my angel whisper

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MY PRECIOUS ANGEL WHISPER

October 8th 2011 6:32 pm
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ITS BEEN 28 DAYS SINCE YOU CROSSED,MY PRECIOUS ANGEL. I DONT MISS YOU ANY LESS. IT STILL HURTS JUST AS MUCH AS THAT FIRST SECOND.I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. YOU WERE,IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE MY LIFE.MY HEART CONTINUES TO BEAT,BUT I DONT KNOW HOW WITH THE HUGE HOLE IN THE CENTER.YOU ARE MY HEART.I JUST CAME IN FROM VISITING YOU AND WATCHING OUR STAR COME UP.ITS SO PEACEFUL AND QUIET OUT THERE WE GET TO TALK.I KNOW YOU HEAR ME YOU JUST DONT ANSWER. SOMEDAY YOU WILL. YOU HAD A SPECIAL DAY TODAY. YOU GOT DIARY FOR THE DAY FROM DOGSTER.ITS A GREAT HONOR.YOU MADE NEW FRIENDS,SOME ARE ANGELS WITH YOU AND SOME ARE STILL HERE ON EARTH.YOU ARE LOVED BY MANY MY ANGEL,BUT NONE CAN HOLD A CANDLE TO MOMMAS LOVE FOR YOU.IM THANKFUL THAT I CAN KEEP YOUR DIARY AND THEY CAN GET TO KNOW SOME ABOUT YOU EVEN THOUGH THEY NEVER GOT TO MEET YOU.YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE GREATEST PUPPY IN THE WORLD TO ME.YOUR THE LAST THOUGHT I HAVE WHEN I GO TO SLEEP AND MY FIRST THOUGHT WHEN I WAKE UP AND YOU STAY ON MY MIND ALL DAY.EVERYTHING I DO I HAVE YOU IN MIND AS I DID WHEN YOU WERE RIGHT HERE BESIDE ME.YOU HAVE GOT YOUR BEAUTIFUL WINGS NOW AND IM SURE YOU ARE FLYING ALL OVER HAVING FUN. YOU BE GOOD AND DO WHAT THE ANGELS SAY SO MOMMA CAN SOON SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS AND HOPEFULLY I BE THERE WITH YOU BEFORE TOO LONG AND WE WILL BE REUNITED NEVER TO BE SEPARATED AGAIN. I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO BE ABLE TO HOLD YOU RIGHT NOW,BUT I HAVE TO HOLD ON TO YOUR BLANKET REALLY TIGHT,ITS NOT YOU BUT WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES I PRETEND. YOU HAVE FUN PLAYING AND FLYING AND DONT WORRY ABOUT ME.YOU DID NOTHING WRONG AND NONE OF ANYTHING THAT HAPPENED WAS YOUR FAULT. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU MY PRECIOUS ANGEL WHISPER.LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS, MOMMA

 

