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My Family Is Healing....

January 27th 2011 9:59 pm
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Dearest Diary,

At 7:02 tonight was 6 months ago that Gods Angels came and took me to The Rainbow Bridge and Oh how I fought to not go. But now that I know what Heaven is I could not ask for anything more beautiful. The fields of flowers with millions of butterflies, the harp music and clouds and sunshine 24/7 and most of all the family and furiends who were here awaiting my arrival.

I look down and see my family and smile. I smile because I see them healing from the hurt that caused so much pain, sorrow and tears when I left. I live in Mommas heart and the hole is so much smaller now than when I left. There will always be a tiny hole and it's called "Miss You". It's the hole that never ever heals completely but doesn't hurt anymore. It's where all my memories are kept and Momma sometimes looks in there and takes a trip down memory lane and I can feel her happiness and see her smile when she remembers all the love we shared, my funny things I did and the things Monnie and I did together. Monnie was the bestest sisfur I could have ever had. I see her playing more now and looking happy when she runs through the woods. Maybe someday she will have another sisfur to play with and that too would be such a beautiful thing.

Thank You If You Have Stopped By Here To Read This and Know I Love You All Bunches.

Angel Kisses And Butterfly Whispers,

When This You See Please Think Of Me



January 31st 2011 8:35 am
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God Bless You Max for thinking of me!

My people are so precious, Lord;
I know you think so, too...
And I believe you put me here
To love them just for you!

They take such gentle care of me
And have such tender hearts...
Please use me, Lord, to comfort them
Whenever teardrops start.

They face a lot of battles
As they live and work each day...
They need me, Lord, to make them smile
And show them how to play!

The world is full of people,
But sometimes real friends are few...
Please let my love and loyalty
Remind them, Lord, of You.

And when my final moment comes,
Lord, tell them as we part...
I was a made-to-order gift
From Your great and loving heart!



I Left You 8 Months Ago!

March 28th 2011 6:07 pm
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Today is my 8th month Bridge Anniversary and Momma received this in the mail from a dear friend of hers. It is so beautifu I want to share it with you!

Hallowed Angel: By Wendy Silva

Close Your eyes and dream, think of me in happiness as often as you breathe.
Keep close your heart my memory
and I shall never leave.

Know that I am here beside you
each and every day. If it's words of comfort you require
it is in these words that I will say.

It is in happiness that I will now and forever be.
Know that in an earthly death...My Spirit Flies Free.

I love you and want you to know
that I will remember you as well.
Keep sadness at a distance, for through the
gates of heaven ye too shall come to dwell.

Thank You Lydia! I Love and Miss You Momma,Daddy, Michael, Stevie, Monnie and all my friends.

Angel Kisses and Butterfly Whispers,
Angel Lexi



May 2nd 2011 9:54 pm
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My Adoption story has a beautiful beginning as well as a most precious ending.

It was May 27th, 2003 and Momma told Daddy that her grandsons who were living with them needed a dog and he disagreed but she was very persistant in that she believes all boys need a doggie to grow up with so off to the ARFF Shelter in Superior, WI they went. When she arrived they had just brought in a very old extremely thin female Chocolate Labrador that was in labor. The puppies were bron shortly after they got her settled in her kennel and oh how Momma wanted to see them so they let her quietly peek in so as not to disturb them. Momma saw she only had 3 tiny babies and it made her sad as she knows labs generally have 8-10 puppies. She noticed one had shorter than normal legs and the front ones were somewhat crokked so she told the attendant..We will adopt that one! She filled out the paper work which they accepted and the wait began..They Momma and the grandkids visit everyday and when the pups were 4 weeks old she got to go in and cuddle the little one she had chosen. Oh they smell of puppy breathe brought back many fond memories of her other pups she had in her life. The attendant told her that because they were born to such a weak Momma that they deserved rich names and were named after expensive cars. Lexus, Mercdes and Bentley! Our puppy was LEXUS who we instantly called "Lexi Gurl" we visited them all until she was 7 weeks old and were able to take her home! What a happy glorious day it was! Mercedes was adopted also along with her Momma who the new pawrents called Ivanez and an older couple took Bentley home:)

