio in your prayers. We both love you all so very much. Rio and Pat

 

Tomorrow you turn eleven.....

April 6th 2013 7:41 pm
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Sweet baby boy...do you know how much I love you. When I hold you close to my heart it is as if we were one. You and I have been through so very much together...but we made it. You will be eleven. The years have been to short, and I want a million more with you. I know in my heart that this may be the last one we have together. With tears flowing I celebrate you. You with your fighting spirit and love for me. You love only me...and we together make a home. I can not think of what may lie ahead I have to celebrate today and tomorrow. We made it sweet boy. I love you to the moon and back and tomorrow..we will make many memories. Happy birthday my sweet baby boy. Thank you for sharing the gift of you with me. I love you, Mom

 

I am going to be eleven.......

April 5th 2013 7:13 pm
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My birthday is Sunday. If any of you know me...I was not supposed to make it to five, yet here I am turning eleven. Mom prayed very hard for me to make it to this birthday. You see, my kidneys are failing, I have copper storage syndrome and seriously..it is a true miracle that I am still here with mommy. She does everything she can for me. I think her love, and my fighting spirit has what has brought me this far. I know this will probably be my last birthday so mommy promises to make it very special. I just wanted to thank everyone who has battled with me these last years. There have been many ups and downs. We have shed tears together, laughed together but most of all we have shared the love of our furkidz with each other. Each of you is so very special to mommy and to me. So for my birthday, if you would hug your furkid for me very close to your heart, that would make my birthday very special. So...Sunday will be a special day filled with making memories..each day is so very precious. We love you all. God bless each of you and big hugs to all of you. Love and paw hugs,
Rio and Pat

 

Never leave your purse on the floor............

March 23rd 2013 6:24 am
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Mommy has been hand feeding me and worrying so very much. She went to the store for groceries and bought herself two candy bars. The clerk had her put them in her purse. So when mommy was carrying in the groceries she put her purse on the floor...went out and got another bag of groceries and when she came in the house the Rio..that is me...had already ate both of the candy bars. Well this sent mom into a frantic. It was to late to call the vet so she sat up with me all night. Since then......I have ate my food on my own and been just fine. I think she should leave her purse on the floor more often...but Mommy says doggies are Never ....Never ....Never ever to have chocolate. I put the big scare into mommy. Every thing turned out OK..but it could have been a disaster. So mommy wants everyone to remember..never take a chance coz doggies can sniff out chocolate in a second. This story turned out OK but believe me....it could have been horrible. So thank you everyone for the continued prayers. I am doing as well as can be expected with my kidneys being so bad..but those chocolate candy bars were yummy. Rio.....

 
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