MY PRECIOUS ANGEL WHISPER

October 7th 2011 6:44 pm
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ITS BEEN ANOTHER LONG DAY,BUT EVERYDAY WITHOUT YOU IS VERY LONG. I CAN HARDLY WAIT TIL NIGHT TIME SO I CAN GO TO SLEEP HOLDING YOUR BLANKET AND MAYBE WHEN I WAKE UP YOU WILL BE HERE BESIDE ME AND THIS ALL WOULD HAVEBEEN JUST A TERRIBLE NIGHTMARE. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE AT THE BRIDGE WITH ALL YOUR NEW FRIENDS AND YOU HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO DO AND LEARN SO WHEN I GET THERE YOU WILL BE ABLE TO TEACH ME JUST LIKE YOU TAUGHT ME HERE. YOU TAUGHT ME UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, SOMETHING I NEVER THOUGHT ID KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT AND SOMETHING I NEVER FELT OR HAD TIL YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE AND NEVER WILL AGAIN.NO ONE OR NOTHING WILL EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE.I LOVE YOU COMPLETELY WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND NOW ITS BROKE.I WILL NEVER GET OVER YOU AND I NEVER WANT TO GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN. YOU WERE PERFECT.ALL YOU DID WAS LOVE.YOU NEVER HURT ANYONE. ITS NOT FAIR,YOU WERE ONLY A BABY,6 MONTHS,YOU DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH TIME ON THIS EARTH. WE DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH TIME TOGETHER.GOD HAS A PLAN FOR EVERYTHING AND I KNOW WE ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO ASK WHY,BUT NONE OF THIS MAKES SENSE AND I REALLY WISH HE WOULD LET ME IN ON IT AND THEN MAYBE ID QUIT BEING SO MAD AND UPSET AT TIMES.IM SORRY BABY FOR BEING UPSET AGAIN,I KNOW IT BOTHERS YOU,IT ALWAYS DID WHEN YOU WERE HERE BESIDE ME.PLEASE FORGIVE MOMMA. I KNOW YOU GOT THINGS TO DO AND I KNOW THE ANGELS ARE TAKING REALLY GOOD CARE OF YOU.I WILL BE GOING TO SLEEP SOON,HOPE AND PRAY I GET TO SEE YOU AND TALK TO YOU.I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS ANGEL WHISPER. HUGS AD KISSES, MOMMA

 

MY PRECIOUS ANGEL WHISPER

October 7th 2011 6:03 am
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I KNOW ITS EARLY. TODAY I WANT BE ABLE TO BE BESIDE YOUR GRAVE AT 10:30 AND PROBABLY 1:34 BOTH, GOT DENTIST APPOINTMENT AT 10 AND DOCTOR AT 1. I HATE IT. IM SO SORRY, BUT YOU WILL BE WITH ME IN MY HEART AND I WILL BE THINKING OF YOU AND I WILL TALK TO YOU. MOMMA STILL LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU SO MUCH. HAVE A GOOD DAY. I KNOW ITS ONLY THE SECOND DAY WITH YOUR NEW WINGS,IM SURE YOU WILL BE BUSY DOING ANGEL STUFF. I PROMISE I GO BY YOU ON MY WAY OUT AND I WILL BE THERE AND SIT A WHILE WHEN I GET BACK. LOVE YOU MY ANGEL. NEVER ENDING LOVE, FOREVER AND ALWAYS, MOMMA

 

MY PRECIOUS ANGEL WHISPER

October 6th 2011 7:24 pm
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YOU GOT YOUR WINGS TODAY. MOMMA ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE AN ANGEL IN DISGUISE, NOW EVERYONE ELSE KNOWS. IM SO PROUD OF YOU. SOMEONE TOLD ME TODAY THAT OUR HEARTS WAS LIKE ONE CUT IN HALF AND COULDNT BEAT WITHOUT EACH OTHER AND FROM WHAT THEY HAVE SEEN AND HEARD THATS THE STRONGEST BEATING HEART EVER HEARD, EVEN NOW, BECAUSE AS LONG AS MY HEART BEATS YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HERE. THEY ARE RIGHT.YOU ARE MY HEART AND AS LONG AS IM HERE,SO SHALL YOU BE, BUT WHEN ITS MY TIME AND WE AE REUNITED, FOREVER IT WILL BE AS IF WE NEVER PARTED. IT DOES NOT MAKE ME LOVE OR MISS YOU ANY LESS, YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE MY LIFE.IM DOING MY BEST TO GET THRU EACH DAY THE BEST I CAN. I DO WHAT I HAVE TO. MAYBE SOMEDAY IT WILL BE DIFFERENT. YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS ANGEL AND THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER.HAVE FUN GETTING THE HANG OF YOUR NEW WINGS AND FLYING AROUND WITH THE OTHER ANGELS.I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU. HUGS AND KISSES,MOMMA

