February 12th 2013 8:12 am
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My Dear Angel and Friends,
Angel...I am seeing you in my minds eye with two eyes and the most shining beautiful hair flying in the wind as you run and play. Thoughts like that are all that are getting us through right now. I can't write my tribute yet to you today. I cry at the thought of you and that will be alot of thoughts about you! They say your ashes of your little body may be ready as soon as this Friday! Valentines Day.....hmmmmmm....but anyway we had you cremated privately because I have to have YOU with me in some form. I am afraid when they hand me the ashes that I will just lose it. My beautiful special girl reduced to ashes...some how I have to get beyond that and find comfort that YOU will be home with me again! We will pick out your urn that day too if they have a nice enough one. Last night I ordered a beautiful remembrance piece...I don't know if we will put it inside or outside...but it is an angel with big angel wings arms around a stone with a special verse on it and she is weeping..it reminds me soo much of how I feel. BUt I know you are in good hands and you are at peace..no more hurts or being scared, no more siezures so I know you are happier...so with that thought in mind and because I know YOU would want it no other way...I am going to go and give your siblings all the love I can..just like we always did!
I have NO regrets about "us" Angel...that is very comforting..I know that you loved me with all you had and you know the same from me....I know you pretty well showed me it was your time to go...you had suffered enough...I loved you enough to let you go but now it is the missing you....I will miss you and love you forever!
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Mommy also have me cremated and she keeps my ashes in her bedside table together with my photo and my collar
I am sure you will find a place in your hear to keep Angel's memory alive
You are in our thought and prayers
we are here for you and your family
God bless you Angel
Ohhh Crystal...thank you so very much for the beautiful wings for Angel!! Is there anyway I can copy that off??? Thank you also for the idea of what we will do with Angels ashes, collar, and photo.!! We have never done this before and didn't know what to do with them for sure...was thinking about a special area on our dining room shelf but I like this better! So we are gonna copy your mamma!! Oh yes we will keep Angel's memory alive....her pics hanging in the house give me peace...thank you for keeping us in your thoughts and prayers....and for saying you are here for us...that means ALOT!!
Jodi..aka Angels Mamma
Sending hugs and pawrayers, Mz Jodi! Our mom hopes that making the memorial for Angel will be good for you. Focusing on heartdog Katie's memorial helped Mom a bit. While you are planning it and putting it together, you have a place to go in your mind that is just about you and your little one.
THANK YOU Tessa!!! Short on words this evening...sorry.....
Mom has some of my ashes. The rest of my ashes were taken to one of my favorite ponds and I loved going out in the boat with Mom and Dad.
Mom also has all of my ID tags, collar, leash and bandanas when I would get groomed.
Thank you Angel Bosco....I ran into Angel's tiara in my jewelry box tonight , her first two coats, her collar, her tags...it just dosen't seem to end...not that I want it to....I don't think I can part with any of Angels ashes right at first...maybe later and if I do her favorite place would be Sheldon Park...but I don't know right now. Having a hard time tonight but thank you for writing.
Jodi..Angels Mamma 4 Ever!