ABOUT ME!!! An Aussie Tale.......Woof Woof...
August 24th 2013 2:01 pm
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My beautiful boy......can you feel my love. Do you know how much I miss you? I knew the day the vet told me you had bad kidneys that our journey would be a tough one. Yet you fought for me. You with those glorious eyes and beautiful nose and paws and fur....fought for mama. You tried up until the end to stay. I think you knew how much I needed you. You with your little wiggle butt and happiness...you tried so very hard. I tried everything I knew to help you. I hope you knew when I was begging you to eat and hand feeding you even when I knew you did not want to eat...I hope you knew it was because I did not want to lose our battle. That last day after not eating for five days.....I knew it was time..yet my heart kept telling me NO. It was the hardest decision I have ever made. Some day I know I will smile when I think of you but for now the tears are endless. The sparkle of your eyes absent, my heart so empty. Just know my good baby boy...I will love you till the end of time. There are days I just want to give up and stay in bed and not face this home without you. I have to keep going.....it is what you would want. It is so hard here without you sweet boy. I love you my Rio....I love you so very very much. I will always wish that you could have stayed......but I know that you needed to go on this journey without me. Just know...you may be gone in body...but you remain in my heart forever and always. Miss you my sweet boy...........so very much.
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Dos Rio Yushula / (RIO)