 

my precious angel whisper

October 5th 2011 6:58 pm
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i hope you had a good day. im doing what i feel im supposed to do, not what i want. i want to take care of you and spend all day with you like we used to and snuggle under the covers with you at night. i love you so very much and i miss you. i heard you have some new friends up there. you keep playing and having fun and do what the angels tell you, so you can come visit me, even if its just in my dreams for now, but someday we will be together again and never to be separated anymore. you will be mommas one and only, always and forever. i love you hugs and kisses my sweet angel. momma

 

my precious angel whisper

October 4th 2011 8:03 pm
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hope you had a great day today, playing at the bridge with the other babies.i miss you so much sweetheart. everone is trying to talk me into getting another baby. theres one on a thing called craigs list, he is adorable and he reminds me so much of you, but i just cant right now. its too soon after you, and i could never stand losing another baby. i know in my heart he could never take your place, no one ever will. if you let me know, then what you say goes,just as its always been. i really just dont think i can handle it now, please help momma through this.i love you so very much, forever and always. you was, are and always will be my angel baby.be good, and know im hear waiting on you whenever you need me or want me. my beloved precious angel whisper. love you always baby, momma

 

my precious angel whisper

October 4th 2011 10:39 am
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its a beautiful day outside. i can only think of all the things we didnt get to do. momma misses you so much. im here alone and its not very often that happens, but when it does i feel more lost than ever. you were always with me as you are now and forever in my heart.i know you are ok and i dont want you to worry about me, its just life isnt the same, it never will be without you, my precious angel. i love and miss you. hugs and kisses, momma

 

my precious angel whisper

October 3rd 2011 7:14 pm
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its been 3 months to the day that you got sick. i dont know what happened or why. that morning you were fine at lunch when we went out you staggered and from then on it all went down hill. dont know what i could have done any different that could have prevented it. i have went over it in my mind a million times, at least. i never left you alone your whole life, i made sure someone responsible was always with you. jonathon and anthony(basically your human brothers), nanny or andy. all of them are family and loved you very much and would never have let anything happen to you. i know you are at the rainbow learning new things and hopefully soon you will get your angel wings. you have always been my lil angel. i added more pictures to your page today, i just wish they were better. im sorry, i never thought id lose you so soon.please be good and know that i love you always and forever and looking forward to the day we will be together again.my precious angel whisper, i love and miss you. love,hugs and kisses, momma

 

my precious angel whisper

October 2nd 2011 7:14 pm
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just came in from visiting your grave and talking to you. i keep looking up at the stars in heaven trying to figure out which way to look for you and crystal. im sure you know who i am talking about, for crystal is your guardian angel and she is taking care of you. crystal wants me to be patient until you can get settled yourself and then you will be able to come to me in my dreams and i can see that you are ok. momma will do my best but you know me,i took a lot of your habits and patience is not a virtue, when you wanted something you would not stop til you got it and you always got your way. you were easy to train and you minded very well. i can hardly wait to see you but it will give me something to look forward to for now. please be good for crystal and the other angels so you can come see momma sooner. i love you precious and i miss you terribly.love forever and always, hugs and kisses, momma , thank you crystal

 

my angel whisper

October 2nd 2011 8:03 am
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its been 22 days,everyone here thinks im crazy because i still talk to you and visit your grave.so what.i love you and miss you and even though they say that they understand and they love and miss you,too, they were not with you everyday,all day,to help you do what should have been your normal daily activities,but because you were so sick the last 2 months you would not let anyone else help you. you knew id take care of you and keep you safe and i know you thought i could make you well and back to normal and i tried,everything i could,im so sorry i couldnt.you were too young to have to leave. too soon, only 6 months. please forgive momma.you was my angel here as i know you are there at the bridge.i love you and miss you and only thing that makes me happy anymore, is dreaming and praying for the day we will be together again and i can hold you close and snuggle as we used to.i love you forever and always.love momma

 
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