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Eating My Way Till The End

July 23, 2012 - Today I Took a Journey without My Family

July 23rd 2012 10:55 pm
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My pain is gone. My family is crying. I'm not here wiff them anymore. Tears .. so many tears they shed. I just stared into their eyes wanting to make it better for them, but I couldn't. Something got inside of me and made me hurt and not be myself. I wanted to come home wiff my mom and dad..and Talker too, but they said I couldn't. I had to stay. My face was wet wiff tears. I've never seen them cry so much. I could only look into their eyes and try to comfort them. Dad kept telling me how much he loved me. I'm his Princess. I'm his Baby Girl. He kept telling me good bye. Mom stayed behind and I sent her all my 'senji powers to her to tell her that I didn't want her to cry. She kissed me so many times and then said "Until We Meet Again Banban". Every night she would say to Talker and Me, "tee you in the morning". She didn't say those words this time when I went to sleep.

She sent me on a journey. I'm scared. My Angel friends, she said, will help me find my way. She said I will see Casey the Cat and she and I will wait together for my family to arrive one day, but Until We Meet Again, I will love them from afar. I will love them inside their hearts. I will love them always for making me feel better and free of the Cancer.

I'm sorry Mom and Dad and Talker too that I couldn't stop your tears. I love you.

Mom says when she finds her voice again...I will be back on Dogster. Until We Meet Again....remember me!

Savannah aka Banners!


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Barked by: Angel Petey- In Loving Memory (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 3:28 am

OMG, Banners we are so sorry that you have made your journey over the bridge. We know that you are not in any pain now and that you will always be looking over your parents and they and us will always think of you! We will never forget you

Barked by: Winnie (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 3:44 am

I am so sorry you had to leave your family behind and join me here at the bridge. but now your spirit is free.
and even tho you will miss your family you are not alone have so many friends to greet you.
your pain has come to an end.but for those you left behind, it has just begun.they will miss you,till the day comes for them to make the journey here.
run free sweet Banners!
Barked by: Sandy (aka Thumper) (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 4:37 am

You will never be alone...Kramer, Me, Winnie and all your other angel friends will see to that

Tell mom if she needs to chat my mom is always here, or on FB.....

Lots of love to all of you
Barked by: Winston (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 5:18 am

Banners, your mom and dad are not the only ones with leaky eyes. My mom is crying today as she reads this. We love you pretty girl. We hope you had a peaceful journey.
Barked by: Tyler (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 5:57 am

So sad to hear this news :(

All i can say is R.I.P Banners, and our thoughts are with your family at this difficult time.

Barked by: Walker (Angel Boy) (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 6:40 am

Run free in the Heavenly sunshine sweet, sweet Banner's.Someday everyfur and everyone will be together again.
Love, Walker & Family
Barked by: Kiko (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 6:57 am

Don't be scared, Banners. I've heard it is very beautiful at the Bridge, and I know you have lots of friends there. My mom is very sad this morning too. We will do our best to watch over your furmily along with you and Tee. We love you!
Barked by: Angel Annie (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 8:09 am

Banners, may the angels cuddle you in their wings and you have a safe journey over the bridge!

Barked by: Hershey (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 8:28 am

Aw, Banners, we're so sorry you had to say bye-bye to your fambly. Mommy's face windows are leaking something awful. Thanks fur being so much fun on Dogster, fur your wonderfur stories, fur being such a good pal! Your pawprints are all ovfur our hearts!
Barked by: R.I.P. RaJa Babu Always SDBH, (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 8:28 am

Banners, you will watch over your family.

You went to the bridge the same day as I did in 2009. I along with so many dogster pals welcome you to the bridge. We play here until we're united with our human parents.

You will always be remembered by your Dogster pals. You brought basenji smiles to all of us.

Peace and Blessings.
Barked by: Abbie (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 2:04 pm

You will be forever in our hearts Banners,

Love Abbie and family
Barked by: Cassie (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 5:37 pm

Banners, you will be forever in our hearts. Mommy's eyes are leaking again after reading your diary. I know by now our angel fur sisfur and brofur have found you and are among your welcoming committee at the Bridge. We will try to help your wufferful family as they are missing you so much.
Barked by: Coco Rose (Dogster Member)

July 24th 2012 at 7:28 pm

May the peace which comes from the memories of love shared comfort you now and in the days ahead. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time.
Barked by: DODGER (Dogster Member)

August 7th 2012 at 6:35 pm

Dear Sweet Banners.. One of my truest friends on Dogster.. Rest now Banners for you are a young pain free pup once more.. My mom's face was all wet this morning as she saw you are now an angel in our corral.. Much love, hugs and prayers to your wonderful mama and papa who have shared so much of your life with us all and a special hug to Talker who will surely miss your little love nips... We shall keep in touch with your family Fly free little angel girl!
Barked by: Savannah aka Banners! (Dogster Member)

August 7th 2012 at 10:43 pm

thank you lil Dodger. I know it must have been a shock for you to read this about me. My mom and dad tried to keep me healthy and pain free. Dad would carry me all the time as we went out on our walks...he would push my stroller and he didn't mind that my stroller was pink. Now my stroller sits in the bedroom and it makes daddy cry when he sees it. It never made him embarrassed to push it. He was proud. And he always cleaned me up if I had an accident. My dad loved me and my mom loved me deeply too. They still cry. I hope one day they will smile. They will walk in the Bark for Life in Carmel in my honor on August 25. I will be there wiff them.

I'm sorry I made your mom cry Dodger. Kiss her for me.
Barked by: Momma's Girls (Dogster Member)

February 17th 2013 at 9:54 pm

♥ I wish I had some great words to say but I dont.
I am so sorry to hear about Banners and I am sorry I wasn't around. We had a scare with Kiki earlier this year, it turned out alright and we got lucky but in reading your Diary it brings me back to that moment when I was shocked by the big C. Your heart is on that unknown ledge and you don't know what the future will be.
Sending you so much love and I know it's been a while now but again I am sorry and know that her love will live on forever.
((hugs)) Mini and Kiki's Momma.

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