Messages From This Side of the Bridge

Things happen for a reason

March 27th 2013 9:25 pm
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Dear Zane,
I got your message loud and clear today. I have been second-guessing my decision and feeling terribly guilty after losing you. And your disease is uncommon and difficult to diagnose. But, today at work, one of the doctors had a medical book in my work area, and left it open to attend to other matters. Usually, I keep the books open or mark the page so they can come back to it. I walked over to the book and it read "treating glomerulunephritis". My heart sank. I read it. It talked of different options, all of them with unsuccessful or undetermined outcomes. The disease is rapidly progressive. I felt a kind of weight lift off my shoulders. It was as if you were saying, "See Mom, there is nothing you could've done. Stop feeling responsible and guilty." I believe things happen for a reason, things are placed in our path to show us things. And, I believe that today you showed me something, Zane. I am still enormously filled with grief at losing you, but I see that nothing would've changed the outcome. I did what was best for you, my friend. I didn't want you to suffer. Thank you for sending me that message. Thank you for sharing a piece of your life with me. I miss you, my dear sweet beloved Zane.

Love with all my heart,
Mom

 
 

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Barked by: Droopy, Forever in my heart (Dogster Member)

March 28th 2013 at 12:16 am

they do show us signs. sometimes our hearts are so filled with grief that we don't see them, i'm glad you saw this one.
much love, lori
Barked by: Bosco (my special Angel) (Dogster Member)

March 28th 2013 at 8:05 am

If this was not a sign, Mom and I don't know what is. Reading this gave Mom goosebumps. We thank you and your Mom for your recent comment on my diary entry.

Love -

Angel Bosco
Barked by: Angel Annie (Dogster Member)

March 28th 2013 at 5:00 pm

I am so glad precious Zane sent you this sign. Hopefully you will find more peace now!

xoxo
Annie
Barked by: Scarlett (7/3/99~11/16/07) (Dogster Member)

April 11th 2013 at 7:49 pm

So very glad Zane sent you a sign. He worries about you always and is watching!

Scarlett


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