I lived in my loving forever home for 2 yrs and then along came my sisfur Monnie who also was adopted. Oh! The fun we had playing tug in the house, and running together with Momma in the woods and in the winter we went Snow Climbing! Then when I was 6 Momma went on a trip without me:( She went to see her daughter way far away in Washington State for the 4th of July! and I refused to leave my chair or eat. Daddy was so worried. When Momma got home a week later I was so happy to see her but a few days later I started to have seizures. I was rushed to the vet where I fought so hard to live. So many friends on dogster/Catster said prayers and even started a POTP For Lexi group. Momma thought for sure I would make it but the siezure monster kept after me. Meds didn't work,Iv's didn't work NOTHING would stop the BAD Seizures. Momma brought Monnie down to see me late one night and I tried to lift my head and sniff her and I looked at Momma and saw tears spilling down her face and then The Angels Took Me to The Rainbow Bridge. I live at the bridge now but my Spirit lives in Mommas heart where I still feel her love and always will. I am flying free and healthy in heaven as I await those I love on earth to join me. I was truly blessed with a Wonderful Loving Forever Home, Loving Pawrents and 2 Sweet Boys and a Beautiful Sisfur who I loved more than life itself and know we someday will be together again!

Those that knew me also knew I loved chasing butterflies and have a butterfly bush planted by my family in the woods where I ran with Momma and Monnie. So I love to sign my name as,

Angel Kisses and Butterfly Whispers,
Angel Lexi



May 6th 2011 10:38 am
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Happy Mothers Day Momma! I LOVE AND MISS YOU, watch over you daily and will always ride the shooting star down at night and leave soft, gentle kisses on your hair as you sleep!

My Mother Kept A Garden
My Mother kept a garden,
a garden of the heart,
She planted all the good things
that gave my life it's start.
She turned me to the sunshine
and encouraged me to dream,
Fostering and nurturing
the seeds of self-esteem...
And when the winds and rain came,
she protected me enough-
But not too much because she knew
I'd need to stand up strong and tough.
Her constant good example
always taught me right from wrong-
Markers for my pathway
that will last a lifetime long.
I am my Mother's garden.
I am her legacy-
And I hope today she feels the love
reflected back from me

With Love From The Bridge xoxoxo,
Lexi Gurl



July 25th 2011 9:49 pm
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I am writing this because July 27th is my One Year Rainbow Bridge Day Anniversary. I am calling this diary entry THE LAST OF THE FIRSTS as you see, I am very proud of my Momma because she made it through all the Firsts without me and as each one passed the huge hole in her heart closed smaller and smaller the hurt got less and less and her tears were less and less and now fill her eyes but don't spill down her cheeks anymore. Momma you have been so strong and I love you as much as the day I left♥

You made it through without me:
The first minute after I was gone
The first hour I was gone
The First Day I was Gone
The First Month I was Gone
ALL the First Holidays when I wasn't there to celebrate with you.
My First Birthday without me (That was a sad day indeed)

And now it is the FIRST YEAR without me and also the LAST Of The Firsts and I see the tiny teeny hole has closed and I will now as before always remain in her heart. She has weathered each day with grace and dignity and I am so very proud of that strength! I love you Momma and know you will help all other furs family members get through their Firsts just like you did. You gained strength from God, family and friends as well as all my friends here on Dogster/Catster that offered to hold you up, pray for you and love you. Thank You all for helping my Momma during that most difficult time.

So tomorrow please don't cry for me..celebrate my life of 6 years and walk down memory lane and remember the fun and love we all shared.

My family along with my Sisfur Monnie will be going to the woods to visit me and I am going to do my best to send at least 1 or 2 butterflies down so they will know I am near and should they not see them, they will look in their hearts where I reside now.

To Make Heaven
The Perfect Resting Place
For The Loved Ones We Adore,

God Made Sure Those Pearly Gates
Contained A Doggy Door

I Love and Miss You Momma, and all the rest of my family and friends♥♥♥

Angel Kisses and Butterfly Whispers,
Angel Lexi xxxxxx


Celebration Of My Life

July 30th 2011 5:37 am
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Thank You Friends for celebrating My Life with me On July 27th.

