May 6th 2013 8:02 am
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May 1, 2013 - 6:30pm
My spirit is FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good-bye Timber. We will never forget the love and happiness you gave us. Your life and love will live in our hearts forever. We will love you forever and ever. Peace be with you and be free my baby.
May 6th 2013 7:59 am
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May 1, 2013 The Angels are calling - SET ME FREE – Today is the day. Mommy would not leave my side all day and gave me lots of medication to help with the pain and help me sleep. She made me waffles for breakfast. She gave me a piece but it did not have syrup on it and the next one did. I love waffles. Mommy did not want to take me outside to pee-pee. She was scared it would take too much out of me and have another seizure. She picked me up and help me stand. With a little help I could stand and mommy was happy. She encouraged me to pee-pee on the pad. I wanted to be a good dog and not pee-pee in the house but she said it was OK. She pet me and told me I was a good girl. She hugged me and kissed me all day. Around 4:00 I took a for the worst. I was inconsolable. She’d picked me up and helped me move around the bed. All I want to do is run and be a dog. She would calm me down. She told me if daddy did not come home by 5 she would call the vet to have him come sooner. Daddy called and I calmed down for a while. I saw mommy go out the door and straded to see her. Where are you going I need you – don’t leave me. Daddy saw I wanted to see mommy and he turned the bed around so I could still see her. She came right back in with two other people. Oh – It’s the vet. I don’t want to leave yet.
The vet gave me something and now I feel real calm. I can still feel mommy petting me and talking to me. “Timber it’s going to be alright now. Go home and play. Go where there is no pain or sadness and be a dog again – run free and know we will be together again someday.”
May 6th 2013 7:58 am
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April 30, 2013 – I made to 15 ½ year old today and a 100 in dog years today. Mommy made me cupcakes for my birthday. I slept most of the day again. Mommy took me out for a pee-pee and she was so proud of me. I could stand on all four paws (some of the swelling in my paw went down) and use all of them even the swollen one. We came inside and I wanted to do was lie down. Mommy put me on my bed and I started breathing funny and mommy got so upset. What’s wrong with me? Everything not right I am barking and breathing heavy and then black. I guess I pass out and stopped breathing. Mommy must have thought I died. In a few seconds (seemed like hours) I started breathing again. It took me longer to recover this time. My mind, spirit and heart are strong but my body is weak. I don’t want to leave mommy. She is so sad. Daddy came home and she told him I cannot go on this way and they need to do something for me. Not to be selfish and let me go. Daddy was not ready to let me go, yet. Mommy and daddy try to eat dinner and left me in the living room. I got upset and daddy brought me into the dining room bed and all. I watch mommy eat and wanted her to share her dinner with me... She saved me some and gave me chicken and pasta. Daddy said I was still alert and still knew who they were and he could not put me to sleep. Mommy cried and said I was only going to get worst and it was not fair to me. Mommy made daddy call the vet to come and put me to sleep. The vet was busy and said the seizers would not kill me but my body is giving out. I could call him back up until 10:30pm if we still wanted him to come. The vet told daddy that he was call to another house to put a dog name Timber to sleep and he saved the dog. Daddy thought that was a sign to not do it tonight. Mommy was real upset and gave in. Because, she really did not want to put me to sleep. Mommy slept on the couch again to comfort me but I did not sleep much and cried. She’d get up and move me and hold me and love me and I fall back to sleep for a while. It was the worst night yet.
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