i am making progress

me open wounds and sores that were on my back legs,because i used to lie on the hard cage ground are closed now and the vet stopped the leg treatment!
yayyyyyyyyyy
mom is very very happy,because now that reminder of my past is healing and we can soon forget thet.
me is also playing a bit sins two days.
mom has to start and she really has to act coo coo....and than me will play with the toy,that is a play and tug toy....and than me will bite in it and stuff.
so that is a new score to.
and yesterday,me came to mommy,put my legs on her lap,which i would never dare before,and gave her her very first kiss.
mom almost cried.
she went all coo coo again(wonder if that is a human thing)and she was praising me
it is just a kiss mom ya know
but me never done that before.
and now me licks moms paw to...so i am starting to use my tongue the way it is made for,as mom calls it lol
the cats are now also getting used to me,they sniff my tail or front paw and they lie on mommy's lap again when i am next to her on the couch
so that is for them also a huge thing.
as you,that know mom long,can see,we also have two new cats,binky and bacardi,both rescue cats,both abused...
so mom saved this year three souls.
she always says to us,i wish i could do more,but my wallet can only support so much,and rescue is no rescue,if you can not provide your fur child with the best of care
and that is true
so she says ,who knows,with gods will,one day,we can save a new pet.
so i am slowly learning to be a dog
sometimes i dream
i have nightmares
about the cage,and the cold basement where me and my brofur were kept
sometimes he was so afraid he would pee over me,or poo poo....
we shared this medium cage together.
not big enough
but we loved eichother...
i never got angry at him if he did poo or pee over me,i know he was so scared.
but when mom got me,because he did that,me was ridden with parasites of his bowel content and me was so smelly.
i cryed the whole time when she washed me,but after that she took a warm blankie and held me close to her..that helped.
she says i am save now
but in my dreams i am not sure
when i wake up whelping,mom cuddles me and says...you are home diva...with mom
and that me go's back to sleep
one day i will be free completely....
when my soul has healed....
where i am at now,is a new start for me to do that

wuv wuv

diva girl