October 28th 2007 1:39 pm
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Another marker approaches and I want to count the blessings and not the heartaches ... but I find myself, on most days, walking around the edge of that hole that's my grief and pain, carefully working my way around it and avoiding falling in ... but at times it feels like multiple layers of pain build up until my heart can't take anymore and I fall into the hole and feel like the darkness is going to swallow me up, until a friend's hand reaches down just in time and pulls me out and the cycle begins again ... my mind is frozen in time, it has stayed behind stuck on that day of awful pain, but life has continued to move and time keeps passing.
On Wednesday, the 29th marker of your passing into eternity, I will remember your love and our life together and dream of the life that is to come one day ... I will hold you on that day, my little son, and I will never have to let go of you again. I love you always and forever.
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