My 1 yr Rainbow Bridge Anniversary was a very special day indeed. I looked down from the bridge and saw all my friends here on dogster/catster getting ready to celebrate my special day and celebrate is what we did. I had decided there would be no sadness, or tears and you all granted that for me and instead we shared my life. Thank You for all the rosies, pmails, gifts of pictures, lit candles, cakes,flowers and my party in FF. Thanks Tiki♥

I can't express what you all mean to me without writing a book but you all know how much I love you! I received a gift from an old friend I had,had a falling out with quite awhile ago and what a blessing it was that they remembered my crossing day. True friendship really never stops does it?♥

I will be sending you all individual thank you's come Monday as I just have not had time to do so and know you understand because friends always understand one another;)

Again Thank You For Remembering me and please know I am always watching over you♥♥♥

Angel Kisses and Butterfly Whispers,



August 18th 2011 12:46 pm
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It's Mommas Birthday today and as I looked down from the bridge I could see her sitting at the kitchen table sipping her morning coffee and reading the morning paper as she does every morning AND THEN::

Her 16 yr old grandson walked up behind her and said..Happy Birthday Gram! As she turn to thank him, he handed her a tiny black ball of fur and said Meet Roscoe! She heart beat sped up and she took that little ball of black fur and right away examined him and says, He's so adorable but I knew she was searching for signs of him looking like me and then she said..Oh! He's got a white spot on his chest and Michael said..Yes Gram he's a BOXADOR! Then as I knew would happen..Momma snuggled that pup right up close to her face and kissed the top of his head and said...Welcome to our Family you cute little guy!! Tears fell down her face but they were happy tears this time and I was so proud of her and what a lucky little guy that Roscoe is to have her for his Momma♥ I just knew when the time was right it would happen for her and I am so thankful as it has been a yr since I left and it's time! It's time because she has such a heartfull of love to share and now has a new pup to share all that love with and Monnie has a new brofur to play with. As you can see Michael too knew it was time! Time To Love more than just Monnie, Family and Friends..YES! IT WAS TIME TO LOVE A NEW PUP AND THAT IS WHAT SHE IS DOING. SO PROUD OF YOU MOMMA and Michael THANK YOU FOR GIVING HER THAT BEAUTIFUL GIFT OF LOVE ALONG WITH LITTLE ROSCOE!!

I Love and Miss You Momma and Am So Happy For You,
Your Little Baby Gurl..Lexi xxxxxx



September 2nd 2011 9:29 am
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You say you've seen an angel
My Friends up here asked me today
Without a hesitation, "Yes,
I have seen one I say.

They said, What does she look like?
Is there a halo and some wings?
"NO, I replied quickly...
She didn't have those things.

She does have the warmest smile
And is loving like no other
I ought to know, I said
Because the Angel I saw was ♥MY MOTHER♥

Love and Miss You Momma,
Lexi xxxxx


Mommas feeling a little anxious

December 23rd 2011 9:34 am
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Lets out a big sigh and starts to write. I look down from the beautiful clouds up here at the bridge and see my Momma looking somewhat sad but when others come into the room she smiles and pretends she's OK but I can feel her heart beat and her sadness. I felt it when she was shopping Christmas gifts for all those she loves and I saw her pick out a special stuffie, wipe a tear and put it back because she wanted to buy it for me and couldn't. She always misses me but Christmas and My Birthday are hard for her. I sprinkled Angel Dust and also filled her heart to overflowing with my love so she will be fine and she will make sure My Sisfur Monnie and New Brofur Roscoe will have a fun Christmas because that's the kind of loving Momma she is. It's finally snowing at home so they will be having a white Christmas after all and Momma really does love snow so I know God is watching over her too.

That Roscoe is a handful and will keep her jumping as they open gifts and he tries to grab everything even the wrapping papers, and boxes so she won't have a spare moment to be sad and that makes me happy. I miss my family too but am so healthy and free up here as I await the day we will all be together that I know Momma feels it too but sometimes sadness just creeps it's way in so I will ride a shooting star down tonight and leave a soft Angel Kiss on her hair as she sleeps and give her a tiny soft butterfly kiss on her cheek and she will feel me in her heart beat and will get through Christmas once again without me physically there but she knows I'm with her always in spirit.

Merry Christmas Momma, Daddy, Michael, Stevie, Monnie and Roscoe! I Love and Miss You,
Angel Lexi xxxxxxx

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